unlukky

well, i've had enough. of my brain. i have no control over its mood swings anymore and it's driving me crazy. literally. i am not far from going to seek chemical help. i can live with being numb and a bit detatched if it means i don't swing from mediocre happiness to plunging depression and feeling everything in my life is shite on a regular...
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well, holy moly i am still in a little bit of shock! i finished my work experience placement down in london, and on my last day....i got offered a job there!!! so i am back off to london on a slightly more permanent basis!

but i have so much shit to sort out!!! like finding somewhere to live, sorting my place in hull out, what...
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wow,london is scary, cool, crazy and depressing all at the same time!

so i'm down here on a 4 week work placement on an animated film, which is awesome! i'm learning shedloads of stuff i didn't know and that will hopeully help to get me a job doing something i actually want to do!

it was pretty terrifying at first and i really didn't know...
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well true to form, it all went tits up! and it was my fault! i should just not get drunk. ever.

well we never got to chat as i wanted to. i saw her once but i didn't really want to talk cos she was drunk and it wasn't the right situation. then on wednesday we were all out for my friends birthday. everyone was...
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so, what do you do when the girl you've been crushing over forever tells you that shes crazy about you and wants to take you out? but shes done this to you before and then taken it back the next day. and she was pretty drunk. although hasn't taken it back this time. but you're not sure you believe it. it was in text messages....
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