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age: 41 (Dec 20, 1971)

MEMBER SINCE: September 2007

occupation: I hate it

stats: 5'8" 12 stone medium build

makes me happy: Sun, random acts of kindness.

heroes: Che Guevara

body mods: One tattoo, considering more....

into: Life, the universe and everything.

gets me hot: Gorgeous geek girls

fantasy: It involves a woman

i lost my virginity: 17

crush: Vikki Blows, Hayley Williams

makes me sad: Other people being sad.

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OCTOBER 12, 2009 @ 10:51 AM | NO COMMENTS


Had a horrible weekend.

Found out my best friend of 10 years has basically blabbed about every single personal thing I have told him about myself. I feel like I've been kicked in the nuts, and the stabbed in the stomach.

Trust is an important thing to me. I never break confidences. I know some horrendous things about him, and if I was to bring myself down to his level, I could really do some damage, but I'm better than that.

When I confronted him, he denied it over and over, even though he was the only person who knew things. He even tried to blame his daughter who may have overheard conversations. So I got proof it was him, and now he has gone completly silent. Won't take my calls, won't answer my texts.

No confession, no apology.

It really hurts. The fact he told other people my darkest secrets is bad enough, but to then lie to my face?

I've taken some kicks from ex-girlfriends, but to get it from my best friend for no reason other than to give him something to talk about? It stinks.

What the hell am I supposed to do now. Getting over my ex is bad enough, but now to have to get rid of my best friend and get over that too? This is shit.
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