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This isn't for me but for a good man...

Spark

I always resented all the years, the hours, the
minutes I gave them as a working stiff, it
actually hurt my head, my insides, it made me
dizzy and a bit crazy-I couldnt understand the
murdering of my years
yet my fellow workers gave no signs of
agony, many of them even seemed satisfied...
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_luvthis_:
Miss you.... I hope you're well
cartman197:
Nooooooooo!!!!!!!!
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i would give up anything and everything to turn back the clock 3 months...

i am done fucking up... my life is my own and i am dying in this bed that i have made for myself...

what to do other than throw that bed out the fucking window and prove to myself and the ones i love that i can be a better person...
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takoon51:
Do you love smile
Always got faith in you
pappa69:
You can do it cos I have faith in you my freindwink
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Well...I got a job- part time, nights and weekends as an associate...pending a background check which will come back fine...

back in retail...not management for now but i'll probably move up when the other assistant relocates... anyway- right now, it will be sad to be away from my son but good to make money of my own again...i want a...
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brightredscream:
Congrats smile
skullgrid:
yes, congrats smile

hope it works out well smile
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What's a girl to do? My body is in so much pain- I've just been so stressed out and I literally feel like a twig about to snap. I need a massage, or a lobotomy...can't tell which...

Either way- I have so much to do and think about but I just want to stay in bed. My son is the only...
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brightredscream:
I know that feeling that you're talking about so well...it sucks
chefdaddy:
I always like to start turning my shit times around with a first bold step. Nothing huge sometimes it is just saying "OK I am going to get off my ass now" and sometimes that leads to other more productive things, sometimes it leads o sitting back down but change follows doing. Obviously I do not know your specific situation but your sentiments ring in my ears like echoes of my dark times past. Keep your head up.
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Well, I am staying in New York with my son...sometimes life hits you right in the fucking face...
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anti_:
o.O
only1doc:
this dont sound good darlin. and I was looking forward to having you down here by me.
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treethingblue:
Here's hoping yours is truly awesome, too!!! Oh, and fun pics, too...the dream catcher one cracked me up. biggrin
gaylordy:
love patton and the dreamcatcher for pussy nightmares biggrin

made me smile
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my account expires in 2 days and I'm not sure if i should renew...something tells me my Hopeful days have come to an end... frown
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chefdaddy:
grim news I would hate to see you go.
cartman197:
A true disappointment if you go!!frown
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mitikafe:
cuuute!
takoon51:
It goes well with you
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longlostsapper:
You can always text me, oh and love the tub picture
takoon51:
Random blogs make for days of good thinking thank you biggrin
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chefdaddy:
awesome
only1doc:
this just made my day darlin
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chefdaddy:
Great assortment of random things.
brightredscream:
I ♥ The Creepshow, they're local smile
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pax_:
Prrrrreeeeeeettttyyyyyyyy love
lith:
awesome eyes <3love