vervain______

the idea of portland...kind to the heart, to the eyes. my sensibilities are flooded with those that have been before. being human, i find it of interest what those of my own kind have said of their stay. now back to my almost solitary exsistance. i am sad about the routine being mantained, as my husband was right, i do need a little break, but i am determined to make this week a good one, even if it means not saying certain things on acount of keeping the peace. surley, that won't kill me. no, no, i don't think it will. but it might (i haven't tried it before