Patience
She wants to but she dont know when.
She says she will but she dont know how.
Im thinking of a way to get within.
The delay is the only thing that is keeping it alive now.
Until the night of the fulfilled promise,
Ill be the friend that she could only imagine.
Theres only one thing that change this
..and that is the moment when she invites me in.
Everything that anyone does makes me think of her,
I can relate to her so easily.
She is the only thing I can ever remember,
She means so much to me.
I could wait forever for the hope of being with her,
It would make me complete to give her everything .
I have no doubt and for myself, Im quite sure,
I could be contempt forever, until the age of dying.
What we have now is majestically acceptable,
She gives me close to everything I need.
I only hope I can gradually pay her back in full,
For the activity of that, I can feel my hearts long to feed.
To be in love is not to just to have a crush,
I think of her all the time.
Everything that she does to me makes me blush,
Its taken over me so strongly as in representation of a crime.
I could listen to her talk about nothing for eternal wait,
I care about her everything.
I could listen with all the time I have until her hour of late,
Shes the only person I think of when I hear the excitement of the telephone ring.
The first face I see when I wake up,
The last before I fall asleep.
The first taste out of my daily cup,
In my body, this is one taste to keep.
Where could my love possibly go,
No one has ever had it from me like this.
I hope theres more to come and grow.
I want to expand to her the possibilities of bliss.
If I could stop my desire and give her everything she longed for,
When all I desire is to give.
I would find the shortest hallway for her and with manner, open the door,
With this achieved, I think I will finally be able to live.
She wants to but she dont know when.
She says she will but she dont know how.
Im thinking of a way to get within.
The delay is the only thing that is keeping it alive now.
Until the night of the fulfilled promise,
Ill be the friend that she could only imagine.
Theres only one thing that change this
..and that is the moment when she invites me in.
Everything that anyone does makes me think of her,
I can relate to her so easily.
She is the only thing I can ever remember,
She means so much to me.
I could wait forever for the hope of being with her,
It would make me complete to give her everything .
I have no doubt and for myself, Im quite sure,
I could be contempt forever, until the age of dying.
What we have now is majestically acceptable,
She gives me close to everything I need.
I only hope I can gradually pay her back in full,
For the activity of that, I can feel my hearts long to feed.
To be in love is not to just to have a crush,
I think of her all the time.
Everything that she does to me makes me blush,
Its taken over me so strongly as in representation of a crime.
I could listen to her talk about nothing for eternal wait,
I care about her everything.
I could listen with all the time I have until her hour of late,
Shes the only person I think of when I hear the excitement of the telephone ring.
The first face I see when I wake up,
The last before I fall asleep.
The first taste out of my daily cup,
In my body, this is one taste to keep.
Where could my love possibly go,
No one has ever had it from me like this.
I hope theres more to come and grow.
I want to expand to her the possibilities of bliss.
If I could stop my desire and give her everything she longed for,
When all I desire is to give.
I would find the shortest hallway for her and with manner, open the door,
With this achieved, I think I will finally be able to live.
these chains
My fortress of dreams,
holding me captive.
My curse of nightmares,
denying me to live.
My stillness of motion,
paralyzing me swiftly.
The chains that detain,
only set me to free.
Prolonging the desire,
pain to beweild.
The chains of captivity,
be my only shield.
The lessons of agony,
painfully progress to skill.
preparation with taunting,
prepare me to kill.
The strength to conquer chains,
to successfully break free.
I will be imprisoned again to you,
oh...so dreadfully.
My bleeding forearms of desire for you,
my struggling body at ache.
These chains are not the match,
for the bandage of my heartbreak.
....I have struggled....
....I have suffered....
....I have loved....
...........it's been too long.
Though the chains are still here,
and have failed to be broken.
I know you will never release me,
...but at least these words have been spoken.
My fortress of dreams,
holding me captive.
My curse of nightmares,
denying me to live.
My stillness of motion,
paralyzing me swiftly.
The chains that detain,
only set me to free.
Prolonging the desire,
pain to beweild.
The chains of captivity,
be my only shield.
The lessons of agony,
painfully progress to skill.
preparation with taunting,
prepare me to kill.
