Jesus. I leave for a couple of months (because BellSouth screwed my house over with the internet and all), and look what happens. It's a total revolution and I'll have to learn all over again. But that's part of the fun, I suppose.
So, I start up a new job next week and get paid quite a bit more. I should be able to afford...
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So, I start up a new job next week and get paid quite a bit more. I should be able to afford...
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sebsis:
The real thing. Kind of like shaved ice or something.
onetruesephiroth:
Dude, glad you're back, been kinda lonely without one of my friends around. Maybe this is the motivation I need to start updating more...
Warning: This entry is absolutely inane.
To avoid deep introspection or pseudo-emotional wanderings, I did some necessary house cleaning. It's mind boggling how much bullshit paperwork gets sent to me from my job, the bill collectors, health insurance, colleges, etc. Couple that with the paranoia instilled in me by my folks that everyone's an identity thief in waiting and you've got me spending hours tearing...
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To avoid deep introspection or pseudo-emotional wanderings, I did some necessary house cleaning. It's mind boggling how much bullshit paperwork gets sent to me from my job, the bill collectors, health insurance, colleges, etc. Couple that with the paranoia instilled in me by my folks that everyone's an identity thief in waiting and you've got me spending hours tearing...
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onetruesephiroth:
yeah dude, I hore you're ok too man it seems you and me had some wierd shit going on in our personal lives right about the same time and I am just now pulling out of my shit, so again I hope you're alright...
[Edited on Oct 09, 2003 10:12AM]
[Edited on Oct 09, 2003 10:12AM]
silver___:
You could buy a paper shredder, they have cheap ones.
Started seeing another girl. That's the good news (I guess). The bad news is that there's a lot of emphasis on "another" in that she's a lot like a recent ex of mine in all of the least desirable ways. Not to mention she's pretty young in understanding and knowledge. Appears that she might hold me up in some sort of teacher style position, which...
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Taking a break for a few days. A temperamental mood is forcing me to figure out my place in everything. In the meantime, here's a poem from J.D. McClatchy
"Jihad"
A contrail's white scimitar unsheathes
Above the tufts of anti-aircraft fire.
Before the mullah's drill on righteousness,
Practice rocks are hurled at chicken-wire
Dummies of tanks with silhouetted infidels
Defending the nothing both sides fight...
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"Jihad"
A contrail's white scimitar unsheathes
Above the tufts of anti-aircraft fire.
Before the mullah's drill on righteousness,
Practice rocks are hurled at chicken-wire
Dummies of tanks with silhouetted infidels
Defending the nothing both sides fight...
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"The seven white men vying for the 2004 Democratic presidential nomination haven't done much better. They have also said virtually nothing about affirmative action, the HIV/AIDS epidemic, double-digit black unemployment and education reform. They get away with this 'say little and do less' about urban problems by painting nightmare visions to blacks of Bush unleashing an all-out blitz on civil rights, social and education programs....
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sebsis:
Is there a website for details on the Rev, and SCOTS? I really want to go to that!
sebsis:
Thank you for the link! You rock!
Oh, and for tonight at least I found something to do involving a bottle of really good bourbon and an MSI CD...
Oh, and for tonight at least I found something to do involving a bottle of really good bourbon and an MSI CD...
Rather than bore anyone with another whiny journal entry, I'll just write up someone else's poem:
"Pasternak"
byChard Deniord
"What century have we got out here, my dears?" -Boris Pasternak
This was the life, to live in Russia
at the end of Russia and write about its history
as if it were poetry, while one beloved or the other
lay asleep nearby, dreaming of him...
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"Pasternak"
byChard Deniord
"What century have we got out here, my dears?" -Boris Pasternak
This was the life, to live in Russia
at the end of Russia and write about its history
as if it were poetry, while one beloved or the other
lay asleep nearby, dreaming of him...
