This is the 2nd week of school and I am hating the feeling that I'm already behind. Why does it seem like this every fucking semester?
I do my best to sit down and read and/or write, but I always end up on here talking to you guys. Oh well, it could be worse right?
So I'm thinking of applying to Grad school at NYU,...
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I do my best to sit down and read and/or write, but I always end up on here talking to you guys. Oh well, it could be worse right?
So I'm thinking of applying to Grad school at NYU,...
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School sucks, I'm over it. 
I'm about to start school again... Uh.
I love school, however this semester I'm taking 18 units and it's going to be crazy. I'm only doing this to myself because I want to graduate some day and I'm sick taking a couple of classes here and there. So I'm selling my house next year and I hope I will make enough money to pay for...
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I love school, however this semester I'm taking 18 units and it's going to be crazy. I'm only doing this to myself because I want to graduate some day and I'm sick taking a couple of classes here and there. So I'm selling my house next year and I hope I will make enough money to pay for...
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Does any one love me? I have all these friends and no one ever wants to talk. I think that is how it is when you are unavailable in a relationship every one wants to flirt and talk. But then your single and your girl friend isn't jealous about SG anymore, because she left, and no one talks.
Anyone out there... Testimonials? Haha
Anyone out there... Testimonials? Haha
doll_:
i left one.. and yet you want more...
timebomb0603:
Sorry sinatras_doll, your great. I just start to get bored when there is low action. You know?
I just got off of work and it is so fucking hot in Chico. Some times I really think I'm going to die.
I smoked a clove yesterday, and I haven't smoked for a year... bad, bad, and it made me so fucking sick. I had to lay down on my couch for an hour and watch McGyver, not so bad, but still.
Does anyone...
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I smoked a clove yesterday, and I haven't smoked for a year... bad, bad, and it made me so fucking sick. I had to lay down on my couch for an hour and watch McGyver, not so bad, but still.
Does anyone...
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doll_:
worth buying...
hate chico in the summer...
cloves remind me of when i was in high school, and all negative and brooding and complex... every time i smell one, the song 10;15 on a saturday night by the cure pops into my head.
flumes rock, there used to be a super rad and long one about 30 mins away from where i lived at one point..we used to drink pbr fohtys and float down to a great fishing hole.
ahhhh meeeeemories.
hate chico in the summer...
cloves remind me of when i was in high school, and all negative and brooding and complex... every time i smell one, the song 10;15 on a saturday night by the cure pops into my head.
flumes rock, there used to be a super rad and long one about 30 mins away from where i lived at one point..we used to drink pbr fohtys and float down to a great fishing hole.
ahhhh meeeeemories.
What the fuck are the testimonials all about? I would love to say that I live in LA and know a bunch of you guys on a real face to face level, but I dont. I live in BFE chico and I have absolutely no friends that are into SG. So maybe some of you guys can humor me and leave me an absolutely made...
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I hate that girls and guys don't speak the same language, I hate that some one always get hurt, I hate that I never feel satisfied, I hate that the grass always seems greener, I hate that things always change wheather were ready or not.
Can I get a fucking witness?
Can I get a fucking witness?
babylonthegreat:
Someone said it better:
Dont you ever wonder why, nothing ever seems to change
If it does its for the worse, seems its just a modern curse
Sometimes when I take a peek outside of my little cage,
Everyone looks so asleep, will they die before they wake
And, hey. . . dont you know? were just products of our time and hey . . .
What dya say? show me yours, Ill show you mine
Better dumb and happy than smart and without any friends
Better cute and better loud, better join up with the crowd
Keep up or be left behind, theres a dust storm in my mind
Seems I cant see straight these days, doesnt matter anyway
Hey . . . dont you know? were just products of our times and
Hey, what dya say? show me yours, Ill show you mine
Hey, what dya say? hey, what dya say? please dont ever -
Oh god, heres that question now. the one that makes me go insane
Id gladly tear my heart out if you never, never, never, never change
Do you want to change? do you want to change right now?
Do you want to change . . . I like my stupid life, just the way it is
And I wouldnt even change it for a thousand flying pigs
And I like you just the way you are, I like your face just the way it is
And I wouldnt even change it for a herd of screaming kids
And I like you just the way you are, I like you though you may not like me back
I would dazzle you with brilliance, if I only had the knack
cause I like you just the way you are, I like this life just the way it is
And the castles all around me, have been melting now for years
And it kills my brain to think of all the time I wasted here
All the efforts, sweat, and broken hearts, the screaming and the tears
And Im dreaming again . . . floating in a pool of mud
Try to get back where I was and I dont really care
Got a little talking to, by the mirror in my room, and I dont really care . . .
