i am insecure
i have trust issues
and im scared they are going to ruin things with my girl.
i have a sinking feeling of despair
i know inside me its dumb to feel the way i do
but i still do
i know she loves me as much as i love her
but being apart, missing her so much...
it takes its toll.
i...
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i have trust issues
and im scared they are going to ruin things with my girl.
i have a sinking feeling of despair
i know inside me its dumb to feel the way i do
but i still do
i know she loves me as much as i love her
but being apart, missing her so much...
it takes its toll.
i...
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holy hell
talk about busy
my new job is great, if not back breaking
but ill survive
ive worked about 65 hours a week
so yay overtime and yeah.
good thing is im still picking up shifts at the liquor store, so all kinds of money
ill be not broke soon
yippy
really tired now, so ill update later
love you all
-m
talk about busy
my new job is great, if not back breaking
but ill survive
ive worked about 65 hours a week
so yay overtime and yeah.
good thing is im still picking up shifts at the liquor store, so all kinds of money
ill be not broke soon
yippy
really tired now, so ill update later
love you all
-m
greyandblack:
Yeah 57hrs for me last week.....easy hours though. Back Breaking jobs rock as long as u have music, then time just melts away.
so guess what
remember my new job that i adore?
i quit yesterday.
not ebcause i dont love it
i got a better job offer.
more money, benefits, vacation, blah blah blah
and i get to work for a company that ive wanted to for a loooooooooooooooooooooong time
ill be a delivery driver/ wharehouse manager to start, possibly moving int a sales rep role!
yay...
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remember my new job that i adore?
i quit yesterday.
not ebcause i dont love it
i got a better job offer.
more money, benefits, vacation, blah blah blah
and i get to work for a company that ive wanted to for a loooooooooooooooooooooong time
ill be a delivery driver/ wharehouse manager to start, possibly moving int a sales rep role!
yay...
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devil_bitch:
Are you still interested in doing Secret Santa? We can do it with the few people that we have. IF I add myself in, I will have someone else draw the names and send emails.
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[Edited on Nov 18, 2005 5:22PM]
godiva666:
Congrats on the job!
imtired
i cant sleep
im glad i dont have to work today
boo insomnia
i cant sleep
im glad i dont have to work today
boo insomnia
i want someone to sing me a song
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genevieve:
i wish i wouldve had video of her face...twas priceless!
i heart u too
you need to visit me!
i heart u too
you need to visit me!
hunkabilly:
Dude you don't want me to sing you a song.
as much as i can
i hate living with my parents again
i feel like im a teenager
and it seems that im always mad again now
getting pissed off really easily and shit
i really really really miss my privacy
and my space
and quiet
and not having two dogs and three cats running around everywhere
and i miss the air conditioning not being...
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i hate living with my parents again
i feel like im a teenager
and it seems that im always mad again now
getting pissed off really easily and shit
i really really really miss my privacy
and my space
and quiet
and not having two dogs and three cats running around everywhere
and i miss the air conditioning not being...
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aidian:
Going invisible. May come back at another time under different name but I doubt it. I will miss all you guys.
Aidian
Aidian
genevieve:
thanks love! i just dont see it but i'll take it.
we're in Oklahoma City...not sure how far that is from you...
we're in Oklahoma City...not sure how far that is from you...
i said i was nothing
which is true
i said i felt nothing
which is not
if i couldnt feel
if i were numb
like i used to be
i wouldnt hurt
i wouldnt suffer
i wouldnt
i wouldnt
i wouldnt
i wish i coudl stop feeling
but i cant
i break things
i ruin things
i fuck things up
things and people
its what...
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which is true
i said i felt nothing
which is not
if i couldnt feel
if i were numb
like i used to be
i wouldnt hurt
i wouldnt suffer
i wouldnt
i wouldnt
i wouldnt
i wish i coudl stop feeling
but i cant
i break things
i ruin things
i fuck things up
things and people
its what...
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belladea:
*Gets out duct tape and string.*
The funny thing about hearts is that if you tie and tape them together enough, they eventually get better.
The funny thing about hearts is that if you tie and tape them together enough, they eventually get better.
belladea:
I wish you could've come with too. That would've been great! You could've seen that beautiful child I kissed.