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glorybox111:
I'm sorry it just seemed like you were one of those people that get off on thinking they are smarter and more rational than everyone else. You know those people (there are plenty of then) that respond with preaching or insults thinly veiled in an apology that never really sounds sincere. I was obviously wrong. Please except my apologies.
See what I mean. Ive had enough of those that Im super defensive.
See what I mean. Ive had enough of those that Im super defensive.
avalyn:
I like Coldplay because they remind me of Catherine Wheel, who I've liked for a long time. Radiohead didn't enter into my liking of Coldplay.
I've got nothing against Radiohead, or anything, I just find their music wholly unremarkable. For me it just lacks whatever other bands I like are able to do. (That's about the closest I can get to describing it, I think.)
I've got nothing against Radiohead, or anything, I just find their music wholly unremarkable. For me it just lacks whatever other bands I like are able to do. (That's about the closest I can get to describing it, I think.)
Been wasting a lot of everything lately, but mostly time and money. Aside from work yesterday, all I did was play video games and watch comedy shorts on the computer. Not such a bad thing in and of itself, but considering all of my responsibilities, it's not such a good idea. Things I still have to work on: (1) rough drafts of recommendation letters for...
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onetruesephiroth:
no, you should put having a good time at the top of the list (or youll stress yourself out), but dont forget about the resposnabilities. and i do the brooding thing too, especially in large groups of unknown people.
Been considering graduate school abroad, emphasizing literature and cultural studies. No real attachments to my current life, but I don't know if that should make me feel free and proud or disappointed and depressed (I'm more naturally leaning to the latter, unfortunately)...
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brokenalice:
"don't it always seem to go, you don't know what you got 'til it's gone..."
joni always knows the truth...
joni always knows the truth...
onetruesephiroth:
i dont know, if you dont like where youre living then you dont make any real efforts to make attachments, even after five years.
[Edited on Sep 04, 2003]
[Edited on Sep 04, 2003]
This is a journal entry.
grendel_kin:
this is the comment that follows a journal entry.
onetruesephiroth:
and a fine entry it is clear and to the point, i give it two thumbs up.
So, I'm assuming today is Journal Poetry Day again, and if it's not, oh well, I'm gonna post my poem anyways...
"Calm"
is a charred heart
pumping black bile
under the kitchen table
so your coffee's hot bitter
can cool to the gentle flavor
of chilled windowsill dust.
"Calm"
is a charred heart
pumping black bile
under the kitchen table
so your coffee's hot bitter
can cool to the gentle flavor
of chilled windowsill dust.
onetruesephiroth:
i like this there is nothing like a little bit of bitter every once in a while to soothe the soul. (unless im missing the point, 'cause poetry is beyond me sometimes). as for my little piece, its the beginning of a novel im writing and i will eventually be putting up more.
Never ever ever ever EVER stay up until six in the morning if you have to be at work at 8:30 in the morning... First time I ever woke up with a nosebleed...
onetruesephiroth:
a nosebleed that sucks. but my question is why did you even bother sleeping?
awakened:
usually if i have to work really early, and i'm out pretty late i just don't sleep.......
i dont' know.......that works for me. i just did it last night. stupid having to work at 7 in the morning, when other people sleep.
i dont' know.......that works for me. i just did it last night. stupid having to work at 7 in the morning, when other people sleep.
Lately, I've had to deal with rampant mood swings. One hour, I'm brimming over with socialite giddiness, but the next, I'm nothing but antisocial disillusionment and despair. Both, of course, being far too exaggerated to be taken seriously.
Anyways, last night, against my depressed impulse, I went out to a club for a friend's birthday. To make a long story short, I met a lot...
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Anyways, last night, against my depressed impulse, I went out to a club for a friend's birthday. To make a long story short, I met a lot...
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onetruesephiroth:
lifes to short to be taken too seriously man, and thats what im all about, most of the time. as for my "brilliant" post on the grand theft america board, most of the time i just use what little flashes of brilliance i have to get out the genius of bill hicks.