Whispering voices from the dead, come from underneath my bed
And I dont really care . . .
I like my stupid life just the way it is
And the chaos that surrounds me like a flock of screaming pigs
And it hurts my brain to think of all the stupid things Ive said
And if I could change the future I would change the past instead
And Im dreaming again . . . and Im dreaming again . . .
Baby - sometimes I worry about you
Sometimes youre so far away, tell me what to do
I say, baby . . . sometimes I worry about you
Sometimes I just cant believe everything you do
I say, baby . . . sometimes I worry about you
Every day I feel the same, dont you feel it too
I say, baby . . . sometimes I worry about me
Seems Im falling down a lot, in between the scenes
I say, baby . . . sometimes I worry about me
Getting harder all the time, harder now to see
I say, baby . . . sometimes I worry about me
Light another cigarette, have another dream
Its the same thing every day, nothing ever seems to change and I . . .
Do you really want to change?
Testaments and growing pains. tranquilizers for the soul.
Nothing ventured, nothing gained - evolutions cruelest joke
Why is everyone upset? I once knew but I forget. something happened,
Something strange, something it appears has changed
Hey . . . dont you know? were just products of our times
And hey, what dya say? show me yours, Ill show you mine
Hey, what dya say? hey, what dya say? please dont ever -
Oh god, heres that question now, the one that makes me go insane
Id gladly tear my heart out if you never, never, never, never change
Dont you ever wonder why, nothing ever seems to change
If it does its for the worse, seems its just a modern curse
Sometimes when I take a peek outside of my little cage,
Everyone looks so asleep, will they die before they wake
And, hey. . . dont you know? were just products of our time and hey . . .
What dya say? show me yours, Ill show you mine
Better dumb and happy than smart and without any friends
Better cute and better loud, better join up with the crowd
Keep up or be left behind, theres a dust storm in my mind
Seems I cant see straight these days, doesnt matter anyway
Hey . . . dont you know? were just products of our times and
Hey, what dya say? show me yours, Ill show you mine
Hey, what dya say? hey, what dya say? please dont ever -
Oh god, heres that question now. the one that makes me go insane
Id gladly tear my heart out if you never, never, never, never change
Do you want to change? do you want to change right now?
Do you want to change . . . I like my stupid life, just the way it is
And I wouldnt even change it for a thousand flying pigs
And I like you just the way you are, I like your face just the way it is
And I wouldnt even change it for a herd of screaming kids
And I like you just the way you are, I like you though you may not like me back
I would dazzle you with brilliance, if I only had the knack
cause I like you just the way you are, I like this life just the way it is
And the castles all around me, have been melting now for years
And it kills my brain to think of all the time I wasted here
All the efforts, sweat, and broken hearts, the screaming and the tears
And Im dreaming again . . . floating in a pool of mud
Try to get back where I was and I dont really care
Got a little talking to, by the mirror in my room, and I dont really care . . .
Whispering voices from the dead, come from underneath my bed
And I dont really care . . .
I like my stupid life just the way it is
And the chaos that surrounds me like a flock of screaming pigs
And it hurts my brain to think of all the stupid things Ive said
And if I could change the future I would change the past instead
And Im dreaming again . . . and Im dreaming again . . .
Baby - sometimes I worry about you
Sometimes youre so far away, tell me what to do
I say, baby . . . sometimes I worry about you
Sometimes I just cant believe everything you do
I say, baby . . . sometimes I worry about you
Every day I feel the same, dont you feel it too
I say, baby . . . sometimes I worry about me
Seems Im falling down a lot, in between the scenes
I say, baby . . . sometimes I worry about me
Getting harder all the time, harder now to see
I say, baby . . . sometimes I worry about me
Light another cigarette, have another dream
Its the same thing every day, nothing ever seems to change and I . . .
Do you really want to change?
Testaments and growing pains. tranquilizers for the soul.
