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I feel disgusting tonight, i had a semi bigger dinner meal than usual. Its the only meal i eat all day. I have tried adding more protein into my intake, beans,kidney,lima and the such. Not even a fifty calories worth in my dinner and i feel bad. I hate this feeling, that need to exercise, that anxiety that the food is going to make me...
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firemansam:
Look after yourself babe 
jozsef:
We must have faith in our canine companions' intelligence, mustn't we! It just occured to me that we can only train animals with rewards. They can't comprehend punishment and it just makes them paranoid and messes them up really badly. How did people ever decide that we were any different? I don't mean to turn a joke into something serious but it's such a dreadful, and nearly universal misconception. We should just ban parents or at least make them get diplomas before certain, um, things are unlocked. 
I'm pleased to see that picture is sharp enough to blow up!
I'm pleased to see that picture is sharp enough to blow up!
Wow, work has been utter madness today. But mildly entertaining. An art teacher who works out at the gym started bitching to me that she was going to change gyms because she couldnt get rid of her "stomach". She said the machines here were useless, and went on for about 5 minutes, oh it was lovely,i sat at my desk with a wee smirk on...
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darkmrfripperton:
Hug, sorry winter is coming for you. Stay warm!
hamdiesel:
Yeah well then we could be lesbians for the night and we could play a little game where we just meet and then go back to your place and let our courosity take course!! Hehe MUAH
Everyone should go to this link and vote for me..
http://www.inkedmag.com/promotions/inkedgirl/gallery/
Thatd be totally saweet !
In other news, ive been a bit stressed, ive lost more weight, about 1.5kgs in the last week.I feel terrible, ive been lying to my boyfriend, telling him ive in fact gained weight. I have definately cut back on my exercising, but obviously thats not enough, i thought id...
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http://www.inkedmag.com/promotions/inkedgirl/gallery/
Thatd be totally saweet !
In other news, ive been a bit stressed, ive lost more weight, about 1.5kgs in the last week.I feel terrible, ive been lying to my boyfriend, telling him ive in fact gained weight. I have definately cut back on my exercising, but obviously thats not enough, i thought id...
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limowreck:
Haha, you would like me to do that, wouldn't you?
thora:
I don't know, the thought of it just makes me feel...free. No way to explain it. I have attempted suicide and felt that way even then.
2-12=Feb. 12 - that's how we abbreviate the date in the States. Anyway, the doctor told me to go to the emergency room and I didn't.
And...maybe I shouldn't have written it in a blog. I feel kind of silly. My anxiety meds made me open up a bit too much. I'll be fine. Maybe I will get treatment soon, who knows. My insurance doesn't cover certain, ahem, things, but the doc is willing to say it's for something else, something it does cover.
For the purely cardiac issues I can go to the ER with the insurance I have, and a few clinics may take it. It's crazy how that works. Sicko, indeed.
I love you, too, and I don't want you to worry about me, please, please, please.
Now that some backup cat people have replied I'm going to revise the blog and delete all comments (after pasting them to a doc. for reference and safe keeping).
2-12=Feb. 12 - that's how we abbreviate the date in the States. Anyway, the doctor told me to go to the emergency room and I didn't.
And...maybe I shouldn't have written it in a blog. I feel kind of silly. My anxiety meds made me open up a bit too much.
I'll be fine. Maybe I will get treatment soon, who knows. My insurance doesn't cover certain, ahem, things, but the doc is willing to say it's for something else, something it does cover. For the purely cardiac issues I can go to the ER with the insurance I have, and a few clinics may take it. It's crazy how that works. Sicko, indeed.
I love you, too, and I don't want you to worry about me, please, please, please.
Now that some backup cat people have replied I'm going to revise the blog and delete all comments (after pasting them to a doc. for reference and safe keeping).
But pain insists upon being attended to. God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our conscience, but shouts in our pains: it is His megaphone to rouse a deaf world. -C.S. Lewis
I have a nasty ass cold.My nose is red and raw and i feel just marvelous
Work has been good, i have cut back my hours,the joys of being in charge,...
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I have a nasty ass cold.My nose is red and raw and i feel just marvelous
Work has been good, i have cut back my hours,the joys of being in charge,...
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jozsef:
At the risk of sounding like a know-it-all, your weight on the moon would be one sixth of what it is at sea level here because thats the ratio of their respective masses and consequently, gravities. I bet you're so glad to know this, but not as glad as I am to learn that you feel reasonably well, dear.
I'm thinking of updating the thing, but my head is so cluttered with stuff, I can't decide what to put up. I recovered my 300GB of lost data, but that's not much to celebrate
I might be persuaded to look at suggestions. Truth is I would only write it if I still had the energy to think clearly after writing to you.
I'm thinking of updating the thing, but my head is so cluttered with stuff, I can't decide what to put up. I recovered my 300GB of lost data, but that's not much to celebrate
I might be persuaded to look at suggestions. Truth is I would only write it if I still had the energy to think clearly after writing to you.
The moment you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long.
Tonight myself and my mother are going to the circus, front row seats..how exciting Except for the fact theres a billion tonne elephant going to be a little too close for comfort. Please Mrs elephant dont get mad and charge into the crowd..and if you do, do it away from...
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Tonight myself and my mother are going to the circus, front row seats..how exciting
Except for the fact theres a billion tonne elephant going to be a little too close for comfort. Please Mrs elephant dont get mad and charge into the crowd..and if you do, do it away from... Read More
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constantine:
How can you not? I mean... with such pretty girls, and body mods... yummy!
gaylordy:
Hey Vacio
Thank you very much for commenting on my set! I know, i need to shoot a new one with better quality and that will happen next month!!
