So yesterday I woke up at 5 am and drove to Tahoe and snowboarded all day. That fucking ruled! At one point at was on top of the fucking world looking over a lake and a bunch of trees, and snow and my phone rang... Ha. At that moment I realized that my life couldn't get much better than that. Then I came home, my brother bought me sushi and I went bowling and totally killed it.
Then I went out to dounuts at Midnight with my friend Geneveve.
I awoke this morning missing my ex-girlie and very sad that I couldn't share any of that with her.
Why is it that we can be in these relationships that have emotionally drained us to the point that we might as well be walking denizens... and then when they are gone all the emotions come back ten fold and are surrounded with the relationship that just ended? All you can think of is the good things and all the bad things are mysterously gone.. you know they were there... but they just dissapeared, where did they go?
I'm going to cry now!
Then I went out to dounuts at Midnight with my friend Geneveve.
I awoke this morning missing my ex-girlie and very sad that I couldn't share any of that with her.
Why is it that we can be in these relationships that have emotionally drained us to the point that we might as well be walking denizens... and then when they are gone all the emotions come back ten fold and are surrounded with the relationship that just ended? All you can think of is the good things and all the bad things are mysterously gone.. you know they were there... but they just dissapeared, where did they go?
I'm going to cry now!
omg i just seriously teared up. i'm so sorry you're having to go through this too