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APRIL 22, 2013 @ 05:44 PM | 3 COMMENTS


So it's been a week since everything happened. Not gonna lie, it's been a rough week. Not only have I had to find my own way to work through what happened, but I had to convince my father to go get help. Those of you who know me know how stubborn I am....well guess where I got it from. It took me telling him exactly what he was feeling, over the phone mind you, to get him to realize I know what I'm talking about. Yesterday he finally made the call to the Red Cross support team, and within about an hour he had someone calling him to check in on him and an appointment to see a provider. He told me that he's finally starting to understand what it is I've been dealing with the last 3 years.

My care was a little easier. Tuesday I took the day off of work, went down to the outpatient clinic down the street from the office and saw my therapist. It helped a lot, and yes I did call the RC coordinator as well, but he knows I've been getting myself taken care of so I'm not getting the full court press.

When I got back to work on Wednesday I had a few visitors to my office. The head of Employee Assistance and one of the docs from Mental Health came up to check in with me and to offer the usual "anytime you need to talk" speech. It did feel nice to know they were looking out for me. The week kinda went by on autopilot...didn't do a ton of work, and with everything on Friday I was one of the only people in the office.

I posted this on Instagram a couple of days ago and I felt like I should share it here too..

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"Volunteering at the Boston Marathon used to be about the jacket...about having fun and helping out. Next year, its different...next year its to show that we aren't afraid, that we're going to keep running this race every year. You can't stop this...you cant keep this from us."
APRIL 18, 2013 @ 06:22 PM | 1 COMMENT


APRIL 16, 2013 @ 06:34 AM


So. Here's how it is...

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A lot of you know that I do volunteer work at some of the big events in Boston. Yesterday I was working with the Red Cross doing radio communications for the medical teams along the Marathon course. When the explosions happened I was about 4 miles away at the First Aid station in Cleveland Circle. We couldn't hear anything, and didn't know anything was happening until we saw all the public safety personnel start scrambling down the course route. Motorcycles, bikes, cruisers, ambulances...all going the wrong way down Beacon St. We got word just after over our radio net that there was an "Incident" at finish line, followed by an update from one of the BPD officers standing there.

I kinda lost track of things for a few minutes. The cell phones were overloaded at that point and that wasn't helping me. My father volunteers at the Marathon too. His station every year is at the finish line area and I hadn't heard from him all day. I couldnt get through on phone, couldnt get a message to him..I freaked a bit. It took me a couple of minutes to calm down, put my concerns aside, and work on getting things ready for whatever happened.

We prepped the station to move wherever they needed us. We had runners stopping because the race was shut down and they didn't have rides/warm clothing/etc. We got them into the tent and kept them warm and hydrated. About an hour after everything happened a state trooper grabbed our supervisor, my friend Heather, and told her they were bringing runners to Boston College as a collection point. They needed water, blankets, etc. We packed up and drove straight there.

When we got there, buses were unloading 20-30 runners and volunteers at a time. BC opened St. Ignatius church on campus to us. Their campus police and EMS were running a check-in system, they had food and water coming in. Students were streaming in to help with whatever they could carry in their hands. In the midst of a horrible situation it was really nice to see everyone stepping up.

At about 6pm I got a phone call from my dad. He was about 100 feet away from the explosion when it happened, but around the corner of Trinity Church. It took him a while to get a call to me in the aftermath. About an hour later he pulled into the cordoned off area in front of campus, ostensibly to act as a relay because the radio in his vehicle is better than our handhelds. It was more because I pushed him to come out there so I could see that he was ok.

Things started winding down after that. They moved the runners to a central location so their families would be able to find them and their belongings returned to them, and we were released to go home.

I decided I needed to take today off from work..to get myself back together. This hit way too close to home for me. I was considering swapping assignments to work at finish because they were needing experienced people. I can't stop wondering what would've happened if I had.



I'm physically ok. Mentally is another story. I was with friends of mine who've never had to deal with something like this, and it fell on myself and my best friend that's a firefighter to keep everyone on track. A really big load to put on your shoulders. I've avoided the temptation to sit and drink until I fall asleep, even though I really haven't slept yet.

Hopefully the next few days go smoothly and I can start working towards putting things behind me. I just want to thank everyone who checked in on me when they heard what happened, even the people who I didn't expect to hear from. Yesterday was a bad day...today is better...tomorrow hopefully goes better than that.

APRIL 15, 2013 @ 07:02 PM


Just a quick message to say I'm ok. I was on the marathon course but nowhere near the finish area. I'm currently home. More to follow when I've had time to process through everything today.
MARCH 27, 2013 @ 02:14 PM


FEBRUARY 13, 2013 @ 03:32 PM


JANUARY 6, 2013 @ 09:10 AM


THE LOCKOUT IS OVER...HOCKEY'S BACK!!!! biggrin biggrin biggrin





Broke all my gear out of where it was packed away..i'm wearing a jersey all day to celebrate!

NOVEMBER 17, 2012 @ 05:06 AM


Made it through another year! Spending the day today with some friends up at the American Classic Arcade Museum, and then maybe going out with the family for a birthday dinner...yay me!
OCTOBER 25, 2012 @ 03:36 PM


OCTOBER 18, 2012 @ 07:09 AM


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