PS.: Let me know, how circus has been! I was not at a circus lots of years ago
I hope, you enjoyed it!
Greetings Silly K
Thank you very much for commenting on my set! I know, i need to shoot a new one with better quality and that will happen next month!!
PS.: Let me know, how circus has been! I was not at a circus lots of years ago
I hope, you enjoyed it!
Greetings Silly K
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jozsef:
Psychiatric assessment: "Hey I don't know if it was God or the devil instructing me, but you're crazy if you think I'm going to mess with either of those dudes!" I suppose they might throw away the key on you, but does have internal logic.
I'm so sorry you don't feel well, dear. I hope it doesn't last long. Take care of yourself.
Love you!
I'm so sorry you don't feel well, dear. I hope it doesn't last long. Take care of yourself.
Love you!
jozsef:
That sounds so great, sweetie. I do have to confess that I feel terrible, because had I sent you an elephant when I promised to months ago, you might be used to them by now. I'll point out they're mostly interested in other elephants, and only do the circus thing for the peanuts, or whatever it is they eat, so they can be pretty much counted upon to leave you alone. I've heard that clowns can have rabies, so move fast if one comes your way showing any teeth.
Have a wonderful time in spite of this message, dear. I'll be thinking of you there.
Have a wonderful time in spite of this message, dear.
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athame:
I strongly suggest you take him into some dog traning.
chriztian:
I was just looking at this girl in one of my classes today and I thought, damn she is so freaking hot. But I know she's a lesbian, so what can you do? Nah, the girls I've been falling for lately have all been falling in love with someone else and being really happy. Which is great for them, not so much for me, lol.
To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting. ~e.e. cummings, 1955
I had my 3rd therapy session this afternoon, it went super well. My psychologist is brilliant. But starting next week she will be weighing me,...
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I had my 3rd therapy session this afternoon, it went super well. My psychologist is brilliant. But starting next week she will be weighing me,...
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bitten:
:batattak: 
bitten:
thanks love. :batattak:
I am finished. The essay that is Oh so glad and relieved, now just got to get ready for this exam next week and im set. I feel good today, feel alot more r e l a x e d and happy !
My best friend is leaving town next week to return to study in another city, all my other friends have left....
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Oh so glad and relieved, now just got to get ready for this exam next week and im set. I feel good today, feel alot more r e l a x e d and happy !
My best friend is leaving town next week to return to study in another city, all my other friends have left....
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rydell:
Thanks for commenting on our Royally Flushed Multi Set
_holden_:
Glad you finished the essay. I wish I could be on the computer and my job, but I spend a lot of time being exceptionally cold in the freezer. Have a great weekend!
Wow what a fucking week its been. Major drama at work, which is now resolved thank god, i have an essay due in two days, an exam next week and may be looking at hospitalization in the next few weeks. So i have alot on my mind right now.I should be doing this damn essay but i just left work and i want to relax...
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manwi:
thanx for comment in my new set on MR, seriously, thanx!!!
Manwi
love love youuuuuuuuuuuuu
Manwi
love love youuuuuuuuuuuuu
shanni:
lol yup, sadly we both have to wait till april 16th
i just hope it has a shot
i just hope it has a shot
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toffee:
Hope you are ok sweetie.
jozsef:
I find that my dad has his uses too, that's why I haven't sold him on Ebay. I just hope he feels the same way about me. 
My judgement, which I'm inclined to trust, tells me they're lucky to have you at the gym, so I hope they have enough sense recognize it. Even though the economy is dissolving before our eyes, I do think that your chances of getting a job are extremely good no matter how many other people apply, should it come to pass that the situation where you are deteriorates enough.
Since you're busy and have a therapist, I don't want to send you any long, complex dissertations, but I do like to know how things are and to remind you of how much I care about you. Let me know when that gets boring and I'll change the subject to whatever you prefer. (I'll still mention it from time to time, though!) Do you anticipate having no internet in that eventuality? I would love it if you would then designate someone to let me know how you're doing because it won't be easy just wondering and hoping, notwithstanding that I have faith in you. It's a Jewish thing; we're bred to worry! BTW, I haven't yet sent you anything because you're already swamped and they just doubled the postage rates, so it makes sense to pack things into fewer parcels. The upshot is that the lion and the rhinocerous will be shipped together. OK, maybe not. Love you, angel
My judgement, which I'm inclined to trust, tells me they're lucky to have you at the gym, so I hope they have enough sense recognize it. Even though the economy is dissolving before our eyes, I do think that your chances of getting a job are extremely good no matter how many other people apply, should it come to pass that the situation where you are deteriorates enough.
Since you're busy and have a therapist, I don't want to send you any long, complex dissertations, but I do like to know how things are and to remind you of how much I care about you. Let me know when that gets boring and I'll change the subject to whatever you prefer. (I'll still mention it from time to time, though!) Do you anticipate having no internet in that eventuality? I would love it if you would then designate someone to let me know how you're doing because it won't be easy just wondering and hoping, notwithstanding that I have faith in you. It's a Jewish thing; we're bred to worry! BTW, I haven't yet sent you anything because you're already swamped and they just doubled the postage rates, so it makes sense to pack things into fewer parcels. The upshot is that the lion and the rhinocerous will be shipped together. OK, maybe not. Love you, angel
How are you feeling today