age: 29 (Oct 09, 1982)
MEMBER SINCE: May 2005
occupation: musician
fantasy: .................she dont deserve the way i still think about her enough to tell it.
sign: Libra
most humbling moment: the moment i was forced to fall in love with a mistake
crush: ur mom
i lost my virginity: when i was 19. yeah, i was a good kid. she was really agressive! ....i wasnt fighting it too easily!
makes me happy: playing music, being appreciated, having friends that are being themselves completely, driving my car
into: musical environments, live shows, playing music, night social activities, dark, candles, movies, audio, car mods, art, ....did i mention music stuff?...girls, sleep, food, rainy days, electronics, interior decoration...
makes me sad: one person.......being disappointed with someone I trust, being misled, being reminded of my mistakes or misfortunes, re-living moments with that special someone and knowing you cant hold on to it.
gets me hot: agression from her, clothes that catch my eye and other parts of me..., chix who break a sweat cuz they want to, looking at me a certain way.
She wants to but she dont know when.
She says she will but she dont know how.
Im thinking of a way to get within.
The delay is the only thing that is keeping it alive now.
Until the night of the fulfilled promise,
Ill be the friend that she could only imagine.
Theres only one thing that change this
..and that is the moment when she invites me in.
Everything that anyone does makes me think of her,
I can relate to her so easily.
She is the only thing I can ever remember,
She means so much to me.
I could wait forever for the hope of being with her,
It would make me complete to give her everything .
I have no doubt and for myself, Im quite sure,
I could be contempt forever, until the age of dying.
What we have now is majestically acceptable,
She gives me close to everything I need.
I only hope I can gradually pay her back in full,
For the activity of that, I can feel my hearts long to feed.
To be in love is not to just to have a crush,
I think of her all the time.
Everything that she does to me makes me blush,
Its taken over me so strongly as in representation of a crime.
I could listen to her talk about nothing for eternal wait,
I care about her everything.
I could listen with all the time I have until her hour of late,
Shes the only person I think of when I hear the excitement of the telephone ring.
The first face I see when I wake up,
The last before I fall asleep.
The first taste out of my daily cup,
In my body, this is one taste to keep.
Where could my love possibly go,
No one has ever had it from me like this.
I hope theres more to come and grow.
I want to expand to her the possibilities of bliss.
If I could stop my desire and give her everything she longed for,
When all I desire is to give.
I would find the shortest hallway for her and with manner, open the door,
With this achieved, I think I will finally be able to live.
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