The strength to conquer chains,
to successfully break free.
I will be imprisoned again to you,
oh...so dreadfully.
My bleeding forearms of desire for you,
my struggling body at ache.
These chains are not the match,
for the bandage of my heartbreak.
....I have struggled....
....I have suffered....
....I have loved....
...........it's been too long.
Though the chains are still here,
and have failed to be broken.
I know you will never release me,
...but at least these words have been spoken.
Dream
The strength to endure without,
The passion I felt within.
The wish for what you needed,
To complete it, I would try forever again.
I share not your beauty with you,
Dreaming long nights your touch.
We interact so unfairly in my imagination,
You are with me so little, but so much.
I sleep with you by my side every night,
Your space so empty and air cold.
The memories of you so precious,
They haunt me so fascinating and bold.
I can feel you everywhere,
I touch your face so real.
For reality to be with you,
Eternity can only reveal.
The dreams of passionate moments with you,
Of the action, Ive never really taken part.
The thought of this miracle,...
Its developing into an art.
My getaway to paradise,
My relaxing hypnotic sin.
The thought of sharing this love with you,
Is everything I need to begin.
Some things are desired for lifetimes,
Even if imagined in a sudden moment.
Seeing perfection in everything I desire, disregarding the wrong,
Perseverance is my only opponent.
An affection this powerful on someone,
To make me spend my life hoping.
All the chances Id take,
If only the lock was broken.
The perfect dreams,
Will someday turn to dark,
The nightmares that will haunt me,
Will morbidly ignite this dim spark.
Your touch has never been conquered.
Your match has never been made.
My few moments with you,
Our treasures will never be for trade.
I would give anything,
Just to have that first touch again.
To make these wondrous images come to life,
If you could only let me in.
The strength to endure without,
The passion I felt within.
The wish for what you needed,
To complete it, I would try forever again.
I share not your beauty with you,
Dreaming long nights your touch.
We interact so unfairly in my imagination,
You are with me so little, but so much.
I sleep with you by my side every night,
Your space so empty and air cold.
The memories of you so precious,
They haunt me so fascinating and bold.
I can feel you everywhere,
I touch your face so real.
For reality to be with you,
Eternity can only reveal.
The dreams of passionate moments with you,
Of the action, Ive never really taken part.
The thought of this miracle,...
Its developing into an art.
My getaway to paradise,
My relaxing hypnotic sin.
The thought of sharing this love with you,
Is everything I need to begin.
Some things are desired for lifetimes,
Even if imagined in a sudden moment.
Seeing perfection in everything I desire, disregarding the wrong,
Perseverance is my only opponent.
An affection this powerful on someone,
To make me spend my life hoping.
All the chances Id take,
If only the lock was broken.
The perfect dreams,
Will someday turn to dark,
The nightmares that will haunt me,
Will morbidly ignite this dim spark.
Your touch has never been conquered.
Your match has never been made.
My few moments with you,
Our treasures will never be for trade.
I would give anything,
Just to have that first touch again.
To make these wondrous images come to life,
If you could only let me in.
5:38am...just got off work...jess chillin. waiting to yawn or sumthin.....maybe i will get sleepy .... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... soon. ............ .......... ................. ....................... .
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! i yawned! ok, i'm going to sleep now! 
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! i yawned! ok, i'm going to sleep now! well it's 10:30 and nothing is going on for me so far....i'm just sitting here watching re-runs on comedy central.....like normal. my friends in my band are going to the bar, like they always do...i may go meet up with them, but i dunno...that's not really my thang. ..........since i work at a bar too..i just dont ever wanna go to them offa work. bla bla blaaaaaaaaah..i'll quit whining...someone talk 2 me!
So it's like 3:45 and i JUST woke up. Someone please entertain me so I stay at my computer all f'n day....that way, I wont spend any money! cuz I NEEEEEEEEED to save. nigga skrugglin' these dayz! and i'm really bad with money... 
........imma start right now!
........imma start right now!
Ok, so I've made a profile, and have been warmly welcomed to the crew. I'm still making the profile more interesting, so dont give up on me yet, peeps!
