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happy new year to anyone i did not say happy new year to. 2004 went by really fast for me. it seems like the older i get, the faster time goes. but, i guess when lots of interesting things happen, it makes life a little easier. this seems to be a decent year for music. new tori amos, nine inch nails, garbage and afi. woo hoo! i think there's supposed to be a new tool album this year too. not sure though. i don't know what else to say so, have a nice day.



Ash

happy holidays, everyone. i hope you get all the things you want and all the things you didn't know you needed.

-Ash

3 reasons why today was a good day:

1) With the help of a lovely young lady at Apple, my iPod is now functional once again.

2) I got a lovely gift from miss Ayla today. Thanks again.

3) I slept until 1:00 and still completed everything on my to do list.

How was your day?

ok. if this offends anyone, i'm really sorry. i've been reading a lot of groupie message boards. i have to say they are really interesting. people have or say they have "dirt" on everyone from maynard james keenan (apparently a big slut) to nick carter (apparently an even bigger slut). what i want to know is would you go above and beyond to sleep with a rock star? some of these girls said they had to give head or flash their tits to roadies to get back stage. some say the bands have security plucking girls out of the crowd...it helps to be close to the front. would you go that far just to be close to a rock star? i don't know if i could do it. seriously. ok, here's my reason why: there are lots of rock stars who i feel attracted to. they're cute and when they're on stage, sexy as hell. but i have to think about what i'm really attracted to. it's not the guy really. i mean, i don't know him. he could pee in the sink for all i know. i'd also be very afraid of being disappointed by them. if one claims to be the god of fuck, he had better live up to it. (hehe) maybe i'm just jealous of the fact that these girls are close to guys i look up to. maybe i'm just confused. i get the draw. i get the need to be around them. but i don't get the need to have sex with them.

Cupcakes= yummy.


Ash

i hate sluts.

god i haven't been here in forever. amber left this morning. no, i did not chain her to the bed like i wanted. i decided she could go. and, if she cried after i left her at the airport, i will kill her like the scary grey bitch in the movie. we saw "the grudge". it was ok. it had a lot of good scares in it. i was confused about a few things but i liked it a lot. i seem to have a problem with bloody asian people. maybe bloody people in general? hmm. i don't know. the vampire ball sucked. too many fat goth's in velveteen. it was just dumb. they played one good song upstairs. bile was not very good (playing downstairs) and the only good music was the '80's new wave they were spinning in the bar downstairs. so, we went to the dungeon (which is on toulouse now) and stood in the corner where some boy told me to shake my breasts at him. i said..uh no. and, folks, that will be the last time i wear a corsette. i felt like a dirty whore. ok. they are changing the transformer in the back. my electricity will be going off. i'm going back to sleep. maybe i'll update later or something.

i haven't updated in so long. how is everyone doing? i miss you all like crazy. i really don't have any excuses. i just havnen't felt like updating. i hope you're all doing well.