SuicideGirls > Members > coldenginelogix

coldenginelogixlikes My girl without fear...love of my life.

I’m private

age: 34 (Jul 12, 1974)

MEMBER SINCE: January 2004

occupation: Addam Curry

crush: My girl without fear...love of my life...

stats: I scored an 85% on my last spelling test.

fantasy: Found it.....just need to be wealthy....so we can do more of it

makes me sad: death....stupidity...and poorly made cheesesteaks, pizza or hoagies

i lost my virginity: Not to her....nor her to me

most humbling moment: So many......most have come from being a teacher of special education....though the first time my step-daughter said she loved me is right up there...

into: Bending the parameters of societal conventionalism...finding rare vinyl worth hundreds and paying only fifty cents...cultural and literary caverns and valleys...music in its many varied forms...conversation that lasts until the sun rises...sex that lasts even longer...tattoos

makes me happy: Cartons of Djarum, A hot shot of TUACA, Getting my ass kicked in Scrabble, sleeping in on Sunday morning and lobster ravioli in a good authentic Italian cream sauce...(Anthony's you RAWK!)

sign: puppy dog tails

gets me hot: High balls...Sinatra...and my fiance'

Choose the layout for your profile summary:

PIC & INFO
One pic and info from your profile.

PIC & BLURB
One pic and your blurb.

THREE PICS
Just display your three profile pics.

USERNAME:

BLURB: To edit your blurb, first select a layout setting that includes the blurb from the options at the left.

To edit the rest of your profile info, click here.

Monday

MARCH 15, 2004 @ 08:19 PM | 14 COMMENTS

Well, at the rate I am losing people on my friends list�.multiplied by the instances of random stupidity and banality I endure while on this site�one assumption can be deduced. It is time to move on�..let the kids have their AFI and ill informed half assed social theories and head for the underground. It is a sad day indeed, when no one knows what you are talking about under the age of 28�.and so it is�.I have all the punk rawk pin up girl I need�..and I have never been one to validate any part of my existence through proverbial high fives on blog boards to bolster the dying rockets of my self-esteem. I have met some decent folks here�you know who you are�.feel free to email or drop a line�.but as far as this little experiment goes, my course has run its final leg and I am preparing to float back inside the atmosphere of my very real waking life. I often think back to the words of the foremost post-modern fabulists of our time��..Sometimes it is best to dream and create our own cities to live and play in�instead of wasting time in half formed utopias put forth by others�..who would never even say hello at a dinner party�.nor wave goodbye after giving you the old heave-ho in any hole they can penetrate.
Love and Bruises

astrogirl3000

I'm lost

August 2002

MAR 15, 2004 08:43 PM

i totally understand...

i think of SG as a big party, and usually at a big party i mingle a little, but end up in another room just hanging out with friends. there is some real asinineness here in SG land--sheesh!

but there's some good stuff too.

i've been on this site almost 2 years and you're the only one who's known about the pinchers.

for this, among other things, you rock.

take care.

doctashock

Los Angeles, CA

September 2003

MAR 15, 2004 09:30 PM

I'm under 28 you know...

and I live in Toledo... so I'll take a half-assed utopia over hell that is my waking life any damn day. I just need to remember that there are still people who are halfway cool out there someplace.

But I understand... in fact i've watch a couple of really awesome people leave for many of the same reasons... but thankfully (as we talked about before) SG only served as a connecting point. I'm sure I'll be talking to you on a regular basis whether you remain here or not.

Kurtz

Cape Girardeau, MO

August 2002

MAR 15, 2004 10:28 PM

i'll keep in touch, my brother.....

BrookeLynne

SUICIDEGIRL

Maine, USA

MAR 16, 2004 08:35 AM

ummm actually I tried to remove one of the coldenginlogix from the list cuz I had you on there three times will all your different name changes, and I guess when I erased one the other one left too, I hadnt noticed and it was not intentional, I'm sorry I hope you'll forgive me

electricmainline

Akron, OH

December 2003

MAR 16, 2004 07:46 PM

Yeah, it seems alot of folks are pulling up stakes and leaving. I feel like I haven't put in the full effort of communicating on a reagular basis with people on my list and for that I am sorry. Any ways if you change your mind you will still be on my list. I will try and be better about that. Take care. -e.

Cheech

Portland, OR

January 2003

MAR 16, 2004 07:56 PM

Understood. I spend increasingly less time on the Boards, more in Groups, much less gawking at nudies, and trying to figure out meeting soul-folks from here on the real stage.
If you ever have a Philly hootenanny, ya got my email...

WhiskeyFightPit

Oregon, OH

May 2003

MAR 16, 2004 09:26 PM

I've still got yer email, padre. This shit aint over. Forgive me, I do not speak with your eloquence. The hillbilly/coal miner blood runs strong and true.

get Neurosis & Jarboe in yer life

blasfemme

Minneapolis, MN

December 2002

MAR 19, 2004 05:32 PM

drama, yes, it's just like RiverDance but with cement blocks for shoes.

i am sorry to see you go. i know EXACTLY what you are saying, events of the past few days have damn near driven me to do the same. however, the few people i have met on here that i have formed good relationships with are what keep me here. fuck the fluff, fuck the bastard kids of amerKKKa. like in life, 97% of all the people i meet aren't worth the air they breath. didn't kurt cobain say something to that effect.."waste of sperm and eggs...". i will be the first to admit i am lousy at keeping up with people's journals. in short, I SUCK. i do always read my friend's words. sometimes, (like with yours) they say things that are so right on and/or potent, it seems a shame to say anything at all, as it would just be like that small gas wind that occurs after pinching off a really good log. not that i'm saying you're full of shit or anything....oh man, see? better sometimes that i don't open my mouth-anus at all.

for real though, best thoughts, hopes, dreams and wishes for the future of you and yours.

thankyou for being my friend.