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in short -

tired and dirty

2 more weeks off work

ace weekend

met awesome new people

hanging out more with awesome long term people

good gigs coming up

getting to have a go on hott boys double bass

stuff! hahaha kiss kiss
harleen:
Are you going to the Out Of Spite fest at Josephs Well in August?
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part of a letter that i need to send -

i just wanted you to know that everything you've said to me over the past few weeks has been completely right.
i know you already know that but i wanted you to know that i realise it too.
i realise that CBT and drugs can only help me a certain amount. i have to do...
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coldandwet:
Sounds like a letter with some realisations in it and there always a good start when you want to move forward with stuff. Let me know if you need a chat x
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i've applied to join sguk again.
if people could vouch for me that'd be sweet.
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spamtwo:
I applied once, got nowhere so that made up my mind about the group
soft_shoulder:
I didn't realize there was one.
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Excerpt from my paper journal

And while I'm not sure yet whether the events of the past couple of weeks will help or hinder our friendship (the next few months will show this I'm sure), I do think that it was something we both needed.
In fact, I think you said that.
You said lots of things.
I think all three of us got something...
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last night i was convinced someone was in my flat. i heard them come up the stairs. but no one was there...

i had thoughts about how i exist in the wrong era. it's too bright and fluid. i prefer subtle, muted and rigid.

i also kept thinking about the summers that i spent in holland. two in particular.

the first was the summer that...
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harleen:
The rain was immense - Wakefield was completely flooded and ground to a halt. I like the rain when you have nowhere to be.
elisabeth:
Thank you for this journal. It's just what I needed to read right now, for some reason.

I'll have the words to return your email really soon. smile
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i once heard someone say that the concept of moderation seems a little extreme, and i agree.

moderation is idiocy perpetuated by the alcohol industry, which bombards us with warnings about 'drinking responsibly' in order to absolve itself from the irresponsibility that alcohol awakens in just about anyone at some time or another.

even years from now i will never stop trusting extremes.
i will...
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solipsistic:
All the way wink
harleen:
I know frown, but there is a couple more possibilities over there that would suit him better anyway I think, so it's not all bad.
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this past week has been the most mental week ever.
it all started on saturday april 28th.
what i've done -

sat
moved
lost my bank card
poured a pot of boiling water over my right hand
got zombied up for NCOTLD with alex, will and luke

sun
left NCOTLD and went to party with calum and russ at 3am
walked back to mine with...
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libbee:
hahaha your like the energizer bunny tongue

and yeah thats my favourite line out of all of her songs, it's just kinda stuck with me

kiss
the_postman:
Yeah, Honey's my girlfriend and been hanging out with Kit and Dodgerofjam, so I joined.
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i will be away from the internet till next saturday.

during that time i will -

move
have a crazy mash up weekend to celebrate
get tattooed
introduce calum to alison so they can talk tattoos
go to the royal park to ease the pain of the tattoo!
party hard with my wife at valve which leads to us...
staying up all night being dirty...
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spamtwo:
you can still have those kinds of weekends with a mortgage, you just panic a bit more after about the amount of money you've spent wink
pixiebelle:
Hope the move went well!
How did you know I listened to shitty music?! tongue
My favourite recipe at the mo would be chicken breast stuffed with sundried tomatoes, pesto, porcini mushrooms and philly. Wrap it up in a sliver of bacon and cook in foil at 180 for about 45 minutes, cook uncovered for another ten to fifteen minutes and then serve with cous cous and veg of your choice.
Veggie version if applicable, prepare the lot with tofu or quorn pieces wrap in foil and oven cook. smile #
Healthy and tastes pretty ace. biggrin
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i have mostly been listening to ryan adams. love love love
everyone should own the heartbreaker album. or at least download bartering lines and oh my sweet carolina.

i'm going to get a tattoo that says heartbreaker, hellraiser, trouble maker.
just for the laugh, hopefully that's happening on saturday.
along with me moving. biggrin
some unpacking, lots of drinking and a night out to celebrate.

this weekend i went...
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avenel:
Thankyou! Its very rare for me to take a photo of myself so i thought I'd share
I took my microdermal out because it was lifting up due to the movement due to where its placed and kept catching which was making it more and more irritated and I could see that it was only going to get worse. It wasn't too bad to remove but I think one more is going to have to come out and it looks like its going to be more difficult to take out. Don't let this put you off though. The others healed like a dream and don't bother me at all. Its just the two that are/were bothering me were placed so when I moved they moved across my collarbone and I think that pressure is what caused them to lift up.
They were a piece of cake to have done. I was thinking they were going to hurt quite a bit but not at all and they felt ok soon as they were in. Its just the sting of the dermal punch and a slightly sore few seconds as they stretch the skin as they go in but not a big deal at all, my traguses have been about 20x more painful! If you want them go for it! I'm going to let where mine were heal for a while and then see if I can get them done but moved slightly so they work with the two left and I don't have the same problem.
Yeah it takes a while to get used to it and the get the dose etc right. Yeah it can take ages sometimes I went through a few years of trying different medication and having it either not work so well and/or make me feel terrible or stop having an effect. I'm settled now thankfully so I just have to have a check up every few months and go in when I feel I need it. I hope it continues to work well for you, I know how horrible it can be!
Sounds great, extra hands are always good when moving. I moved mostly by myself this time with many trips with my Clio rammed with stuff, thankfully I had a friend to help me carry furniture up the stairs into my flat though!

I will do, that would be amazing and v sweet of you, thank you!
avenel:
woah sorry i realise i wrote an essay!
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avenel:
insomnia sucks so much and yet its such a good time to get tthings done. im at my most creative when i cant sleep

sounds like you have a load planned, its so good when you have lots to look forward to

yeah the smp vids are both sweet, the shoot for the second vid almost cost me my sanity tho! check out his website....www.adam-powell.com
pixiebelle:
It's true, he did.
But he rocked the shades, not the glasses.
Right now, I'm feeling glasses. biggrin