evilprozac79

There is so much I want to do with my life, but it seems like things are never as easy as they seem. You try and try to work against it, but sometimes you need to stop and rethink things. If you're beating your head against a wall, try searching for a door. Life's getting tough on me right now, and my positive attitude drops...
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Is it possible to say something negative about oneself without being accused of feeling sorry for yourself?

I have come to believe that I will never be married or have children. This isn't some overnight sort of thing, either. I'm 32, so truthfully, I'm past my prime. Looking at myself with an honest eye, yes, there are things that I think women would find attractive...
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I have absolutely no idea why I'm still awake! But I think I like the nighttime, because it's quieter and more peaceful. There's a sort of zen about this time, where you're left alone with just your thoughts. By the way, I hope to get some real pics of myself in the near future. I don't have a webcam on my desktop, so I'm going...
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Ugh... I hate being sick. I've had a lot of upper respiratory problems the last couple of weeks. Either it's in my lungs, but not my nose and throat, or it's in my throat, but not my lungs or nose, or else it's in my nose, but not my throat or lungs... so between that and some wisdom teeth problems, I've been cranky lately.

BUT!...
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So... life... it is what it is... I'm starting to take a negative view towards life in general these days. I'm stuck in a rut, and I don't think I'm going to be able to get out of it. Due to my felony, and lack of any real training, getting a job is next to impossible, so that makes things really difficult. On top of...
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So, life continues on. No matter what happens, life continues. To be honest, I find it oddly comforting in a way, that no matter how bad things seem, the world doesn't just stop to mourn. Yeah... I'm definitely in a strange mood today...

So, it's official... I now hate my own home state of Texas. I got a few traffic tickets for non-moving violations, and now they're hitting me with fees, which are more than the tickets themselves. I have to pay it all back just to get my driver's license, but it's going to be about $4200 in total... which is stupidly ridiculous, but what choice do...
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I'm a guy. I'm overweight, I wear glasses, I love D&D and WoW. I'm single, but you know what? I don't care!!! I'll find a girl who likes me for me. I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I'm not!

Alright, so evidently Angry Birds is a LOT more addictive than I thought. I recently installed it on my tablet and I'll find myself playing it at random, right in the middle of other stuff. I blame a bit of ADD for that. But it's fun and I'll keep committing genocide on piggies until I complete the game!

Alright, so I'm awake now... Got a house full of people who don't seem to appreciate proper morning etiquette, namely that of quiet. Ah well. For some reason, waking up in an empty bed was particularly depressing today. I still don't think I NEED anyone to "complete" me, but I do think I AM starting to get a bit lonely. Perhaps being single for almost...
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