I've always said this is not my world. I'm not meant to be here. Somewhere a wire was crossed, a mistake was made, and I came into the wrong place at the wrong time. Baha'i's believe that troubles and suffering are tests sent by God to strengthen us, to make us better people. Thats always been a comfort to me. I like tests, I like... Read More
wow, i havent updated in a few days. Feeling better now, out of the happy-sad-happy-sad cycle and now im just alright. Which is good. Since I last posted I went on a 3 day insomnia binge, and stopped eating for a while too, but after sleeping for a couple days I feel better now. And i posted a picture in the picture thread. Maybe a... Read More
no need to buy them...i've found several websites that have them all for free download. of course, some of these websites seem to have disappeared, but if you have the patience (and don't mind virtual as opposed to physical comics) you can easily find all the bondage faeries, bondage faeries extreme, and whatever that third set is...bondage faeries something something. the first series creeps me out-it's so extreme. but bondage faeries extreme (i think?) is pretty sweet--it's all about a dominatrix faerie and two helpless lesbian faeries (well, they're all lesbian, aren't they...)
It would be nice to think that since I was 14, times have changed. Relationships have become more sophisticated. Females less cruel. Skins thicker. Instincts more developed. But there seems to be an element of that afternoon in everything that's happened to me since. All my romantic stories are a scrambled version of that first one.
Well, i talked to a friend today, about the girl that hurt me this weekend. Apparently, she told him all about it, plain english, rather than the "I don;t really remember" she told me. So its official. She's lying to me just to keep me happy. And she apparently doesnt feel the least bit of remorse for it either. Wonderful. I've been crying for about... Read More
i don't have anything to say to help you feel better...i'm just sorry. i wish people wouldn't hurt others in order to protect the convenience of their own comfort.
Well, I'm cheerful again. Things still suck, but I cleared up my woman situations (I shouldnt have gotten into it in the first place), And I think I'm good now. I've been having extreme mood swing lately though, and its getting to the point where I think I might talk to my head-doctor when I get home. I kinda doubt I will though.
I thought I was gonna be happy this week. Actually, I was happy this week for the most part. Silly me, I thought it might actually last. No such luck. Ugh, another lonely weekend, with a side of depression to make it interesting. Guess I'll just have to absorb myself in the messageboards
Wow, there were a lot of girls in my life today. A redhead in my Fitness Swimming class. A smart girl in my american government class. Some other girl i seem to have temporarily forgotten about
Its great because i keep thinking that might spring from one of these new aquaintances. I know it wont, really, it never does, but still. Sometimes dreams are all... Read More
be careful around the women-folk...they can smell male lifeblood
i'm so with you on the "i know it wont...it never does, but still..." *sigh* another hopeless romantic, are you? i guess as long as we can keep hoping, in spite of pain or disappointment, we still have what it takes to pass through life
I tried shaving with conditioner instead of shaving gel like the forum said (i'm to lazy to link, go find it yourself), and WOW. My balls have never felt so soft and silky.