im feeling more positive now....well...i say positive...acutally...im just not feeling quite as negative.
we got louis a high chair today! hes growing fast! hes 4 months now...and in a month or two we will be giving him his frist taste of food! so we got in prep for that day...plus it was in a sale.
hes getting more andmore vocal now.....and quite often 'talks' to...
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we got louis a high chair today! hes growing fast! hes 4 months now...and in a month or two we will be giving him his frist taste of food! so we got in prep for that day...plus it was in a sale.
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so its been just over a week since i had my positive pregnancy test result.
i did another one today just to be on the safe side before i started taking the pill again....and its all totally over.
it feels wierd....
but my little mans smiles...seem to make everything a little brighter.
i did another one today just to be on the safe side before i started taking the pill again....and its all totally over.
it feels wierd....
but my little mans smiles...seem to make everything a little brighter.
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nikonphoto80:
I know there is nothing I can say to make you feel better, time is the only thing that can heal wounds like this, if you need anything you know where to find me.
i'm glad you have people in your life that can make you smile.
i'm glad you have people in your life that can make you smile.
lior:
Actually, the implant was awesome, but my new doctor is a dick and made me take it out - and he butchered my arm 
My old scar from the first time I had it taken out is smaller than a match head.
And I never had migraines on it, or pms, and I hardly ever got my 'monthly visitor' either - which was great.
I'm going back on in the next few weeks.
And when I'm back there we should so go to the Edinburgh zoo together
It will be my shout 
My old scar from the first time I had it taken out is smaller than a match head. And I never had migraines on it, or pms, and I hardly ever got my 'monthly visitor' either - which was great.
I'm going back on in the next few weeks.
And when I'm back there we should so go to the Edinburgh zoo together
It will be my shout thanks for the support...i feel a little better now. the worst of it is over now.
some people dont believe i was pregnant....well i was...i know my body. thats what made me take the test....because i knew.
and i can safely say that what i have just recently experienced was most definatly a miscarriage.
i just worry that i have a fault in my system....
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some people dont believe i was pregnant....well i was...i know my body. thats what made me take the test....because i knew.
and i can safely say that what i have just recently experienced was most definatly a miscarriage.
i just worry that i have a fault in my system....
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nikonphoto80:
Im glad your feeling better, I hope you can keep positive and keep getting better. I believe you, if you say you were pregnant then I believe you.
lior:
Thanks hon. I wish I were closer because I'm going to need the love of my friends to get through this and you're pretty much all over there
Hope you're feeling better today.
Hope you're feeling better today.
doesnt matter....i was pregnant....but im not anymore. and im bleeding now so i think its fair to say its over.
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lil_em:
I didn't take it funny at all lovely! Yes, our babies would be amazingly gorgeous eh!! Hehe
One can wish.............
Oh, where oh where is my English version of Tyson? He's got to be out there somewhere!!
xx
One can wish.............
Oh, where oh where is my English version of Tyson? He's got to be out there somewhere!!
xx
gwenness:
God bless. if there's anything I can do, don't even hesitate to ask.
<3
<3
i maye have something to report soon....well....im pretty sure i will....just wanna see how it pans out...perhaps in the next few days i will let you all know.
its one hell of a head fuck
its one hell of a head fuck
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nikonphoto80:
So by the way what does WASP sound like now?
beestealer:
Eeeek. Head fucking is not advised by the FPC... or psychologists. Hope everythings okay.
I will fill oot yer bookface thingy once I can reduce my list to 25. I got rolling and failed to stop. Needs more thought, lol.
I will fill oot yer bookface thingy once I can reduce my list to 25. I got rolling and failed to stop. Needs more thought, lol.
our washer dryer packed in........thats something else we cant afford right now.
no doubt announced that they will only be playing in the states and canada.........those who know me will know how much this breaks my heart.
my weight hasnt gone up....or down.....its stayed the same. im pretty fucked off about that.
so....im not very happy. things just suck at the moment....i mean....i look at...
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no doubt announced that they will only be playing in the states and canada.........those who know me will know how much this breaks my heart.
my weight hasnt gone up....or down.....its stayed the same. im pretty fucked off about that.
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lil_em:
What the bloody hell do you mean a dire environment?! Your baby has the most amazing parents he could ever wish for! He doesn't need anything except love and he has that in abundance!!
You and Brian and lovely and Louis comes first; money means fuck all to a baby darlin', all he needs is you two which he's got, you should both be incredibly proud of yourselves like I am of you both!! xx
You and Brian and lovely and Louis comes first; money means fuck all to a baby darlin', all he needs is you two which he's got, you should both be incredibly proud of yourselves like I am of you both!! xx
nikonphoto80:
im so sorry, I know how much you wanted to see them, maybe they will change there minds.
At least it hasnt gone up, you have to look on the bright side.
My life is really bad at the moment to and really has been for most of my life, I know the feeling, just give him love, that is all he really needs right now.
I see your boy is a W.AS.P. fan, I use to be a big fan when I was young, have not head anything from them in a very long time.
At least it hasnt gone up, you have to look on the bright side.
My life is really bad at the moment to and really has been for most of my life, I know the feeling, just give him love, that is all he really needs right now.
I see your boy is a W.AS.P. fan, I use to be a big fan when I was young, have not head anything from them in a very long time.
i feel so confused about life at the moment.
so many decisions......so little energy.
i want to crawl into bed....and stay there for a few days.
so many decisions......so little energy.
i want to crawl into bed....and stay there for a few days.
