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The last 36 hours have, for the most part, sucked. Here are the low lights.

After Thursday night, I couldn't get a ride home from work until 1 in the afternoon. Now, when you think that I woke at 7 the previous night, worked all night, walked to the supermarket down the street, couldn't get my flatmates up to give me a ride and then...
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southernbelle:
Awwww, I'm sorry sweetie. That's really fucked up of your roomates....I could have made it there to take you home in less than 5 hours!!!

I would suggest just meeting people as friends first, then worry about the intimate part of it, that may help you be a little more comfortable with the one on one thing....

I hope your weekend is better...catch me on AIM if you need to talk, I'm here! *hugs*
suzy_kabloozy:
Yeah, I know about social isolation and it sucks. It is what makes me compromise my already low standards and go for excitement over common sense. It is easily to be lonely in a full house ... I have whittled it down to just 2 besides me and they are both related to me. It seems that they are everywhere I turn to walk, and yet, they bring me little solice sometimes. At least I have a car ... but everyone has their *something* that holds them back. At least, until they decide not to let it hold them back any longer.
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- Clocked In -

Day 2 of a 6 Day run at work comes up tonight. I finally got those bastards to give me a consistent schedule. It's hard enough to do these all nighters without some sort of regularity to hold onto. I hate the rampant psychoticness of my job and the fact that money rules my life but it's something to do and...
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jujubee:
1) When you put your ass in gear and find something better somewhere else and take "the leap"

2) When you stop looking unfortunately (and that is rare, I know)

3) If you don't believe in hell as an after life possibility then yes.

kiss
munke:
Hey hey... glad to see you're still around and kicking... I haven't seen any comments from you in PSW or Culinary Profs lately...

I had a big ol comment here, then pressed the back button by mistake on the mouse... and it's gone.

frown

Silence can be golden... and vodka tonics always did wonders for my nerves when engaging in conversation with the opposite gender... at least the ones I wanted to "get to know" better wink

Don't do too much coke... and I'll keep my fingers crossed you get on days, sooner then later.

Cracking up is no fun... but you probably already know that by now!

Take it easy...


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Some things have come up. I need to talk about them. Yeah.

- Dropping The V-Day Ball (Incidentally) -

I didn't go out to get my flatmates planned V-Day surprise to his wife, also my flatmate, and he's pissed about it. I'm sort of kicking myself as well as I chose to go to a show in North Chattanooga instead due to the lateness of...
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shicawgo:
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

STOP BEING SO SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD

It's JUST life, relationships, friends and love wink Nothing important.... kiss




kiss miao!! kiss kiss kiss blush kiss kiss tongue kiss kiss biggrin kiss kiss love kiss kiss
lecia:
YOU HAVE BEEN SEXED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends who you think don't get much lovin' (or maybe they do!) and, SEX THEM! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!) This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can sex the person who sexed you, of course. 2- You can sex the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should sex in public! Be adventurous, damnit. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender sexing, it's HOT. 7- You should most definately get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!) Please dont take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!
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http://www.worth1000.com/web/media/6997/desktop.jpg

This is why I love SG. skittles_delight's new set is fucking awesome. She's so hot and so desirable and interesting that I made her my wallpaper. No woman has ever been the wallpaper for my site as I like to keep my backgrounds as simple as possible. But she earned both my desires for her, a wallpapering, AND a new windows XP theme...
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vixenreincarnate:
As my friend FallFromGrace so eloquently stated, Happy Single's Awareness Day! love kiss
southernbelle:
Happy Valentine's Day sweetie!!! kiss

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This entry is brought to you by Stacker Three's and Tylenol PM. For when you work third shift it's all about uppers for work and downers to sleep during the day. Stacker Three's and Tylenol PM. Better.

I've got to establish a more normal sleep pattern. I hate having medicinal additives in my life to keep me up and set me down. Part of the...
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vixenreincarnate:
I seem to be on the upper/downer thing too. This week it's been lots of dayquil and sleeping pills. Being a night person is so natural to me that it's impossible to sleep at night...without some assistance. I've heard that Valerian Root tea is a good natural sleep inducer, but I have yet to try it.

The internet isn't good for meeting people...so, that means I have to venture out and make a social life?? Not sure that's going to happen...I'm not a bar person, all my friend's are married or have moved out of town and I work alone. So..perhaps I am destined to be single. I'm going to have to upgrade the vibrator now! eeek Thanks alot!
southernbelle:
Hey hon....I haven't talked to you in a few days, so I hope all is going well!!! wink Good luck with this new girl!! smile
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Several days have passed. The entire family is back home now. Another cat has been added to the entire menagerie of this crazy place. Therefore, the count is 4 crazy humans, 3 cars, 2 cats with a propencity towards pooping in inappropriate places, and one fucked landlord. Wow. and yet, for the first time in a while, my house felt good to be in last...
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last_firstborn:
Can't wait to chill with you tonight! biggrin
kmfcm:
dude, if I remeber correctly, she's in a band that's supposed to be like the fucking SAILORSTARS!!!!!!

trust me, you don't want that

(damn, she really did prove my point about japanophile girls after all, huh?)

