Feelin' fine.
I want to go into more detail of what happened over this weekend, but I don't want to jinx myself or spend more time thinking about it than is necessary. I am happy in this moment and that is what counts. One day at a time, things are going to be ok, and if it's meant to be it will be. Right now I think it will be, and I am happy even just for this moment of relaxation.
I just have to remember this, take my fucking anxiety pills, and know that I am a good person and no one can take that away from me.
Thank you so much for your support and advice, it really does mean a lot to me that you guys take the time to read all my drama and give me good honest advice, and compliments. Good lord if I knew there were people like
jonny_trouble that wanted to take me out on a date...wow. Thanks man, that really meant a lot to me.
Anyway, thanks for everything guys, especially steve_HUGE, conqueringking, thescottness, suzy_kabloozy, fuck ...all of you that have been commenting and telling me to be strong and smart and everything. THANK YOU. It helps so much sometimes you don't even know.
If I can ever take any one of you out for coffee, a beer, or some milk I'd be honored.
P.S. The Puppy Bowl is on today at 3 p.m. I forget which channel but it looks fucking awesome hahaha. I'm a sucker for puppies
P.P.S. I need muscle relaxers and/or sedatives and stuff. Besides begging my doctors, who undoubtedly won't give them to me, where would one go to get them? *hint hint* Does anyone want to give me some of theirs??? I will love you forever and make you brownies, and I make some fabulous brownies (my dude who hates chocolate <3's my brownies and he wouldn't eat em if he didn't want to)
I want to go into more detail of what happened over this weekend, but I don't want to jinx myself or spend more time thinking about it than is necessary. I am happy in this moment and that is what counts. One day at a time, things are going to be ok, and if it's meant to be it will be. Right now I think it will be, and I am happy even just for this moment of relaxation.
I just have to remember this, take my fucking anxiety pills, and know that I am a good person and no one can take that away from me.
Thank you so much for your support and advice, it really does mean a lot to me that you guys take the time to read all my drama and give me good honest advice, and compliments. Good lord if I knew there were people like
jonny_trouble that wanted to take me out on a date...wow. Thanks man, that really meant a lot to me.
Anyway, thanks for everything guys, especially steve_HUGE, conqueringking, thescottness, suzy_kabloozy, fuck ...all of you that have been commenting and telling me to be strong and smart and everything. THANK YOU. It helps so much sometimes you don't even know.
If I can ever take any one of you out for coffee, a beer, or some milk I'd be honored.
P.S. The Puppy Bowl is on today at 3 p.m. I forget which channel but it looks fucking awesome hahaha. I'm a sucker for puppies
P.P.S. I need muscle relaxers and/or sedatives and stuff. Besides begging my doctors, who undoubtedly won't give them to me, where would one go to get them? *hint hint* Does anyone want to give me some of theirs??? I will love you forever and make you brownies, and I make some fabulous brownies (my dude who hates chocolate <3's my brownies and he wouldn't eat em if he didn't want to)
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pirate_romeo:
Good for you! You deserve to be happy!
broadwaybee:
I'd do most anything for good brownies.