Ever have a need to vent and not have anyone to vent to? That's kinda what I'm going through right now. I have been putting up with a lot of crap lately, and I'm not sure how much longer I want to tolerate it before I lose it. I haven't been sleeping well, and I think I'm getting ulcers.

So, what could possibly be so bad? Well, this is the second time I found out my wife has been fucking around with her lesbian lover behind my back. I fell for it when she told me it was over the first time and that they were just friends, but man was I a sucker. She has become a master of making believe what she wants me to believe, even though it goes against my gut instinct. This situation is taking a huge toll on me and my sanity, as well as my two young daughters'.

Just when I think things are starting to get better, all hell breaks loose. I don't know why the hell I even convince myself that I still love her so much, especially after what she has put me and the children through over the past few years. Now that she has a job, I almost wish she would just tell me she is leaving me and the girls to live with her lover so that I can try to live life with a little less drama and a lot less stress.

Anyways, it was nice getting that off my chest, even though there is a 99.99% chance no one will even read it. If you do happen to take the time to read it, thanks.

Ever have a need to vent and not have anyone to vent to? That's kinda what I'm going through right now. I have been putting up with a lot of crap lately, and I'm not sure how much longer I want to tolerate it before I lose it. I haven't been sleeping well, and I think I'm getting ulcers.

So, what could possibly be so bad? Well, this is the second time I found out my wife has been fucking around with her lesbian lover behind my back. I fell for it when she told me it was over the first time and that they were just friends, but man was I a sucker. She has become a master of making believe what she wants me to believe, even though it goes against my gut instinct. This situation is taking a huge toll on me and my sanity, as well as my two young daughters'.

Just when I think things are starting to get better, all hell breaks loose. I don't know why the hell I even convince myself that I still love her so much, especially after what she has put me and the children through over the past few years. Now that she has a job, I almost wish she would just tell me she is leaving me and the girls to live with her lover so that I can try to live life with a little less drama and a lot less stress.

Anyways, it was nice getting that off my chest, even though there is a 99.99% chance no one will even read it. If you do happen to take the time to read it, thanks.