i'm such a mean, horrible person. well, not really, but i sure do feel like one....
i made a lady cry today. it really wasn't my fault and i've felt like a complete cunt all day for it though.
you see, one of our regular customers was pregnant and i haven't seen her in a month or two. she came in today and when she was done talking to my boss i smiled and asked "weren't you pregnant?" oh fucking shit.
she said she had lost the baby. i cringed and said all of the things i was feeling, that i was really sorry for her and sorry for asking, asked how she was doing....she seemed fine. but then i noticed out of the corner of my eye that she was crying. so i gave her a bunch of napkins.....the whole thing made me cry. i felt so bad. so i had to go in back for a minute, because i felt so mean and i was crying. when i came back out she said she was sorry to me, which was so unnecessary. i couldn't hear what her and my boss had been talking about, so i didn't know that she had already told him. anyways, i don't think i've ever felt so bad in my life.
she was seven months along when she lost it. that's a real fucking baby. i came out at seven. not that losing a baby at any stage is an easy thing, but fucking shit...seven??
i can't even begin to put down my own fears about not being able to have children. i think to lose a child has got to be the worst fucking thing ever.
i think i need to stop now. the only real good thing to come out of today was getting to come home early and finding out that modest mouse is coming with the shins. anybody want to come with me? it's not for a month or so....think about it and let me know. it's the fucking shins! and modest mouse. yay!
dirty dancing is in 4 1/2 hours. bring your dancing shoes. i plan on dancing the blues away. (i'm not really sad, just a bit bummed for the super sweet customer)
i made a lady cry today. it really wasn't my fault and i've felt like a complete cunt all day for it though.
you see, one of our regular customers was pregnant and i haven't seen her in a month or two. she came in today and when she was done talking to my boss i smiled and asked "weren't you pregnant?" oh fucking shit.
she said she had lost the baby. i cringed and said all of the things i was feeling, that i was really sorry for her and sorry for asking, asked how she was doing....she seemed fine. but then i noticed out of the corner of my eye that she was crying. so i gave her a bunch of napkins.....the whole thing made me cry. i felt so bad. so i had to go in back for a minute, because i felt so mean and i was crying. when i came back out she said she was sorry to me, which was so unnecessary. i couldn't hear what her and my boss had been talking about, so i didn't know that she had already told him. anyways, i don't think i've ever felt so bad in my life.
she was seven months along when she lost it. that's a real fucking baby. i came out at seven. not that losing a baby at any stage is an easy thing, but fucking shit...seven??
i can't even begin to put down my own fears about not being able to have children. i think to lose a child has got to be the worst fucking thing ever.
i think i need to stop now. the only real good thing to come out of today was getting to come home early and finding out that modest mouse is coming with the shins. anybody want to come with me? it's not for a month or so....think about it and let me know. it's the fucking shins! and modest mouse. yay!
dirty dancing is in 4 1/2 hours. bring your dancing shoes. i plan on dancing the blues away. (i'm not really sad, just a bit bummed for the super sweet customer)
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