well, it is summer...
the day is hot
no plans have been made
i have soome time
a little
for myself.
i get in the car and go
creating more heat
to my mom's house.
she sits with me
for five minutes.
the past is catching up
to me.
it is the past
i have glorified
and if
i could only
return
if only
she brings down a bag...
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no plans have been made
i have soome time
a little
for myself.
i get in the car and go
creating more heat
to my mom's house.
she sits with me
for five minutes.
the past is catching up
to me.
it is the past
i have glorified
and if
i could only
return
if only
she brings down a bag...
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the ending of my haunt.
i'll see you tommorrow.
i'll see you tommorrow.
f is for
trying
to become
quiet,
i become
quiet.
becoming loud,
i become
loud.
i can do anything.
(and don't you
fucking
forget it.)
trying
to become
quiet,
i become
quiet.
becoming loud,
i become
loud.
i can do anything.
(and don't you
fucking
forget it.)
it's better if you let that noise become music to your ears, somehow. take down that bitterness with only half the sugar you usually get it down with. their bumping is like music to my ears. his crying is a symphony. i can take your lack of respect. i can remember your sick and tired, that you hate being here. what is my excuse? what...
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lovelysitwell:
hey sounds like my mum and dad.if you would like cheering up i can write you a letter.its nice to get stuff in the post.its not much.life sucks.
lovelysitwell:
just message me your address with your name.i promise im not a nutter! 
the escape is precious.
a diamond.
the seasons believed in it
the trees were on fire.
to break this
would take
a step outward.
with my one grey hand
i completed my phase.
trains are better than planes.
i don't like to be off the ground for
long.
of course,
i had to take him
with me
i was slowed down
then but
i accepted...
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a diamond.
the seasons believed in it
the trees were on fire.
to break this
would take
a step outward.
with my one grey hand
i completed my phase.
trains are better than planes.
i don't like to be off the ground for
long.
of course,
i had to take him
with me
i was slowed down
then but
i accepted...
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lovelysitwell:
i know how you feel.iv spent the last week wondering whats wrong with me.its hard to bounce back time after time.i feel old and tired of going through this shit every day.i just wan to be happy.im just so tired of having to face another day of crap.x
getting rid of the past debris. nice to let it go. to read the words is to be there again. so, bye. it's going.
it's gone.
it's gone.
lovelysitwell:
thank you for being nice.x
limitation and
the zoo
anger.
the pictures
aren't
turning out
right.
there is no time
or
the door is locked.
(the windows won't open)
what do you do
when every sound
cuts to your
bone?
i hear dog whistles,
i hear the chatterings
of dolphins
in the
not so
nearby
ocean.
the lawn mowers
don't help.
his fucking
video game
doesn't help,
and the caffiene...
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the zoo
anger.
the pictures
aren't
turning out
right.
there is no time
or
the door is locked.
(the windows won't open)
what do you do
when every sound
cuts to your
bone?
i hear dog whistles,
i hear the chatterings
of dolphins
in the
not so
nearby
ocean.
the lawn mowers
don't help.
his fucking
video game
doesn't help,
and the caffiene...
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billyfivecrows:
It's strange how far away and distant the present moment seems.
"Now" is a hard place to reach, sometimes.
(Odd days at my house... everything we've known for a while is being turned upside down. I'll be able to respond better to more personal replies soon, but the next couple of days will be really busy...
love to ya
-b.)
"Now" is a hard place to reach, sometimes.
(Odd days at my house... everything we've known for a while is being turned upside down. I'll be able to respond better to more personal replies soon, but the next couple of days will be really busy...
love to ya
-b.)
y:
Man, I was right there with you. Profoundly frustrating.
this is
how it
is.
alone
and the
hike
up and
down hills,
mushrooms trampled,
slipping
off
rocks.
that
familar
vortex
my ankle turning
and
the feeling of
being
watched.
i almost surrendered
my body
to a
possesion
but decided
against it.
i apoligized instead.
i'm out of practice,
anyway,
i told her.
i spend too
much time
believing in
what i see,
enjoying the...
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how it
is.
alone
and the
hike
up and
down hills,
mushrooms trampled,
slipping
off
rocks.
that
familar
vortex
my ankle turning
and
the feeling of
being
watched.
i almost surrendered
my body
to a
possesion
but decided
against it.
i apoligized instead.
i'm out of practice,
anyway,
i told her.
i spend too
much time
believing in
what i see,
enjoying the...
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viva:
have a great weekend honey.
kisses
kisses
no, no.
that isn't right.
that isn't right.
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viva:
im too gentle for mosh pits i could bruise my lil self.
kisses
kisses
y:
Oh right, I see, the 'I saw Esau' thing? Gotcha.
I didn't think you were attacking me. 'Twas a pleasure to explain that 'language of images' stuff to someone.
I didn't think you were attacking me. 'Twas a pleasure to explain that 'language of images' stuff to someone.
i
peeled off
my skin
now
i am foolish
not even having
the most
basic
of things
through
the aching
i ask for
safety
and
where had it gone
why
i had
given
it
away
(will it
come back?)
peeled off
my skin
now
i am foolish
not even having
the most
basic
of things
through
the aching
i ask for
safety
and
where had it gone
why
i had
given
it
away
(will it
come back?)
though it is hard sometimes, i am very fortunate to be around the innocence of a child all day.