gender: SG
age: 26 (May 23, 1981)
occupation: Masters degree in Ash-oligy
i lost my virginity: No ... it was an immaculate conception
fantasy: I am already *living* my fantasy
most humbling moment: I'll let you know when that happens
crush: uhm .. edges? I crush edges, that count? Sometimes I like the mailman!
sign: caution: radioactive
makes me sad: Listening to certain songs, seeing my son cry, racism, arrogance, lies, inconsiderate pricks, selfishness, materialism, U.S.A, being in a constant state of shittiness
body mods: Is this where Im supposed to reveal how utterly "cool" I am? But I *will* say ... www.danhazelton.com
gets me hot: People who are unafraid to show me who they really are. EYE CONTACT ... you can tell a lot about a person by their eyes.
makes me happy: Being in an alternate state of reality, being with the ppl I love, ART/MUSIC, my animals, social situations, meeting ppl, beauty in the world, having enough time, helping others, love/ lust, laughing
heroes: My son, myself (when I can pull it off), my friends, Scarlett O'hare, Bettie Page, Marie Calander, artists/musicians ... all ppl that saved me to some degree in one way or another (u know who u are)
Everyone is having such a difficult time lately, why is that? With the only common factor being "myself", I've got to wonder if maybe I'm just ... bad luck? I dont even know if I believe in "luck", but what else do u call something that happens, be it positive or negative, that's out of your control?
I hate being kicked while I'm already down. Sometimes the kicking is repetitive. Sometimes the kicking is accompanied by being spit in the face, or a nice "curby" resulting in the loss of your entire row of front teeth, and also a baseball bat smashing your face in. It's times like these where all you want to do is lie there and recover, no matter how long it takes. But everyone around you is continuously screaming "GET UP!! GET UP!!", and you're just thinking:
"listen, man .. I've got 2 broken legs, a missing arm and a shattered skull, how the bloody HELL am I supposed to get up right now?! On my OWN, no less?"
I think inside everyone there is the strongest person in the world, but also the weakest person in the world. I'm sending my most powerful, Ashtastic vibes to everyone who has to get off the ground and stand on broken legs right now.
So yeah, I'll be turning ... 21. For the .. 5th time? 6th time? lol! Shhh! You're only as old as u feel! Only as old as you FEEL!!
Q's
~Do u think that beauty can/does effect a persons success in life? Do you typically go for ppl that are what is considered "conventionally beautiful"? What do YOU define as "beauty" in your own words/terms?
~Have u ever received a service for something (like for instance .. eaten in a restaurant) and realized *after* u received the service that u left your wallet at home? (haha Ive always wondered what one does in a scenario...
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