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it's been a pretty shitty week at work.

the days aren't insanely long...but the work is such that even in small doses you go insane. plus i hate working with only women. don't get me wrong. i love women. sexy, independent, funny, geeky, smart, awesome women. i don't hate pathetic, clingy, bitchy, gossiping women who would rather insult or judge you before offering a sympathetic...
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jeffx20:
I try. I try!
alilland17:
oh and how you succeed!
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it's been a good weekend. and it's time for a completely random update on my life...

there's a lot of shit happening between my family and myself that has kept me upset for a while...but it's been a good few days with the husband and stepson. when the stepson laughs it's like everything that was ever wrong or unfair or sad in the world is...
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jcourtney:
Yes!!!!!
jeffx20:
I love OUR pictures! winklove
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you know you're getting old...and lame...when sleeping in becomes 7:30.


even so, the husband and i managed to have a great weekend. we woke up at 7:30 this morning...but we didn't get out of bed until. 10:30. between sex and talking...it was the perfect morning. i can't remember the last time we just sort of forgot that a world outside of the bed exists.

i...
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jeffx20:
Show me your breasts!
jcourtney:
Sorry! Having sex might make you feel better!!!
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the holiday season is here, and i couldn't be more excited.

i've always loved the holidays. it's so hard for me NOT to get excited during the holidays. i am a total sucker for the decorations, for the glitz. and yes...for the commercialism. i love the "buy this" or "buy that" displays. when it comes time to celebrating, i'm able to separate commercial from what...
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jcourtney:
A good thing.
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got the marriage license today.

later in the day i was sending an e-mail to our photographer detailing the...well...details of our wedding.

as i was typing i realized how much left we have to do...and yet i find i'm not worried in the least bit. not stressed or freaking out. just so excited and happy and content and in love.

the really weird thing is...
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suhoney22:
congrats, best of luck and hope everything comes together smooth for you two...
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today was...

and that's about all i can say for it.

i have been working for the past year "directing" youth. serving them and guiding them. in all honesty though, i've pretty much just been hanging out with them, building these really awesome relationships.

it seems to me that life is kind of a random series of relationships. constant hellos and meaningful conversations. and there...
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it's the weekend.

praise jeebus! i'm so ready to put the drama of this week behind me.

and what better way to do that than spend the weekend with the soon to be husband and the (step)son?

i don't really think there is one. i headed out of the office a little early. made the 2.5 hour drive in 2 hours. settled in a little...
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entese:
happy weekend for you too smile
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i've blogged here twice.

and the impending nuptials were mentioned both times. today we're 24 days away. i feel incredibly calm and excited about the whole thing to be honest...but there's one thing that's seriously bothering me.

i've never been the chick who had a million girl friends. ever. girls are gorgeous...and sexy...and ballsy...but we can also be pretty damn nasty to one another. i've...
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i have to admit that marriage and commitment has always been something super terrifying to me. i'm really good at the seduction and disappear thing. the sticking around and being in an actual relationship? not really my thing.

previously anyway. since the wedding is now 27 days away...and i'm insanely calm about the idea of being with one person for the rest of my life...i'm...
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so my first blog post....and not surprisingly it's about love.

i've always wanted love. and i've always believed in the fairytale. the happily ever after. as a little girl i was wearing mommy's heels and lipstick and my little tiaras. i grew up...but that little girl never left me. there were times when i desperately wished she would. heartbreak after heartbreak i tried to force...
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