So i guess its time to write something aggain, well im still alive and kicking depsite my best attempts...haha j/k. The past year or so has been as shitty as the other 22 but i think im starting to settle in. I'm still full of shit and life is an emotionall rollercoster i've got nothing figured out. I finally went to a shrink they diagnosed me with Post Traumatic Stress Dysorder, Anxiety and Depression nothing i really didnt know about before. I'm still not convinced that the field of psychology has any real answers and quite frankly i still hold on to my believes that they're kinda full of shit and they just offer people an excuse to feel better about their inability to get their shit together. Some people say im too hard on myself but really if i cant get myself together than its nbody elses fault people lead lives that are much harder than mine and they cope, so what i wasnt born with a silver spoon, and i didnt recieve the parental support most other people do but shit im phsysically healthy, relatively smart and capable for fucks sake i could be homless starving and aids ridden than i could complain.

So i guess its time to write something aggain, well im still alive and kicking depsite my best attempts...haha j/k. The past year or so has been as shitty as the other 22 but i think im starting to settle in. I'm still full of shit and life is an emotionall rollercoster i've got nothing figured out. I finally went to a shrink they diagnosed me with Post Traumatic Stress Dysorder, Anxiety and Depression nothing i really didnt know about before. I'm still not convinced that the field of psychology has any real answers and quite frankly i still hold on to my believes that they're kinda full of shit and they just offer people an excuse to feel better about their inability to get their shit together. Some people say im too hard on myself but really if i cant get myself together than its nbody elses fault people lead lives that are much harder than mine and they cope, so what i wasnt born with a silver spoon, and i didnt recieve the parental support most other people do but shit im phsysically healthy, relatively smart and capable for fucks sake i could be homless starving and aids ridden than i could complain.