Nothing ventured, nothing gained - evolutions cruelest joke
Why is everyone upset? I once knew but I forget. something happened,
Something strange, something it appears has changed
Hey . . . dont you know? were just products of our times
And hey, what dya say? show me yours, Ill show you mine
Hey, what dya say? hey, what dya say? please dont ever -
Oh god, heres that question now, the one that makes me go insane
Id gladly tear my heart out if you never, never, never, never change
violently:
yes you can.
timebomb0603:
Pics from my camera phone!
Alright here's the deal-
I'm totally still in love with my ex-girlie. However I hate this long distance shit and I broke it off because I was sure that was the only solution.
One thing is that she hated that I would come on here all the time, (hence that is why I canceled my account last time). So I have decided that I'm going...
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I'm totally still in love with my ex-girlie. However I hate this long distance shit and I broke it off because I was sure that was the only solution.
One thing is that she hated that I would come on here all the time, (hence that is why I canceled my account last time). So I have decided that I'm going...
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becca_____:
Good luck.
jillamin:
miss ya already!
So yesterday I woke up at 5 am and drove to Tahoe and snowboarded all day. That fucking ruled! At one point at was on top of the fucking world looking over a lake and a bunch of trees, and snow and my phone rang... Ha. At that moment I realized that my life couldn't get much better than that. Then I came home, my...
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violently:
"....and then when they are gone all the emotions come back ten fold and are surrounded with the relationship that just ended? All you can think of is the good things and all the bad things are mysterously gone.. you know they were there... but they just dissapeared, where did they go?"
omg i just seriously teared up. i'm so sorry you're having to go through this too
omg i just seriously teared up. i'm so sorry you're having to go through this too
violently:
holy shnikes, we have the same tattoo pretty much, that is bad ass 
Well it's friday again here in lovely Chico and for us Straight Edge muthafukas that means agood night to sit at home and study for midterms next week.
Why is my life so boreing yet so great at the same time. I do alot of really fun shit! I mean I spend about 40 days a year snowboarding and I don't even have to live...
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Why is my life so boreing yet so great at the same time. I do alot of really fun shit! I mean I spend about 40 days a year snowboarding and I don't even have to live...
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becca_____:
I don't think people on this site are really that easy to scare away. If it makes you feel any better, my weekend sucked too. I spent all friday night at work. And saturday night. So sitting at home would actually be a step up for me.
pixil:
Take better pics of yer scooter I can't tell what it is.I ride tha backseat on a R1!I like ones with out the plastic but my man hasn't had one without it all for years.It was a gikser with no plastic shit (so sexy).I know fuck all bout em' cept there fast.Post a real scary journal entry or a real one.None of this middle of the road shit.Kiddin (Rush is real fucking scary!)
So here is the full on down low.
First let me start by asking if anyone really reads this shit? if you are reading this, please just comment to tell me that I suck or to fuck off or something. I feel very lonely on here, help a brother out.
O.K. here is the heart and soul of this lonely kid.
For a long time,...
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First let me start by asking if anyone really reads this shit? if you are reading this, please just comment to tell me that I suck or to fuck off or something. I feel very lonely on here, help a brother out.
O.K. here is the heart and soul of this lonely kid.
For a long time,...
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jynx:
look man. it might seem all sad now but relationships are totaly overrated in the first place. i mean if you werent gonna marry this chick then what was the point.. personally casual sex with good friends is the only way to really go. 
becca_____:
Hey it was great talking to you last night. (Writing to you? Whatever.) Anyway, it's true, guys are really good at pulling out all the stops once in awhile. It almost makes it worse though sometimes, somehow.
taking a job as a meditation teacher's booking manager and going to grad school at NYU sounds wonderful, meaningful, and stressful. all at the same time. but i am sure you could find peace when you needed some.
come listen to the song i'm hosting on my page today. if you feel like it.
i don't think i know your peeps. i lived in SF for five years, but i have always meditated on my own, and although i go to many punk rock shows (and have seen the Swingin Utters at least ten times), i don't have a huge crew of punk rock friends. all my tattoofolk friends are from Goldfields, Everlasting, and One Shot in SF.
Where the hell is Lawrence? and why did you move there?
Good talkin to you and I'll try and keep you updated on my Grad Ap.
Lawrence is in Kansas. right next to Kansas City in the smack middle of this map.
i moved here to get out of california and see some other places. i like it here. it's very chill, cheap, and friendly.
i hope you do keep me updated on that grad ap. rock on studyboy.