THE GIRL - by telesis or kyle.
I have fell for this poor girl in a way i don't know that i'm ready for. all i really wanted was a good friendship but things have gone far beyond that already. sometimes i begin to wonder if i'm afraid to be left alone for any length of time!?!
(updated - because i'm a drunken mess by...
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I have fell for this poor girl in a way i don't know that i'm ready for. all i really wanted was a good friendship but things have gone far beyond that already. sometimes i begin to wonder if i'm afraid to be left alone for any length of time!?!
(updated - because i'm a drunken mess by...
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i'm here and i'm board. i've spent the entire day drinking semi-warm beer in the sun and laughing - overall i feel pretty good. i hope everyones weekend was exciting. i have nothing interesting to say right now... so i'll just quit while i'm ahead.
cheers.
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Cheech - you bugger! i was having a bad day... and all you can do is critique my...
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cheers.
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thepromdate:
just tell us what's happening with the girl....and then i might leave you alone.
reptar:
Yeah, we want to know about the girl.
it's early monday morning and we've just finished recording. what a weekend - i'm exhausted. I can't wait to get home tonight, so I can just go back to bed! I hope everyone had a solid weekend. our weather has been absolute shit for a couple of weeks now, and I find it's really beginning to effect my overall mood. I've been finding myself unbelievably...
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greenxxghostie:
TELESIS?!! HELLO?!! aren't you in toronto? i am watching the news since i dunno when and that power out is freaking crazy! i mean, just watching the pictures from up and down the east coast- it is quite surreal...the guys i'm hanging out with have forced me to let them watch something else so i am looking around the net to find live or updated info- but i hope if yu are in toronto or anywhere affected in that area that you're doin' okay....and that you got home okay... if you live there...
i understand alot about the friend possibly having anxiety issues...both because of personal experience and friend's experiences-and how usually someone (or myself) can get through tough tuff shit but sometimes get consumed into the whole cycle..and i definately know about not wanting to go to doctors who will just hand you drugs- prozac, wellbutrion, zoloft, dinomiatiazin (okay okay, i made that one up, but it sounds like kind of a fun drug to take) the whole rainbow- when i was younger i had problems with taking something that i did'nt know was going to do to my head but if your friend can find one that works-and i know how frusterating that hunt can be when you keep having to try different stuff- but if it is a chemical problem, well, it might be worth doing. the selective seratonin reuptake inhibitors (ssri's) have had the best effect on me- mainly zoloft and paxil-just in terms of keeping your thaughts from cycling and mitigating whatever little chemical mechanism is making your brain function like that (have you seen that zoloft commercial with the sad little bean-like creature bouncing along, all sad and sighing to himself- and then they sshow those little diagrams of i dunno, your syntaxes connecting with those dots going back and forth-well anyways it always makes me kind of smile when the sad little floating bean-type guy is all happy at the end of the commercial like, boucing along and this little bird comes along and is all happy that he is happy-er...anyways, your buddy's definately not alone, anxiety sucks but it does put hair on your chest....now i'm getting all sucked into this show the boys are watching about airplanes-so hey, if you are stuck in the dark- i'm sending the white light over!!
i understand alot about the friend possibly having anxiety issues...both because of personal experience and friend's experiences-and how usually someone (or myself) can get through tough tuff shit but sometimes get consumed into the whole cycle..and i definately know about not wanting to go to doctors who will just hand you drugs- prozac, wellbutrion, zoloft, dinomiatiazin (okay okay, i made that one up, but it sounds like kind of a fun drug to take) the whole rainbow- when i was younger i had problems with taking something that i did'nt know was going to do to my head but if your friend can find one that works-and i know how frusterating that hunt can be when you keep having to try different stuff- but if it is a chemical problem, well, it might be worth doing. the selective seratonin reuptake inhibitors (ssri's) have had the best effect on me- mainly zoloft and paxil-just in terms of keeping your thaughts from cycling and mitigating whatever little chemical mechanism is making your brain function like that (have you seen that zoloft commercial with the sad little bean-like creature bouncing along, all sad and sighing to himself- and then they sshow those little diagrams of i dunno, your syntaxes connecting with those dots going back and forth-well anyways it always makes me kind of smile when the sad little floating bean-type guy is all happy at the end of the commercial like, boucing along and this little bird comes along and is all happy that he is happy-er...anyways, your buddy's definately not alone, anxiety sucks but it does put hair on your chest....now i'm getting all sucked into this show the boys are watching about airplanes-so hey, if you are stuck in the dark- i'm sending the white light over!!
cheech:
I also am hoping you're doing well post-blackout...and, purely by coincidence, I'm right now listening to "City of Tiny Lights"...
The girl situation has began to rise to a new level. I think I'm beginning to fall? I have just picked up a demo off her at work, and she literally has an absolutely beautiful voice. She writes, plays and sings all her own songs. I don't know what to say!?! I really am speechless. I will see her again Tuesday night. I'll have to...
