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wow...a lot has changed again. I am now seeing a boy named Johnathon. Hes uber sweet and fun to hang out with. We arent serious or anything but we also just started seeing each other. I am still looking for another place to live. Sucks cuz I have to move out of Mandys.... but so does Mandy. She is going through a divorce. Its almost...
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So still single... makes me wanna call into consideration a lot of stuff cuz I am having a hard time understanding why I am having a hard time dating. I mean dont get me wrong I just seem to attrack the wrong kind of guys and the guys I am attracted to are either not good for me or they see me as just a...
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I am going to start out with saying LOL... or else I would probably break down and cry and what not. So let's start with relationship- I am single. The whole Jeff and I working things out, yeah that was a joke and a half. He's in jail again and apparently it wasn't that serious anyways... to him... not to me I was very serious....
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Well so much crap has happened since I last posted. I am not with Dallas anylonger. I am back with my ex, Jeff... that tattoo artist... which is like the love of my life. I've been in love with him for like ever. He says he's not letting anyone else tattoo me now cuz he doesn't like the how my tattoos look. So I guess...
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Ugh... The past few days have severly sucked donkey balls for sure. I've been pretty sick so I haven't wanted to do much. Dallas has been pretty pushy on things that he wants to get done. I dont understand when he is sick he can just lay back and act like the world is dying but when I am sick and just want to sleep....
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So wow... so many things have again happened since I last wrote... well here it goes... yes Dallas and I are moving in together however I am not moving. He's just gonna move into my townhouse. YAY for not moving. Dallas asked me to marry him and I accepted. So now I am going to be planning a wedding. So exciting. I am like on...
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oh wow... it's been over a month since I've been on here...whoops. well whole bunch of stuff has happened. I have a boyfriend now, I am going to be moving when my lease is up, learned I can't take care of everyone and I have been really stressed out. I have been with Dallas for a while now. It's going great. We're thinking about moving...
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So things haven't seem to get much better. I have been working my butt off and I am now supporting 7 people and Jeff is still in jail. So I truck along feeling lost and alone. I tear up at the thought of everything that is going on. I've called him a few times and I do feel horrible because I left messages and in...
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so..... things are still crazy here. Jenny moved out, Jeff's in jail, Sarha/Larry moved in, Aurora is home for good, and I moved my bedroom upstairs. So... yeah. Work has been pretty crazy busy but I have noticed that I keep trying to get myself distacted. But I am excited that I will be having a 3 day weekend. Yay to me! So anyways, Jeff...
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Ok so I haven't really been on a whole lot lately cuz of all the crap that has gone. I've lost my grandfather cuz he took his own life, my girlfriend moved into my house with me, I am working on things out with my ex, my kids are home and started school, and I've been working and crap trying to keep everything all gravy....
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So this week has been crazy. I went and got a new tattoo well started a set... I have one shoulder completed and the other one isn't done yet. And after it's completed I will have to go and have the sheet music bars thickened but it was just too painful when it was all said and done that I will have to wait. The...
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