
MEMBER SINCE: October 2004
occupation: R&D Technician, Student
makes me happy: When my kids are happy
gets me hot: Pretty woman with soft skin, yup, that gets me every time
stats: I guess you can say I'm the strong silent type...
i lost my virginity: Well, there was this time, at band camp.....................
body mods: 2 Tattoos and a hell of a scar
most humbling moment: Almost losing my younger daughter during childbirth, and finding out my wife of 13 years was a lesbian
makes me sad: When my kids are not happy, and being broke (cuz that really makes the kids unhappy)
into: Cars, my new Harley, music, computers
fantasy: To come into a large sum of money so that can I get me one of those Hollywood personal trainers to help give me that perfect body so I can become famous and make millions just so that I can piss off every woman who has ever loved me and left me. That or twins.
sign: Scorpio, Year of the Monkey
So, what could possibly be so bad? Well, this is the second time I found out my wife has been fucking around with her lesbian lover behind my back. I fell for it when she told me it was over the first time and that they were just friends, but man was I a sucker. She has become a master of making believe what she wants me to believe, even though it goes against my gut instinct. This situation is taking a huge toll on me and my sanity, as well as my two young daughters'.
Just when I think things are starting to get better, all hell breaks loose. I don't know why the hell I even convince myself that I still love her so much, especially after what she has put me and the children through over the past few years. Now that she has a job, I almost wish she would just tell me she is leaving me and the girls to live with her lover so that I can try to live life with a little less drama and a lot less stress.
Anyways, it was nice getting that off my chest, even though there is a 99.99% chance no one will even read it. If you do happen to take the time to read it, thanks.


n8tvegrl