[Edited on Feb 07, 2005 12:35PM]
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First and foremost, an update on the house situation. Apparently Walter IS coming back to the ranch and he and his wife are going to try to work shit out. So my ride and my running buddy is back. Driving school is now an option again in the next part of the month. Rule. A huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. Now to...
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vixenreincarnate:
Hi! I still haven't read all of your journals, but why don't you drive? Is it hard to get around your area without transportation? miao!!
noxeos:
That may be the longest post I've ever seen. I particularly like the part of you being a pervert, in the most complimenting way from a fellow pervert that is. Posting the private chat between you and a woman....

Something about a direct interconnect between 2 people's consciencnesses that utterly disgusts me because I have no faith in 99% of the world's mental capacity and would in no way want to interface with them on such a direct, personal level.
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A short note as It's time for sleep for the big negro. I will write more later but as of right now:

- My roommate, Walter, has left the house and is back in Nashville. The divorce has happened. The house is very tense.

- My flatmate, Amber, now has no husband and a job and the ice in the house is immense. I'm so...
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shicawgo:
You're just full of racial angst... negros, mexicans.... smile


- If a single black male approached you at a club and tried to chat you up and was respectful like most dudes are, what would be the first thing that would pop into your mind? (Be honest.)

First thing I'd think: Why the FUCK am I at a club?

Second, most dudes simple AREN'T respectful, so if an unattacted man spoke to me or tried to chat me up I'd be flattered and reciprocate.

- What's the one thing about dating you hate?

Doing it. Dating, that is. I don't find courting interesting at all.

- Thong or babydolls?

Underoo cut Supergirl undies and a pink wife beater.

- Snow or sun?

Hmmmm....Snow on a sunny day? If I HAD to choose, SUN. It's the giver of life. It's warm and comforting. It allows sight.

How bout you? kiss
jonnytrrrash7:
man do you have a swingin' household of broken hearts....now try and get some sleep!!
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Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride
If I have things you need to borrow...
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snidely_whiplash:
Hey, thanks for the compliment. That looks like a mighty fine bottle of blue stuff in your picture. I'm also glad to see Tall leaves you messages. I can't help but think that the guy hates me, which is okay, because I basically don't care. I consider him nothing but a friend.
sugarcoma:
Thanks a lot for your comments...
I will definately check out that website...Hopefully it will offer me some good feedback and ideas...
I am off to take more shots today...
I'll post them later on so check back with my pics and tell me what you think...

*smooches you back* kiss
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LaShawn is gone. Fundementally speaking. She's gone. She's left SG, she has her old man back in her life and she's gone. Another door closed. Another window shattered. But fuck, why does THIS one hurt this much?

She's gone and she has a lot of good valid reasons why. She has situations that would make a lot of us cringe in understanding. I know all...
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insomnia:
Believe me when I say "I truly feel for you"
Hopefully in time all will be well again.
krim:
I know it's so cliche but hang on, it'll only make you stronger in the end. Well maybe depressed, heartbroken, and lonely but i guess something will be stronger. Damn i'm a downer. At least you have some very special people to lean on in your time of need. Those are the important people in your life.
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I've been known to drop some serious blunt statements in my writing. But I've also been known to apologize for making statements that suck. This is one of them. Chattanooga HAS a scene and it's alive and well. Going to a show last night that rocked like the shows I used to go to back in New Haven made me feel like I was alive...
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thelastbeliever:
Start driving school? Can you not drive? Me either frown
daghost:
I cannot read all of that, but. You need to get laid. Go get a girlfriend. And remember, Pretty girls make Graves.

[Edited on Jan 18, 2005 10:32AM]
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I'm so glad I have you to think of,
To channel all my loving energy into.

Even though my feelings aren't returned,
And in time I won't think about you this way,
That still doesn't stop me,
If just for now, wishing we were each other's baby
-- from "Of Montreal - Baby"


- Opening Salvos: A More Social Love -

I just finished watching...
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insomnia:
What a romantic! love the peotry! of course girls want you! I'd suggest trying other places than just the bedroom though. (kitchen table, recliner, shower ect.) Just kidding smile and hey about the girls being out of state, maybe it is time for you to become a traveling man! You know what I mean. smile smile
hot_rod:
ate at waffle house at 3 in the morning, and found out theat they do not take credit cards. WTF? damn your work! wink