so, what do you do when the girl you've been crushing over forever tells you that shes crazy about you and wants to take you out? but shes done this to you before and then taken it back the next day. and she was pretty drunk. although hasn't taken it back this time. but you're not sure you believe it. it was in text messages. and oh, she lives with two of your best friends, you've been mates for ages and if it goes tits up it's gonna screw everything up!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
well, i kinda said we could go for a drink and a chat, so she reckoned i wasn't really interested. thing is, i really really am but theres no way i can tell her that cos i really don't believe she feels as much as she said. and i'm not particularly looking for a relationship at the mo, i'm doing ok, still sorting my life out from the last one!
but then i really like her and this would be the third time it's been kinda like this.
so we're going for a drink next week. she said we could just leave if i wanted to, but i said i didn't want to leave it. i just don't want to lead her on to think something could happen when it might not. i hate disappointing people. i just want to have some fun.
and i'm way over thinking this again! personal trick of mine - thinking over something constantly til it drives you crazy and people around think you're braindead! she asks me out for a drink and in my head we've already been out, somethings gone drastically wrong, nobody's talking to each other and i've lost someone else from my life! maybe i should just let go and try and have some fun. or maybe i'll just stay alone, collecting cats and as many varieties of fucking herbal tea as i can find.....could happen!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
well, i kinda said we could go for a drink and a chat, so she reckoned i wasn't really interested. thing is, i really really am but theres no way i can tell her that cos i really don't believe she feels as much as she said. and i'm not particularly looking for a relationship at the mo, i'm doing ok, still sorting my life out from the last one!
but then i really like her and this would be the third time it's been kinda like this.
so we're going for a drink next week. she said we could just leave if i wanted to, but i said i didn't want to leave it. i just don't want to lead her on to think something could happen when it might not. i hate disappointing people. i just want to have some fun.
and i'm way over thinking this again! personal trick of mine - thinking over something constantly til it drives you crazy and people around think you're braindead! she asks me out for a drink and in my head we've already been out, somethings gone drastically wrong, nobody's talking to each other and i've lost someone else from my life! maybe i should just let go and try and have some fun. or maybe i'll just stay alone, collecting cats and as many varieties of fucking herbal tea as i can find.....could happen!