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I can't find other peoples blogs, and navigating the groups is shit. Those were the only two reasons I was here anymore. I'm letting my account expire. I'm really disappointed and a little angry, to tell you the truth. I've been here 10 years and never had a problem with changes staff made before, but this sucks and I'm over it.

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nikonphoto80:
don't give up yet, i'm still trying to learn it to, we will learn together, took me a while to find peoples journals, took even longer to find my own journals O.O 
v8dreaming:
Did you let yours expire, or are you still around?
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I must be getting old. I don't like this new format; I can't find anything. I'm confused, angry, lost, and scared all at once. WHERE AM I AND HOW DID I GET HERE?! I feel like I have porn Alzheimer's.

tactical:
Haha,  Sounds about right,  what are you looking for?  Rambo has some helpful videos
kas:
hahah "porn Alzheimers", love it!
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update:

so the adderall made me feel SO MUCH better. however, i am still exhausted. apparently i was given a 12 hour pill and about 6 hours in i was like ok, goodnight. so either i need a different dosage or maybe it still isn't the right med, but my head is still clear though and i feel hopeful again. that light at the end...
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merlowe:
lovebiggrin
missmalice_:
You're right as always!
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i feel out of it. i drank way too much caffeine yesterday and the nyquil i am taking for my cold is making me feel retarded too i'm sure. other than that i feel pretty good, just kind of shaky and spacey.

not much else to report. i need to go to the bank and pay bills. i don't want to. what i want...
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heartbaker:
I dread having to pay bills
novia:
I totally wish we lived next door to each other. We would have so much freaking fun as BFFs.

So the way medifast works is you eat 5 of their meal replacements (shakes, bars, soups, they even have pancakes) and one "lean and green" meal. The lean and green meal is basically 5-7 ounces of chicken, turkey, fish, eggs with 3 servings of approved veggies, which is almost all vegetables but potatoes. I am very excited and cannot wait to start it. So ready to be under 200 lbs again. Hopefully the first 20 melt off.
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I need a vacation horribly. What is the point of working all the time if I don't get to enjoy anything or get to spend quality time with my friends?
tactical:
Fuckin A
zip_ty:
I agree. Where is the off ramp in this rat race?
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My boss at maggies and I are going to work out Monday night with the trainer. I hope this wo.rks.

Took a 3 hour nap today, hopefully work goes by quickly and I make a bunch of money...I got my insurance premium today and I had forgotten it was due. They bill me every 3 months and its easy to forget its coming. Boo.

Tomorrow...
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Had a good night at work. I hope this keeps up. I actually have money again, kind of. Its a huge relief.

I go meet the trainer tomorrow, had to reschedule because we left the truck at maggies. I am excited, chad and rand are interested, so if we can make a group work effort that would be awesome.

In other news, I had a...
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lylee:
yeah i might take you up on that. Do you use facebook at all?
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I made 24 dollars at work tonight, I need a third job. Why did I opt out of the matador job? Wtfis wrong with me?
nikonphoto80:
i'm sorry. frown

what job was the matador job?
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As drunk as I get, I'm not singing drunk. I miss those days. 2006 plz come back to me. Some days I would seriously compromise myself to have the comraderie I used to have.
kingskottie:
drunk on a tuesday? nice. do you like the Elliott st? i love that place!
nikonphoto80:


you will find that some day again, you should just say fuck it and get up there and sing, if you like singing then why not?
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I really wish I had two more shifts a week that were like the last two nights I worked. I'd be ok again.
nuadventure:
Think of me as your holiday angel. I just granted your wish.
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nikonphoto80:
wow those sound so good biggrin
lilcupcake:
Mmmm cookies!