seriously, the world must be on the brinks of destruction.
in the last week, two sets of people have broken up that i neeeever though i'd see the end of.
bringing up many moral delimmas for me to be stuck sorting out.
goddamn i need someone here to talk me out of this.
oh, and new tattoo last week.
after talking about it forever.
it...
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in the last week, two sets of people have broken up that i neeeever though i'd see the end of.
bringing up many moral delimmas for me to be stuck sorting out.
goddamn i need someone here to talk me out of this.
oh, and new tattoo last week.
after talking about it forever.
it...
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floyd:
i need to get a new tattoo also. and it's been a bit longer than two years for me! 
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fallen1:
Cute.
floyd:
she's a pretty cute little fuzzy!
well, tool was saturday.
and it was absolutely fucking awesome.
but sadly..not how i had expected it to be.
i mean, the band was fantastic, but my experience of being there was all fucked up.
long story short, people are assholes and i ended up having to go alone.
i sold my other effing ticket for 20 goddamn dollars.
i was soo lonely.. but i...
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and it was absolutely fucking awesome.
but sadly..not how i had expected it to be.
i mean, the band was fantastic, but my experience of being there was all fucked up.
long story short, people are assholes and i ended up having to go alone.
i sold my other effing ticket for 20 goddamn dollars.
i was soo lonely.. but i...
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new developments!
so apparently the pretty girl has switched departments as she's no longer at the desk i've known her to call home.
which is kind of disheartening.
but also means she hasn't quit, so woo!
next, we crossed paths.
biggest grin ever crossed her face as she greeted me.
so either she doesn't know...orrr she does
still undecided.
next order of business,
and let...
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so apparently the pretty girl has switched departments as she's no longer at the desk i've known her to call home.
which is kind of disheartening.
but also means she hasn't quit, so woo!
next, we crossed paths.
biggest grin ever crossed her face as she greeted me.
so either she doesn't know...orrr she does
still undecided.
next order of business,
and let...
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northern:
Go for it!
Absolutely.
You can be her secret admirer saying hi on MySpace.
I've decided that there's only partial shame in admitting to using MySpace, so don't feel too embarassed.
Absolutely.
You can be her secret admirer saying hi on MySpace.
I've decided that there's only partial shame in admitting to using MySpace, so don't feel too embarassed.
lycoris:
Damn, I want to see Tool.
hippieanarchist:
now that, my friend, that is a cute puppy!
when she gets a little bigger her and petri should have a playdate.
it will be a mass of black and white cuteness.
when she gets a little bigger her and petri should have a playdate.
it will be a mass of black and white cuteness.
northern:
So cute!
What's wrong though?
You have no friends?
You okay?
What's wrong though?
You have no friends?
You okay?
soooo..uhhh.
now that toronto has lost it's photographer..
anyone need anything shot?!
</tackless>
but seriously.
i'm awesome i swear.
and totally not creepy!
i'm sure i can find someone to vouch for that somewhere..
now that toronto has lost it's photographer..
anyone need anything shot?!
</tackless>
but seriously.
i'm awesome i swear.
and totally not creepy!
i'm sure i can find someone to vouch for that somewhere..
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ari:
Are you on Deviant art by any chance? Or have a myspace with your pictures?
I would like to shoot with you, I would love to come to Canada for it.
For sure lady.
You are super sweet.
I would like to shoot with you, I would love to come to Canada for it.
For sure lady.
You are super sweet.
northern:
I'd love for you to shoot me.
Except I'm in the wrong gender.
Besides, I'm way too shy.
I'm sure you're not creepy.
On a totally unrelated note, how are things going with the woman you're not stalking?
Except I'm in the wrong gender.
Besides, I'm way too shy.
I'm sure you're not creepy.
On a totally unrelated note, how are things going with the woman you're not stalking?
whew what a craaazy weekend.
thursday started at 5am when my stressing neurotic ways came to a head.
alll fucking day i felt so horribly sick of fretting about this weekend and the stupid cute boy leaving and whether i was going to say anything or not.
i ended up leaving him a nerdy note on his desk asking him to give me a call...
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thursday started at 5am when my stressing neurotic ways came to a head.
alll fucking day i felt so horribly sick of fretting about this weekend and the stupid cute boy leaving and whether i was going to say anything or not.
i ended up leaving him a nerdy note on his desk asking him to give me a call...
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vancleef:
why did you ugh me?
vancleef:
dp
sayy, anyone know cheap place to stay and/or camp in, in chicago near grant park??
anyone?
anyone?
anyone?
anyone?
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terdferguson:
Lucky you.
northern:
No.
