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Excrement was right. I suck at life and cannot move back to Scotland. 'Nuf said.

*hugs* to all you sweetie pies who got my back despite crazy Elle.
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I'm going *going*
back *back*
to Scotland *Scotland* *Scotland* SCOTLAND.

Details unknown. Excrement!
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catdad:
That's such a great pic of you and the possum. It seems like their mouths are all teeth when they hiss. I don't really want to get my fingers close to one, tame or not.

I wish I could help out with kitty. But, I continue to have behavior problems with my remaining three and need to hold off on introducing any new family members until Valdez and maybe Terhu are gone. frown
catdad:
You might enjoy some of these. And they are free. smile
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Blah blee blah blah blah.

I got new shoes! Vintage cowgirl boots. Wish I had a picture right now to show ALL! They are so friggin SWEET!

Considering the move back to Scotland from Oregon. If you know me, you understand. Please feel free to respond to that and give advice. I miss my husband.

Lately I have been drinking too much Teacher's (Scotch). I...
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doolittle:
I love vintage cowboy boots. Sounds like a hell of a score
catdad:
If he isn't willing to move here, then yes, it makes sense to consider moving back. You know what didn't work before. Can you avoid the same issues?

Good luck with the brewery. I'm sure putting it together has been fun, despite the hard work. You are working hard at it, aren't you? wink
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Why is it that some days life just seems like its not worth it? I suppose I allow other's views of me affect me way too much. No more eating, I just can't do it. I just made brownies and cried the entire time. It all comes tumbling down at once, and it only takes a little tiny spur to force it down.

There is...
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catdad:
Your brother-in-law is a psychopath? That must be interesting.

When I'm feeling wrung out, certain bands or songs can make me cry and cry and cry. It sort of becomes a chain reaction once the first one gets me.

Feel free to vent here.
catdad:
Whining and whimpering is allowed, too. smile
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so apparently someone reactivated my account. I assume it was the SG robot.

Little update:

These days I have either been sleeping or putting together a brewery in my hometown. Also, I have had a cold for about a month, but fuck that.

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catdad:
I'd prefer to think of it as sg gremlins, but something cold and heartless is probably more appropriate.

Sleep is good for you and there's always a market for beer. Nice profile pic.
rendo:
butt fuck that cold, heh heh.

glad yer back. i'll give ya a call sometime. sorry it's been a bit.
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And... after all the fucking nonsense of getting to Scotland, I have made the very difficult decision to go home to Oregon in just over a week. For good. So sad.
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elleseven:
I love you Oregon folk! Its so unfriendly and judgmental here. Huh, I thought it was spelled judgEmental. I hate that.
catdad:
Very nice surprise if you are back. Hope you are well.
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I haven't been happy with this site for some time, but it sure is a good place to rant and rave.

I have moved to Scotland from Oregon, and quite frankly, I hate it. I love it at the same time, but there seriously is not a soul my age whom I have met, and I get quite lonely.

We got a kitten, called him...
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desmobile:
you should meet pepole in sgland..... mwhahahaha wink
elleseven:
OK, I was a bit hasty in saying that I hate it here.

There are many things to love, like my dear Squidget (who hopefully will post images of oscar)
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Okee Dokee Artichokes!

Time for a new post. A happier one. Although I am very sad to be leaving Ruca behind I am feeling ok thanks to Xanax. Oh, my savior.

This is what I did last night! I got to sing back up for my friends band James Dean Kindle and the Eastern Oregon Playboys. It was so much fun. They played at Shandyowl...
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catdad:
Looks like fun. smile
capitalistfig:
I am sure you can guess why I left. But in a nutshell the community was turning from a bunch of cool funny people to a bunch of myspace-reject-asshats. Top that off with exploiting girls for free content--err--voting for sets, and there you have it.
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Every once in a while I sleep. A lot.

I am supposed to be going through all of my stuff so I can join my Shandyowl in Bonnie Scotland, but I cannot make myself do it. I don't have a visa yet. Procrastination is one of my stronger points. Finding instructions online as to what to include in your visa application is not. I hate...
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Oh Jan Jemon!
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Happy Birthday!

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It is already your birthday here but not yet in far away, exotic Eastern Oregon