I ate a sandwich is for FaceBORE. Oddly thats the place where a user is supposed to portray their true selves. I can't stand to do it, because all I've got is daggers for the great futility of it all. Wow. "Dark, morbid, intense." Its one of those days. usually i'm happy go lucky, dopey. But last night I was plagued by dreams, Three of the similar kind..... Bad enough for me to lose sleep. See I'm a doper. and though clean for three years, I sometimes, oftentimes, have trouble with the living of the normal life. But I do it because so many people love me and depend on me to keep them safe, and provided for. Other than doing that, "being available" what has my life been about? What has it meant? Could I ever share this on FaceBook, no. I'd be a monster, in need of psychiatric help, or medication. Fuck medication. Like I said today is just one of those days. I need to dump this somewhere... Oh well I'm going to eat a sandwich.
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