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The Los Angeles River.

It’s the putrid stench of curdling blood.

Through the shallow depth, it cuts deep into our collective psyche.

The rusted moss and slime are nourished by the decaying copses of raccoons, dogs and humans…

People plunge from coincidental bridges spanning across: They suicide.

sometimes, the murderous agents throttle them down,

or they are killed within that very chasm by the hopeless...
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How can I begin to tell you what is in my heart?

How can I begin to tell the story?

I’ve always felt the weight and the burden of the world.

I’ve never enjoyed the lightness of blissful ignorance.

Actually that is not true, it is only recently, in the last few years that I’ve learned the art of meditation. And through this practice I’ve...
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What happened to my emotions? They don't seem to be available right now.

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I have the need to broadcast. And Fakebook sucks.... I feel dark and morose and if I post on there. fools are like don't be so emo, you big crybaby."" All there ridiculousness is so transparent. I live a life of authenticity. I have my shit together. And girls still be wanting to chase them around all over town. and be their boy toy. I...
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Wow... jumbled thoughts.
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I don't wear loafers because they get stuck when I put my foot in your ass.
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Yesterday, I was standing in line at H***'s Tacos on Glendale in Atwater Village. When I notice the tall woman ordering in front of me. She orders a fish tostada. She has sandy auburn hair, and she's wearing a fanny pack on her hip, which she dips into pay for her order.

She glances at me, very subtle. She goes to sit around the side....
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I ate a sandwich is for FaceBORE. Oddly thats the place where a user is supposed to portray their true selves. I can't stand to do it, because all I've got is daggers for the great futility of it all. Wow. "Dark, morbid, intense." Its one of those days. usually i'm happy go lucky, dopey. But last night I was plagued by dreams, Three of...
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I used to be here in 2003 or 2004, I don't remember but now I remember how it is.
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What a difference a year makes. I love my life now. I got rid of all the bad in my life, I made a commitment to change. And now I am so happy, and kicking ass, its great.