Yeah, that was helpful of me.
Mind if I ask what you're going to Chicago for? What's happening at Grant Park?
Yeah, that was helpful of me.
Mind if I ask what you're going to Chicago for? What's happening at Grant Park?
so friday morning.
i was crafty.
i was prepared.
i bought the her a bouquet of gerbera daisies thursday evening.
and cut them all and whatnot so i could just go straight in and put them on her desk.
but i get there, to discover the vase is now missing.
shitshitshit.
luckily, i had filled my old nalgene with plant food and hot water before...
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i was crafty.
i was prepared.
i bought the her a bouquet of gerbera daisies thursday evening.
and cut them all and whatnot so i could just go straight in and put them on her desk.
but i get there, to discover the vase is now missing.
shitshitshit.
luckily, i had filled my old nalgene with plant food and hot water before...
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randbaek:
You are so classically romantic 
And cute too!
How could she not fall in love with you?
And cute too!
How could she not fall in love with you?
vancleef:
you gonna pay for me?
it's still there!
whee!! it's still there!!
oh happy day!
i was so sad when i went in on monday and the flowers were gone.
and then i didn't see her for a few days and being my paranoid self,
thought that she was all freaked out and switched desks or something.
clearly, i build things up in my head far too much.
to a...
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whee!! it's still there!!
oh happy day!
i was so sad when i went in on monday and the flowers were gone.
and then i didn't see her for a few days and being my paranoid self,
thought that she was all freaked out and switched desks or something.
clearly, i build things up in my head far too much.
to a...
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terdferguson:
She's probably debating on that, probably thinking of a lifestyle change just for you. I would, so I'm just putting that out there.
social_masochism:
see love i told you it would all be alright. i am so happy to see that you are all happy again. i like the idea about putting the note asking her to tell if she figures out who you are. good call. you know that you are going to have to keep us informed on thi s whole situation. also, i am glad to hear that you have decided to renew your subscription.
the shit has finally hit the fan with kate.
i'm so exhausted.
so sick of discussing this whole goddamn situation.
sick of talking about how i feel.
why i feel that way.
what would alter this hellish state.
what can't be fixed.
that which is forever fucking smashed to pieces.
i'm falling apart at the seams.
it won't be much longer now before i completely...
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i'm so exhausted.
so sick of discussing this whole goddamn situation.
sick of talking about how i feel.
why i feel that way.
what would alter this hellish state.
what can't be fixed.
that which is forever fucking smashed to pieces.
i'm falling apart at the seams.
it won't be much longer now before i completely...
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hippieanarchist:
oh dear.
this sounds sorted..
give me a call if you want to scream at the top of your lungs?
this sounds sorted..
give me a call if you want to scream at the top of your lungs?
sodome:
empty means there's room for new stuff.
okay.
so.
the pretty girl at work that i'm pseudo stalking.
and by that i mean i leave flowers on her desk randomly.
one rose, then a bunch of ones i cut from a bush, then some daisies i picked, and lilies that may have died.
well, today i decided to go with a real bouquet of roses.
so i get my ass out of...
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so.
the pretty girl at work that i'm pseudo stalking.
and by that i mean i leave flowers on her desk randomly.
one rose, then a bunch of ones i cut from a bush, then some daisies i picked, and lilies that may have died.
well, today i decided to go with a real bouquet of roses.
so i get my ass out of...
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social_masochism:
everything will be alright love
i know that things may seem kind of rough now but you just have to realise that even if she does know that it is you, you are the one responsible for bringing a smile to her face and making her day for the last few weeks with these little suprises.
honestly you did not sound very sure if she knows it was you and the fact that it happened right before the weekend only serves to spread doubt adn worry. my advise is to just relax and take whatever life is offering you. perhaps she was just having a bad day before she even got to work and that is the reason that you did not get the smile that you have come to expect. there is no way i could know exactly what is going on there but i would be willing to bet that you are just worried and as such you are reading into this situation...
good luck with whatever happens on monday...
i know that things may seem kind of rough now but you just have to realise that even if she does know that it is you, you are the one responsible for bringing a smile to her face and making her day for the last few weeks with these little suprises.
honestly you did not sound very sure if she knows it was you and the fact that it happened right before the weekend only serves to spread doubt adn worry. my advise is to just relax and take whatever life is offering you. perhaps she was just having a bad day before she even got to work and that is the reason that you did not get the smile that you have come to expect. there is no way i could know exactly what is going on there but i would be willing to bet that you are just worried and as such you are reading into this situation...
good luck with whatever happens on monday...
oryx:
goodness you're adorable.