After I saw how young he looked at the Bloodhound Gang concert, I was rushed with all these glorious dominatrix fantasies. Haha! I forgot about that. (I was a lil tipsy) I wanted to make him get on all fours and whip him to "Vagina". I was gagging him with a black scarf I held behind his head and my stilettoed shoe was perched upon his back, Captain Morgan style. HAHAHAHAHA! I love me! I am such a sick broad!
You know I decided that I wanted to be a high school choir teacher back when I didnt have a sex drive I am starting to think that might not be such a good idea anymore. Id have to teach the senior class with blinders on!
(I wink but I'm kinda serious)
After I saw how young he looked at the Bloodhound Gang concert, I was rushed with all these glorious dominatrix fantasies. Haha! I forgot about that. (I was a lil tipsy) I wanted to make him get on all fours and whip him to "Vagina". I was gagging him with a black scarf I held behind his head and my stilettoed shoe was perched upon his back, Captain Morgan style. HAHAHAHAHA! I love me! I am such a sick broad!
You know I decided that I wanted to be a high school choir teacher back when I didnt have a sex drive I am starting to think that might not be such a good idea anymore. Id have to teach the senior class with blinders on!
(I wink but I'm kinda serious)
i
am
nothing
i
feel
nothing
am
nothing
i
feel
nothing
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belladea:
Sometimes it is good to take a break from being and feeling. Especially from feeling. Feeling is tiresome...
Big hug from me.
Big hug from me.
genevieve:
man o man thanks! i missed this place!
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck...
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chrischick:
Yeah I pretty much shat myself when I heard the first little opening keyboard strains....
Here are the songs they played...not in order hahah...
Head Like A Hole
Sin
Terrible Lie
Wish
Gave Up
Suck
Closer
March of the Pigs
Eraser
Reptile
Hurt
Burn
Only
Hand That Feeds
Right Where It Belongs
Love is Not Enough
Beside You In Time
You Know What You Are
With Teeth
The Wretched
They MIGHT have played "Deep" and there was a song I was pretty sure I hadn't heard before...
yeah it was AMAZING!
Here are the songs they played...not in order hahah...
Head Like A Hole
Sin
Terrible Lie
Wish
Gave Up
Suck
Closer
March of the Pigs
Eraser
Reptile
Hurt
Burn
Only
Hand That Feeds
Right Where It Belongs
Love is Not Enough
Beside You In Time
You Know What You Are
With Teeth
The Wretched
They MIGHT have played "Deep" and there was a song I was pretty sure I hadn't heard before...
yeah it was AMAZING!
belladea:
It's a day for lyrics isn't it?
OK
deffinately goign to the renn fest this saturday, ill be meeting miserydeattrip there
who else wants to cum
cmon, you know you all do
pleeeeease come on out itll be FUNNNNNN
deffinately goign to the renn fest this saturday, ill be meeting miserydeattrip there
who else wants to cum
cmon, you know you all do
pleeeeease come on out itll be FUNNNNNN
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belladea:
Cowboys are not only fun, they're chewy.
aidian:
Monkeys enjoy canned ham by candlelight in Paris.
BUSY AND LAZY
MORE LATER
MORE LATER
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devil_bitch:
I could do that. I will be out there anyway. DO you still have my cell #? Probably not. I will email it to you.
wynne:
WILFORD BRIMLEY!!! 
saturday i said goodbye to a couple of friends, at least for a while. it was a good night.
aaron and i went to the coalesce farewell show. it was fucking amazing. ive seen them before, but it was good to see jess playing with them again. holy hell they ripped shit up. im glad i took my camcorder! i saw Flimshaw there, dint get...
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aaron and i went to the coalesce farewell show. it was fucking amazing. ive seen them before, but it was good to see jess playing with them again. holy hell they ripped shit up. im glad i took my camcorder! i saw Flimshaw there, dint get...
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genevieve:
thank you...but 'm getting to the good news soon...
genevieve:
strange how this has ultimately changed me for the better...we are truly blessed...
stay strong...i know what your going through....sucks .....try and focus on the positive instead of the negitive....easier said than done