So... life... it is what it is... I'm starting to take a negative view towards life in general these days. I'm stuck in a rut, and I don't think I'm going to be able to get out of it. Due to my felony, and lack of any real training, getting a job is next to impossible, so that makes things really difficult. On top of that, I'm starting to think that I have some real issues... I'm not normally an overtly sexual person, but sometimes I just catch myself thinking, "God, I NEED to FUCK someone!!!" It's weird and out of the blue, but my hormones just spike all of a sudden, and catch me for a surprise... unfortunately, being single, a bit reclusive, and jobless, I have very little chance of finding a girlfriend either. I try to stay positive, but the plain and simple fact is, I just really don't know any single women, at least not locally. Having my driver's license suspended, on top of everything else, is just the icing on the cake. Sometimes, I wonder if it's okay just to accept the fact that you feel flat out fucked, and not in a good way... If I could at least find a job, I could start the long slow climb out, but... FML /emo-rage
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