there is a difference between sadness and depression.
did you know that?
and if you did, why dinddt you tell me before now???
its something i think i learned tonight. well, something ive always known inside, but never realy realized. and i learned it wathcing tv. how crazy is that? i was watching some kind of monster, the metallica documentary, on vh1. so what, i was the original metillca freak, i dont listen to them much anymore, but they still hold a special place in my heart. so i watched it cuz it was on and near the end james, the singer, said something about having always confused depression and sadness. they arent the same thing. its crazy that never danwed on me before. this is a good first step in the right direction for me...
babysteps, always babysteps unti lits time to take the plunge....
did you know that?
and if you did, why dinddt you tell me before now???
its something i think i learned tonight. well, something ive always known inside, but never realy realized. and i learned it wathcing tv. how crazy is that? i was watching some kind of monster, the metallica documentary, on vh1. so what, i was the original metillca freak, i dont listen to them much anymore, but they still hold a special place in my heart. so i watched it cuz it was on and near the end james, the singer, said something about having always confused depression and sadness. they arent the same thing. its crazy that never danwed on me before. this is a good first step in the right direction for me...
babysteps, always babysteps unti lits time to take the plunge....
And personally, I think its pretty sad that you like Metallica. That really depresses me.
Im reeeeeally sleepy. Ive been up for like 25 hours and I only had two hours of sleep before that. Im seeing fireflies and solid objects are bubbling. I should probably take a nap before I spout another 12 paragraphs about absolutely nothing.
I really do hate Metallica with a vengeance, though. If I ever meet Lars, Im gonna spit on him. Oh yeah I will. Tiny-nosed little fucker.
P.S. Hello, helloWhat do you do?... Youre a plumber What on eaaarth is that?
And fuck yeah, I'm weird. I wouldn't have it any other way. There is no point in trying to be anything else cuz it just ain't gonna happen. I don't think I could be normal if I tried. I detest the normal anyway. I do love Mello Yello, however. And pretty cups.
Hehehe... I love me.
I am developing a huge crush on somebody. I don't need to be doing that. He whees my belly a little. But Shhhh... seriously. God... I'm such a kid. I'll never grow up, will I? For one thing, I still say "whees my belly." A good phrase is a good phrase. No point in dropping it just cuz I'm old. Wheeeeee!
My parrot said "you're weird" cuz I say that to him all the time. He said it for the first time today. He also say's "Che Bello!" I'm rather proud of that one.
Vast is awesome!
I've had way too much caffeine. I've gotta stop that. I just love Mello Yello so much. YUM!
I'm gonna go bug someone else now. Bye.