Now for a completely different blog from all my others.
I haven't had a truly satisfying sexual experience since April--------2008. I even remember the date. It was April 11th. That doesn't mean I haven't had sex since then. I have, dozens of times. Unfortunately, those ocassions left alot to be desired.
i'm almost 62 years old and have the same desires and passions as I...
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I haven't had a truly satisfying sexual experience since April--------2008. I even remember the date. It was April 11th. That doesn't mean I haven't had sex since then. I have, dozens of times. Unfortunately, those ocassions left alot to be desired.
i'm almost 62 years old and have the same desires and passions as I...
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My daughter Heather and I were supposed to meet for a late lunch and then hang out for a while yesterday. She called and told me to be ready to go out about 2:00pm. Well, to my total surprise, when she drove up, I saw that my other daughter Ellen was in the car with her.
I had no idea that Ellen was coming into...
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I had no idea that Ellen was coming into...
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grayb:
I consider myself very fortunate. I love the city (I should say The City)
I love the country. I revel in crowds yet cherish my times of solitude. It works well for me - most of the time.
I sent your PM to my Kindle. I'm looking forward to finding a nice quiet, sunny place a bit later today and having an enjoyable read! There's actually a bench out if sight in the foreground of the second photo - that may be the spot!
I know that Saturdays are not easy for you. I hope that you find something to do today that will bring you pleasure. Be well... and happy.
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I sent your PM to my Kindle. I'm looking forward to finding a nice quiet, sunny place a bit later today and having an enjoyable read! There's actually a bench out if sight in the foreground of the second photo - that may be the spot!
I know that Saturdays are not easy for you. I hope that you find something to do today that will bring you pleasure. Be well... and happy.
grayb:
I couldn't wait. I went ahead and read it. I'd love to read more.
I bought, read and enjoyed nearly every "banned" book that I could find back in my teen years. They obviously helped to mold what I've become and what I've come to enjoy, both in reading and in life. I'm a fan of nearly everything, with the notable exceptions of scatology and snuff.
People should be free to read and enjoy whatever they wish, as long as their pursuits do not infringe upon the rights and pleasures of others.
I bought, read and enjoyed nearly every "banned" book that I could find back in my teen years. They obviously helped to mold what I've become and what I've come to enjoy, both in reading and in life. I'm a fan of nearly everything, with the notable exceptions of scatology and snuff.
People should be free to read and enjoy whatever they wish, as long as their pursuits do not infringe upon the rights and pleasures of others.
I want to thank each and every one of you who showed me their love when I needed it most through their wonderful comments and PMs. Mere words don't do justice in describing how I feel toward you. You''ve all been instrumental in giving me the strength to keep going.
I don't know how this will all end for me, but one thing I know...
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I don't know how this will all end for me, but one thing I know...
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mrsted_stryker:
I am VERY impressed my friend! VERY! ![wink](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/wink.6a5555b139e7.gif)
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apexxx:
oh thats good. i guess i got em mixed up
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The more I think, the more I realize that I'm in a terrible place. I haven't had any human contact since Friday afternoon when I spoke with Gylien. (thank you so much for brightening up my day). My daughter is away for a week. Even if she wasn't, I can't always impose on her.
I have no money to spend on anything but the...
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I have no money to spend on anything but the...
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dryad:
Don't worry, as the date approaches, I'll make sure *everyone* knows!
aldremech:
That, dear sir, is very disturbing ![tongue](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/tongue.55c59c6cdad7.gif)
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There's an old saying that goes, "You Reap What You Sow". I've been thinking a lot about that lately.
Annette and I raised two wonderful daughters. We gave them love, good values and unquestioning support. When Annette passed away, we were devavstated. I lost the love of my life and my children lost a one in a million mom. We culdn't have gotten through the...
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Annette and I raised two wonderful daughters. We gave them love, good values and unquestioning support. When Annette passed away, we were devavstated. I lost the love of my life and my children lost a one in a million mom. We culdn't have gotten through the...
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grayb:
Thank you!
Yep, the "double nickle".
I've lost track of a couple of friends lately too. I know where they lived and I had their phone number. They're not there. I hope that they made a clean break and a fresh start - sometimes that's what you have to do. It doesn't make me worry any less, though...
I hope that you have a good weekend. Best of luck on Tuesday!
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I've lost track of a couple of friends lately too. I know where they lived and I had their phone number. They're not there. I hope that they made a clean break and a fresh start - sometimes that's what you have to do. It doesn't make me worry any less, though...
I hope that you have a good weekend. Best of luck on Tuesday!
ferkixlll:
Did you try to PM 'mat'?
It is too easy to loose track of people.
Lets hope that he just went anon for
awhile.
Now that 'mat' is seen as MIA, I noticed that
Mark2008 has also been quiet
since early Feb.
Wishing that this week is better for you.
It is too easy to loose track of people.
Lets hope that he just went anon for
awhile.
Now that 'mat' is seen as MIA, I noticed that
Mark2008 has also been quiet
since early Feb.
Wishing that this week is better for you.
