UPDATE:
The universe is officially fucking me!!! Could someone please place a "KICK ME" sign on my back...at least with that done, I would feel slightly validated here...
The hubby leaves at 3 AM this morning to be at the job by 7 AM. He gets there to NO answer whatsoever about how long the job will last. Now, it's looking like it could be a few weeks to a few months (through November)...So! If it only last a few weeks, I CAN'T quit my job...and if it lasts a few months, i HAVE to quit my job, and pray for the best with scheduling and childcare for my son until I know what the FUCK to do here.
Can NO ONE give a straight fucking answer?! Change is EXTREMELY hard for me to begin with, and not even knowing what changes I have to make is driving out of my fucking skin!
And now I have to go to work: my first shift with my SM who is just getting back from vaca. My side of the store looks like a mess when it comes product, because we received TONS of shipment at the end of the week and in order to at least get it onto the floor, I just shoved it in places that I know will have to be changed. BUT! I was expressly told not to do tasks on weekends, (i.e. changing walls etc.) so she can blow me if she has an issue. The product was out so it could at LEAST be purchased, but I was NOT supposed to change any walls, sooooo if she has an attitude- i swear to god...fuck my two weeks, fuck her vacation...I honestly cannot take anymore bullshit right now. I'll change the floor as necessary now, with two days to get things in order before the DM comes for a visit on Thursday but...holy shit...
AGAIN! SOMEONE JUST TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK TO DO AND I'LL DO IT!!!!!! FML.
I hope YOU are all enjoying your day though...truly, I do...until later SGLand!
xoxo
TnT
oh and another BIG thank you to jimcurt99: looking at this makes me smile a little bit everyday
The universe is officially fucking me!!! Could someone please place a "KICK ME" sign on my back...at least with that done, I would feel slightly validated here...
The hubby leaves at 3 AM this morning to be at the job by 7 AM. He gets there to NO answer whatsoever about how long the job will last. Now, it's looking like it could be a few weeks to a few months (through November)...So! If it only last a few weeks, I CAN'T quit my job...and if it lasts a few months, i HAVE to quit my job, and pray for the best with scheduling and childcare for my son until I know what the FUCK to do here.
Can NO ONE give a straight fucking answer?! Change is EXTREMELY hard for me to begin with, and not even knowing what changes I have to make is driving out of my fucking skin!
And now I have to go to work: my first shift with my SM who is just getting back from vaca. My side of the store looks like a mess when it comes product, because we received TONS of shipment at the end of the week and in order to at least get it onto the floor, I just shoved it in places that I know will have to be changed. BUT! I was expressly told not to do tasks on weekends, (i.e. changing walls etc.) so she can blow me if she has an issue. The product was out so it could at LEAST be purchased, but I was NOT supposed to change any walls, sooooo if she has an attitude- i swear to god...fuck my two weeks, fuck her vacation...I honestly cannot take anymore bullshit right now. I'll change the floor as necessary now, with two days to get things in order before the DM comes for a visit on Thursday but...holy shit...
AGAIN! SOMEONE JUST TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK TO DO AND I'LL DO IT!!!!!! FML.
I hope YOU are all enjoying your day though...truly, I do...until later SGLand!
xoxo
TnT
oh and another BIG thank you to jimcurt99: looking at this makes me smile a little bit everyday
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My situation is very different, but I won't be seeing my bf for months either, so I can understand a little.