wtf's SuicideGirls Blog

I've come to an agreement with myself. (Just to take the pressure off and enjoy this process more)

I am allowed to fail.

However, I am not allowed to quit.

Besides, I'd just have to take it over anyway.

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alleycake:

Thanks for the kind words on my journal.
That sounds like a good agreement.

Sep 9, 2007

eio:

I don't know...trying is the first step toward failure.

Sep 19, 2007

Vacation all I ever wanted..........

I did get a vacation finally! Mainly a cottage on the chain of lakes in Canada and a little New Yawk.

View from the deck every morning while drinking coffee and eating blueberry pancakes nearly every morning. Wake up at 10:30 or so, lounge, decide what fun thing to do for the day. Kiss and love on my boyfriend to...
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t3chmonkey:

Snazzy. When I first saw your pics I thought it was leeds castle in england....
And if you're old by NPR already being on then I was old by like, 16? And that can't be right.

Aug 28, 2007

bob_dobalina:

really glad you had a good trip. i've been waiting and waiting for mine to happen.

Sep 1, 2007

This post from Craigslist tells me I'm not alone. It's amazing I still have a membership 'round here. People are one thing but supporting an idea I don't believe in is another.

From: best of craigslist > boston > Through being cool

"We live in an advertising culture where we are constantly told that the only thing that stands between our current state and wholeness...
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silverrevolver:

Why were you hiding?

Aug 18, 2007

maddog_hoek:

then you were gone; after that you were back with a new name.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

Aug 20, 2007

fattyfatty2x4:

Great plan B. Try Mazatlan. A buck fifty gets you three corona extras and a cold mug.

Jul 30, 2007

Packing today. Moving this weekend.
It's amazing what a bad mood the cable company can get me into.
I hate them. Hate them all I tell you.
This moving thing always gets me melancholy.
I've found pictures of me from high school. My old boyfriends from back then. Pictures from college and all sorts of times forgotten. It's amazing to have moments of my life...
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eio:

DirectTV. The only way to go.

Oh, and all of that other stuff - compartmentalize.

That was just that. Doesn't need to mean anything more than just THAT.

Jul 28, 2007

shaneka:

You say I'm hot... You are superior HOTNESS a top Sexy..

Jul 29, 2007

Ever have an inkling? a gut instinct, a hunch, but yet chuck it off as insecurity?

okay, maybe you don't.
so say you do.

:background:
follow me now....

Power outage during the day lasts until after 12am, after work, pack up, trek over. Wake up, should be working second job now, but Noooooooooooo! Go around checking. Computers to be exact. Even though people delete web...
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silverrevolver:

My life would be a thousand times easier. I forego words, but I'll keep laughter...

Jul 25, 2007

arielle:

that sucks, I know how that feels. thanks for the compliment

Jul 26, 2007

"Based on your accomplishments, experiences,
and goals, tell us why you want
to pursue a Bachelor of Business Administration
(BBA) degree at the Ross
School of Business and how all that you
describe will contribute to your sucess in
the program."

Un-fucking-believable.

Here I am,
so nervous,
feeling so inadequate.

So less than as far as my educational abilities.

How will I ever get into...
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arielle:

I'm always asking myself that kind of question, asking myself if I'll be able to go through all that, what will happen if I fail? But in the end, I mostly succeed. Maybe it's better to work in the present than expecting a sad future?
You seem to be so strong, and maybe that you feel so weak, I don't know, but that's usually how I feel.
No matter what, I know that if you work, the best things are going to happen to you.

Also, I would have love to go to that fair.
Knowing it before, I would have come.
Or I could have sent you some stuff for you to sell it there (if you would have liked to). You would have been paid by the same kind of goodies that you would have sold haha.
I'm a dreamer.

Jul 17, 2007

maddog_hoek:

maybe you just created the email to catch SG spam and never used the im.

Why refuse to play the game now? These programs would rather have real people that want to be there then just a check from some douchebag. Be yourself, state your case, maybe have a professor write an intro or recommendation or something, you'll be fine.

Jul 19, 2007

Typing when you've been drinking can get you in a bit a trouble.

I really shouldn't be here.

Oh well.

I realized tonight that I can't possibly be anywhere else. I may have become a different person in my family's eyes after my accident, but I am who I am now. All of the moments that I collect up to this point make me so....
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silverrevolver:

You are the queen of cryptic, you are one of my oldest SG friends and I know next to nothing about you...

Sometimes embracing hurts too...

Jul 13, 2007

HOLY HOT FUTURE DOCTOR!

I stopped by to see this place and meet the guy that placed the ad and wow.

Just wow.

I must have looked like a young girl with a stupid crush. COuldn't stop smiling, mimicking his speech patterns. It was really ridiculous. At the same time, it was kinda fun, but really inconvenient. You shouldn't ahve a fun crush on a...
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arielle:

Oh, this place looks really good. I wanna go there too! And that's not so expensive.
I'd like to live in the East Coast, in New England. I never went there, but seeing pictures and everything from there makes me dream.
I don't understand his remark, I'm not sure of what he means?

As for dreaming and looking, I try to get into life things as much as I can, but you know, facing life is often harder (even though it's more fun at the end) than living in your dreams.
xox

Jul 6, 2007

kundalini:

That place looks excellent. No fear for crushes. I like having crushes. I like it when people have crushes on me. He probably does too. It's an ego boost.

Jul 7, 2007