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nikonphoto80:
Whats going on? anything I can do?
lil_em:
I found it a little more this morning thank you sweetie - I was up at a half decent time and came into work for about 11 which is ace for me!
Gonna get on with some work right now but wanted to say hi first. You know if you ever need a chat, you can always give me a missed call. I get 300 minutes free every month and I'd love to speak to you at some point! I hate it when my friends are upset and confused and I want to help.
Love you loads
xx
Gonna get on with some work right now but wanted to say hi first. You know if you ever need a chat, you can always give me a missed call. I get 300 minutes free every month and I'd love to speak to you at some point! I hate it when my friends are upset and confused and I want to help.
Love you loads
xx
louis is fine....panic over....i think he has forgiven me 
the healthy eating is going good....and im making an effort to try to be more active every day too, even it just means less sitting on my arse!
i didnt do the weigh in cos im gonna do it at the end of this week....well we started the new plan on sunday, so i will weigh...
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the healthy eating is going good....and im making an effort to try to be more active every day too, even it just means less sitting on my arse!
i didnt do the weigh in cos im gonna do it at the end of this week....well we started the new plan on sunday, so i will weigh...
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darqkloud:
Hope you and yours are doing well.
contessla:
Omg, they are good, how the hell are you and your family? Right before I left you had your son! Man, my little girl is already 6 months old! Time is flying by...I'm glad to be back...Hope everything is well for you.
ps- you are looking better than ever.
ps- you are looking better than ever.
im bad mother 
louis was cranky so i started doing some stuff to cheer him up...it was working...i was messing about with brians old torch from when he was a copper, its a really heavy one, and its huge. i was messing about lighting my face, and louis was laughing.....then i dropped it by accident and it landed on his head.
the guilt i felt...
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louis was cranky so i started doing some stuff to cheer him up...it was working...i was messing about with brians old torch from when he was a copper, its a really heavy one, and its huge. i was messing about lighting my face, and louis was laughing.....then i dropped it by accident and it landed on his head.
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beestealer:
Babes are soft and spongy for good reason 
... I used to have a bunk bed as a tot (space thing). My brother wet, so I had to live on top. I would routinely fall off... and stay asleep, or chicken dive off for kicks..... I'm just fine... *eyes tick alternately*.
... I used to have a bunk bed as a tot (space thing). My brother wet, so I had to live on top. I would routinely fall off... and stay asleep, or chicken dive off for kicks..... I'm just fine... *eyes tick alternately*. 
revelation:
It's only an accident, and now you have your lesson learned: don't play with heavy stuff around your son
One thing I've learn about kids is: if they don't see you worried, they don't cry, only if it really hurts. If they were crying only because they got scared, if you look at them just curios, and not worried, they usually stop. Is a good way to see if they got scared or hurt.
I don't have kids myself but I've taken care of a lot of them, loads of times...
One thing I've learn about kids is: if they don't see you worried, they don't cry, only if it really hurts. If they were crying only because they got scared, if you look at them just curios, and not worried, they usually stop. Is a good way to see if they got scared or hurt.
I don't have kids myself but I've taken care of a lot of them, loads of times...
hey all
we went food shopping today and we got all the stuff for our new diet plan...well....not a diet as such...more a eat healthy and be more active plan.
we bought pedomiters and we are gonna challenge each other to walk more steps then each other each day....i defo want to win!
im so determined to be who i really am, and not who...
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we went food shopping today and we got all the stuff for our new diet plan...well....not a diet as such...more a eat healthy and be more active plan.
we bought pedomiters and we are gonna challenge each other to walk more steps then each other each day....i defo want to win!
im so determined to be who i really am, and not who...
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victoriasponge:
pedometers are wierd. i had one once and i never realised how many steps i take in a day. crazy. i hope the weigh in goes ok x
rdpixie:
Remember that you need to make eating changes for life not just to lose weight in the short term. And remember to treat yourself with something every now and again too!!!
I'm gonna weigh myself tomorrow too - lets see how we're getting on! Agghhh!
I'm gonna weigh myself tomorrow too - lets see how we're getting on! Agghhh!
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tattoo_kitten:
amazon link to the book!
and thanks!!
Your baby is growing so fast and he's getting more uper duper adorable every day!
and thanks!!
Your baby is growing so fast and he's getting more uper duper adorable every day!
8bitbones:
cheers mate! i added a few more check them out
ok so its weigh in time!!!!!!
at my last weigh in i weight 16 stone 10 lbs ( 234 lbs)
at my weigh in today i weigh 16 stone 7 lbs ( 231 lbs)
this weeks weight loss : 3 lbs
im happy with that....its a good start long way to go though!!
anyone else manage to lose any?
ive been full of a cold...
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at my last weigh in i weight 16 stone 10 lbs ( 234 lbs)
at my weigh in today i weigh 16 stone 7 lbs ( 231 lbs)
this weeks weight loss : 3 lbs
im happy with that....its a good start
long way to go though!!
anyone else manage to lose any?
ive been full of a cold...
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nikonphoto80:
i think 3 lbs in one week is pretty damn good, go you
Im sorry you have been sick, Im glad you are feeling better, I really hope the little one will not get sick.
Im glad the little one is doing well.
Im sorry you have been sick, Im glad you are feeling better, I really hope the little one will not get sick.
Im glad the little one is doing well.
violently:
dude, three lbs in a week is awesome! congrats lady
Hope you're ok missus *hugs*
Have a good weekend!