age: 23 (Nov 02, 1988)
MEMBER SINCE: September 2006
occupation: grocery stocker/order writer!!
i lost my virginity: when i was 15
sign: scorpio
heroes: my mom and dad
makes me happy: my little puppy
gets me hot: girls with nice curves
crush: i have so many it's ridiculous
most humbling moment: getting punched in the face by a smaller guy and he broke my nose and my cheek
into: Music!!! all kinds of music i love good music, movies, skateboarding and snowboarding!!! reading books, piercings, and tattoos
body mods: three tattoos and gauged ears
fantasy: school girl
BLOGS
it's been buried so deep
insomniac tendencies ruin my sleep
afraid to think afraid to blink
eyes wide shut
eyes wide shut
opened to the closed vision i shun
is this enough to still have fun
i hold a knife in my hand and continue to run
tripping and falling now i'm finally done
was it worth it
digging so deep just to unearth it
it's in my hands old and dirty
staring into the eyes of the beast and it still hurts me
can i ever escape
will i ever escape
running hiding slowly dying
trying to find her she's gone
trying to kill her she's wrong
listen to this song
a series of words breathing and living
but me i'm dead and roaming
lifeless hopeless i couldn't show this
to my loved one
the one who loved some
but never enough
i can't hold on to fate if fate won't grab my hand
spiraling down random spurts of life crash land
can't get up won't get up
shut the fuck up
we've come so far why not just die
we have done nothing maybe that's why
we can try and live a little longer
sing a song while i feed my hunger
have i finally gone under
maybe this is my path
a distorted perception undone by the math
numbers and figures
fingers numb on the triggers
waiting too long for a savior
restless behavior acting out because we're scared
acting out because we're scared
insomniac tendencies ruin my sleep
afraid to think afraid to blink
eyes wide shut
eyes wide shut
opened to the closed vision i shun
is this enough to still have fun
i hold a knife in my hand and continue to run
tripping and falling now i'm finally done
was it worth it
digging so deep just to unearth it
it's in my hands old and dirty
staring into the eyes of the beast and it still hurts me
can i ever escape
will i ever escape
running hiding slowly dying
trying to find her she's gone
trying to kill her she's wrong
listen to this song
a series of words breathing and living
but me i'm dead and roaming
lifeless hopeless i couldn't show this
to my loved one
the one who loved some
but never enough
i can't hold on to fate if fate won't grab my hand
spiraling down random spurts of life crash land
can't get up won't get up
shut the fuck up
we've come so far why not just die
we have done nothing maybe that's why
we can try and live a little longer
sing a song while i feed my hunger
have i finally gone under
maybe this is my path
a distorted perception undone by the math
numbers and figures
fingers numb on the triggers
waiting too long for a savior
restless behavior acting out because we're scared
acting out because we're scared
DECEMBER 2010
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