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cheech:
Careful using the term "hook up"; the kids are using it to mean hanky-panky nowadays. 
djbq:
life continues and is lifelike.
beauty even in pain.
you're wise
beauty even in pain.
you're wise
I meet a really cool girl last Thursday night! I have now left it almost three full days. I hope she still takes my call. I have to confess when I meet here I was not totally into her physically, but once I spoke with her I was blown away! She is a very intimidating girl, and I think she might also be a better...
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djbq:
hi, i'm here.
at the bottom of a very deep, dark hole.
to quote the wise one, chief wiggum, "dig up, stupid!"
i'll try
at the bottom of a very deep, dark hole.
to quote the wise one, chief wiggum, "dig up, stupid!"
i'll try
cheech:
I think personality makes anyone sexier, just as good looks added with idiocy equals useless waste of time.
This has been a very stressful week! It all began with a planned trip to New York taking a turn for the worst. My boss made a surprise trip in to work from his 3 week vacation yesterday afternoon, and informed me that I couldn't have my requested time off. I had planned to leave for New York Wednesday night after work and return sometime...
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thepromdate:
bitch, you don't know nothing about hard core! hehe.
that really sucks about your jeep. and it really really sucks about new york. i love new york. i adore new york. if i could, i'd be there now. and you know, i always say not to worry, that things will work out and for the most part, i believe it, but i still think i'm the world's biggest worry wort. i overthink and overthink and worry myself sick.
oh, and i'm watching harold and maude as we speak. well, i pushed pause, but it'll be back on in a sec.
that really sucks about your jeep. and it really really sucks about new york. i love new york. i adore new york. if i could, i'd be there now. and you know, i always say not to worry, that things will work out and for the most part, i believe it, but i still think i'm the world's biggest worry wort. i overthink and overthink and worry myself sick.
oh, and i'm watching harold and maude as we speak. well, i pushed pause, but it'll be back on in a sec.
reptar:
Good luck with the recording. Where is this place you get arcade games for a case of beer?
I'm selling my car at the moment cause I couldn't deal with the old car troubles any more. There was a nasty sound in the gearbox the whole two years I owned it but it never exploded or anything.
I'm selling my car at the moment cause I couldn't deal with the old car troubles any more. There was a nasty sound in the gearbox the whole two years I owned it but it never exploded or anything.
I've just starting reading this new book called "The power of now" by Eckhart Tolle. I guess you could call it some sort of "spiritual enlightenment" book?
Apparently this author had an absolute epiphany one night after waking from a bad dream. From that point on he took the next two years of his life to try and understand what it means to live life...
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Apparently this author had an absolute epiphany one night after waking from a bad dream. From that point on he took the next two years of his life to try and understand what it means to live life...
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reptar:
I once saw two people sitting across from one another reading the celestine prophecy *spooky*
What is a hoser anyway? We don't have that word here.
What is a hoser anyway? We don't have that word here.
roxasmattsurban:
Great book. Im on his book A New Earth.
I haven't yet called "the girl" or should I say "woman" Hee! Anyway, tonight I'm going to Toronto to see the infamous Squarepusher! I'm really excited and have waited a long time to see this show. I wish I maybe had some SG friends in the Toronto area? I'll have to work on that. I have to go down a little early and try to...
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cheech:
Glanced at Bob & Doug Mackenzie items on Amazon yesterday; I'm gonna try to use "hoser" more in the upcoming weeks. I hadn't heard the Squarepusher; I always thought the name was a reference to selling blotter tabs of drugs...?
evel:
hhhmmmm....the girl, huh? just who might that be?
My new jeep has been an absolute blast! Top off, doors down, all around fun. I will post a picture up right now. It still pisses me off when I think about that rad truck I passed up.
I was out at my cousins wedding last night and had a really good time. I meet a really sweet and young looking girl there. I thought...
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I was out at my cousins wedding last night and had a really good time. I meet a really sweet and young looking girl there. I thought...
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apathy_activist:
age is nothing. do it. if it's an issue, you'll know soon enough. if it's not, rock on.
don't ever worry about the fucking langauge, man. ever.
don't ever worry about the fucking langauge, man. ever.
starsandsmokes:
... if you don't call her i'll track you down & put a foot in your ass...
The Jeep has arrived and I'm really excited - very Rock and Roll! I will post some pictures when I get a chance. It has a 5.0 liter mustang engine and smells like it's leaking gas all the time. I love it.
I watched an older drama last night called "My fist mister" This movie has a lot of twists and turns, I was really...
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I watched an older drama last night called "My fist mister" This movie has a lot of twists and turns, I was really...
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telesis:
Ha - sounds like some sort of S&M title! It's really suppose to be first. Our Queenie will probably like that!
starsandsmokes:
... my fist missed her...
but only for the moment.
don't question, just enjoy it.
repeat with me, don't question.....i'm being serious here. if it doesn't work out, it doesn't work out. and that's ok. 'cause you'r enot supposed to marry every cute gir that comes trotting along. but you can have fun in the meantime. and that's ok, too.
goodnight mr. telesis.