I decided that taking a break from SG isn't a good idea after all. This is one of the few places that gives me a sense of belonging and helps me feel better.
I was in a very bad place when I posted my last two blogs. Thoughts about leaving SG came directly from that bad place.
There was a song by the Persuaders, recorded...
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I was in a very bad place when I posted my last two blogs. Thoughts about leaving SG came directly from that bad place.
There was a song by the Persuaders, recorded...
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ckdexterhaven:
It's actually Shelton Benjamin. He's a pro wrestler. Yes, I'm one of those nerds who watches that stuff. I've been one since I was a kid.
Sorry for the delayed response. I spaced on it.
So... go Sox?
Sorry for the delayed response. I spaced on it.
So... go Sox?
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grayb:
Dreary day here... I'm just getting up and getting organized. You'll be hearing from me within the hour.
I might need a short break from SG soon. It has nothing to do with anyone or anything on the site. In fact, just the opposite. SG has been great for me and hopefully will continue to be for a long time to come.
I'll try to post something in a couple of days when I know where I'm at. If I do take a...
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I'll try to post something in a couple of days when I know where I'm at. If I do take a...
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ferkixlll:
I'm passing this out, I hope that it helps:
I found some interesting leads on indeed.com and craigslist/employment/ [your city]
Hard as it may seem to do: are you fitting in something enjoyable into each day?
My best to you.
I found some interesting leads on indeed.com and craigslist/employment/ [your city]
Hard as it may seem to do: are you fitting in something enjoyable into each day?
My best to you.
gingerkiss:
I totally understand!
I've taken my own sort of break from here
NOW Im ready to break from MySpace as well lol
I've taken my own sort of break from here
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I don't know how much more of this I can take.
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grayb:
Please try to keep your spirits up. I am truly sorry for everything that has happened to you; for all that is now conspiring to beat you down.
You are an exceptional person - many people care and are very concerned for you.
You are an exceptional person - many people care and are very concerned for you.
ferkixlll:
Is it time to consider relocating, any further reasons to
stay in the Apple? Could this transition time be easier if
you were surrounded by familey?
Carry on.
stay in the Apple? Could this transition time be easier if
you were surrounded by familey?
Carry on.
I want to thank everyone who showed me their love and support after reading my previous, very depressing blog. I can't say I'm feeling all that different, but I wanted to let you know the latest news.
I finally got my score for the census taker exam. I scored an 88, which I feel l isn't too bad. I've been told that they evaluate other...
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I finally got my score for the census taker exam. I scored an 88, which I feel l isn't too bad. I've been told that they evaluate other...
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quella:
True that unemployment really is at depression -era levels. Maybe a lot of the people can't pass the test, or will have other jobs by then? yes keep looking, and well, it isn't drama when it's real, right? Hang in there!
sunshine:
Glad you're feeling a little better, at least.
Thanks so much for commenting on my new set! I really appreciate it!
Soapy Kisses
xoxo
Sunshine
Thanks so much for commenting on my new set! I really appreciate it!
Soapy Kisses
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xoxo
Sunshine
Someone I recently met on SG told me the other day that, after reading some of my blogs and comments, it's obvious to him that I've given love and support to a number of people here. He also concluded that I receive the same love and support in return. That's what makes being on SG meaningful and worthwhile for me. I'm sure I've gotten more...
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rubix:
hang in there ![kiss](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/kiss.fdbea70b77bb.gif)
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allied:
I'm with you about the deficits. I don't like them either, but to hear Republicans crying about it now is just laughable. Actually maddening.
I hope all goes well for you, Mate. I know things are hard, but you've made it this far. And you're still able to talk about it and rationalize what's going on. Keep picking yourself up. It's the only way.![wink](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/wink.6a5555b139e7.gif)
I hope all goes well for you, Mate. I know things are hard, but you've made it this far. And you're still able to talk about it and rationalize what's going on. Keep picking yourself up. It's the only way.
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It looks like my relationship with Mae-Ann is on life support. A week ago Friday, she told me about things that have been bothering her about us which have been building up inside of her for a while. Without going into detail, I can honestly say that the things she mentioned, even putting them all together, don't seem like relationship breakers to me. She says...
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quella:
No, i was talking about most people, not just you. Don't feel you've spoiled the broth or whatever the saying is, when afterall, it's the SUICIDE girl's site, hence depressives flock here.
Hope you are doing ok![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
Hope you are doing ok
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dryad:
thanks ![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
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I really miss my daughter, son in law and grandchildren. They live in North Carolina, as I've mentioned in the past. It's tough for me to go down there to visit. It's also difficult for them to come to New York, since they're trying to cut down on expenses.
We've done the next best thing. My younger daughter bought me a QuickCam so that my...
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We've done the next best thing. My younger daughter bought me a QuickCam so that my...
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dryad:
I'm certainly trying. I would like to keep it this way. ![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
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rubix:
i hope you will see them soon!!
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How are you doing? You sure sound happier, but, any progress? I'm waiting and hoping to hear some good news from you!!