I give up drinking. I'm so fucking stupid. Right now I'm drunk but still have my spelling with me, though my actions and manners are out the window. I give up drinking because I made a friend cry and she got hurt because of my actions, or rather inactions as well. I'm an asshole and when I'm drunk it shows through that underneath all the happy mannerisms I am nothing but one. I am scum not fit to be with anyone.
I give up drinking, I'm not legally allowed to drink but even when I am I will be sober. This night has made me realize the monster I am.
Just take me out back and fucking shoot me.
I'm not fit to have a friend like her after what I did. I feel sick, not because of the alcohol but because of who I am.
I wish I could have stopped myself from my true nature, I honestly try to be a great guy if not good, but I guess deep down inside a bad boy lives within me waiting for my guard to drop.
~Michael
I give up drinking, I'm not legally allowed to drink but even when I am I will be sober. This night has made me realize the monster I am.
Just take me out back and fucking shoot me.
I'm not fit to have a friend like her after what I did. I feel sick, not because of the alcohol but because of who I am.
I wish I could have stopped myself from my true nature, I honestly try to be a great guy if not good, but I guess deep down inside a bad boy lives within me waiting for my guard to drop.
~Michael