age: 35 (Sep 19, 1977)
MEMBER SINCE: June 2004
occupation: abstract grocer
crush: my lady
heroes: Bob Dylan, John Coltrane, Gandhi, my dad
fantasy: having a family with the woman i love
stats: .323 avg, 28 2B, 76 RBI, 12 SB
makes me sad: tim mccarver, 9-to-5 type desk jobs, repeating my mistakes.
body mods: one tattoo of an enso on right bicep - it's been my only tattoo for 12 years. thought i would get more, but somehow i think i've settled on the look of only one tattoo. simple and clean and makes the one i have mean more, to me at least.
most humbling moment: a couple of early to mid 20s meltdowns in which i acted like an asshole stand-out. also, allowing myself to get upset when i play a show to almost no one.
i lost my virginity: but i'm still a virgo
makes me happy: going to see a good show, playing a good show or just goofing off musically with folks, kissing, talking to folks, getting under the covers to get warm, being far enough out in nature that i can't hear cars, when the braves win
gets me hot: skin on skin. biting, being bitten, spontaneous pain. curves, kissing for hours, spanking, getting someone off, and god especially the sounds women make during sex. kiss my neck, kiss my ears, kiss my nipples, and oddly enough, kiss my closed eyes. and, as always, big round booties.
it's weird and it's difficult, and i miss the highs, but i sure as fuck don't miss the lows. i feel less depressed, less like the moody motherfucker that i always thought i was.
maybe i won't die young like i was pretty damn sure i was going to. now i just gotta figure out how to live.
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