Thursday Aug 03, 2006

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this sugar i took
is his sugar
now
that bitterness
hanging in the
humidity
trying
trying
trying
so hard
i tried
so hard
for you
while
you talked
about yourself
and
your life
i disappeared
to wonder
why.
(some girls are so dumb)
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y:
That is a nose-ring! I didn't have to pay for the piercing, either, cause the women that worked at the place fancied me biggrin Did you notice my black nail polish in the praying photo? Ahh, teenagers.

Tell me more about this Grandfather.

(Viva said what I was really thinking when I said "Nice picture" wink ).
catdad:
Cute pic.

Thursday Aug 03, 2006

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this buried
and you're
not gone
the word i can't
get in edgewise
makes me smaller
deflates me.
i try
anyway.
i offer my own
opinion
to deadened
ears
i shove
pretty things
into closed
hands,
i have no strength
to get myself
up that mountain.
i have no youth
no dreams
only a great longing
to be there.

Tuesday Aug 01, 2006

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had to write. i hate things to be stagnant. one post 5 days ago, or so, irks me, so hello everyone and thank you for your comments and love. i will check back here time and again. i won't be fully off sg before jan next year. just had to cut myself off a bit from a site, i think, that had started to drain...
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y:
Obla-di, obla-dah, life goes on, BRA! biggrin ooo aaa
fred:


Take a rest man! wink

Sunday Jul 23, 2006

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my friends, never should you ever order thai food from a chinese restaurant.
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fred:

I'd figure that could be the case.
Imagine Thai from a Italian restaurant! That could be really bad.
lovelysitwell:
hello going to write to you today and send it tomorrow.it will generally be a bit boring as i dont get up to much!hope you are good

Sunday Jul 23, 2006

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up
and down
stairs
and my voice
going in
and out
when i'm in the
kitchen
dead spots
and my phone can't recover me
he says
i can't hear you
your breaking up
and
i was
up and
down
stairs
to get more
in the glass
a little mixer
and here i am
talking
letting all
the stories
the lies
the bullshit
out.

Saturday Jul 22, 2006

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i am nervous when i talk to you...i drink to ease the tension. i would gladly tell you this, among other things. he said i'm too honest and the male ego is fragile. it has nothing to do with being a man or otherwise. this day is long and tiring. both me and the boy are house bound. what will come out tonight, after those...
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lovelysitwell:
you always write good entrys like part of a novel.....where you pick up a book and just open a page and read......xxx kiss
y:
How are you feeling now?

I enjoyed your use of the word 'sticky'.

Good afternoon.

Saturday Jul 22, 2006

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he thinks
i could wrap
us both
around a
pole
driving
as i do
tired on
4 hours
or less.
or that
i could
accidently
cut him
with what
little
sleep
i get
but
he's wrong
and
he doesn't
know
me
at
all.

Friday Jul 21, 2006

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tires are frickin expensive. frown
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y:
If you got a flat, couldn't you just get out the puncture repair kit? biggrin
drpirate:
ARRR!!! I know what you mean, I had to pay $400.00 each tire and you can't always buy just one... ARRR!!!

Friday Jul 21, 2006

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moving again. a lot to do. hubs is stressing. but we can do it. we have help. i also have a flat tire. need to call aaa.
3thrice3:
Where are ya moving too?

Thursday Jul 20, 2006

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tell me
what do you consider
a bad mother
a good mother?
because
i don't think it is
an easy call
not now
though
i can say
in my own mind
i have been both
but
all these days
these weeks
the months
turn into time
turn into life
the fall
and the
regaining
of face
and the repetition
of these
over and over
and...
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catdad:
I sometimes feel that I've failed at raising my cats and am a horrible parent (when actually, I just have too many of them in one household) . In regard to his adopted (and only) child, a friend once said something to the effect that "it was tough knowing that every little thing we do is fucking him up in some way for the rest of his life."
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