To say this was a fucking weird Christmas would be an understatement. It's not as if I went looking for problems but problems found me.
For starters, I had an honest to God meltdown in front of my parents. As a thirty year old man, who is the first born on both sides of the family (and as a grandkid, too), that's incredibly hard to...
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For starters, I had an honest to God meltdown in front of my parents. As a thirty year old man, who is the first born on both sides of the family (and as a grandkid, too), that's incredibly hard to...
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I have to preface this journal entry with a disclaimer that while I don't necessarily condone the actions of the people involved, the mental imagery is far too outlandish and plain fucking funny that I make no bones about my personal amusement.
That being said, this is a blog of one Tucker Max, sent to me by a friend. My only editorial note is...
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That being said, this is a blog of one Tucker Max, sent to me by a friend. My only editorial note is...
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bijoux:
i'm so glad you enjoyed the lowenbrau, and that we got to hang out!!!
we must definitely plan something else soon.
we must definitely plan something else soon.
koleeta:
oh my god. that story seems too foul to be funny...yet it is.
Whoah.... I kinda fell off the face of the earth for a minute, there. My last entry was on my birthday? A lot has changed since then.
After my birthday I went through a period of days where I suddenly started experiencing these debilitating panic attacks out of nowhere. I mean seriously gut-wrenching, I'm-really-gonna-die bouts of intense fear. I've had the occassional panic attack in...
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After my birthday I went through a period of days where I suddenly started experiencing these debilitating panic attacks out of nowhere. I mean seriously gut-wrenching, I'm-really-gonna-die bouts of intense fear. I've had the occassional panic attack in...
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ponette:
funny. dc seems to be popping up as an option for many people these days.
best of luck with the interview!
best of luck with the interview!
justlittleolme:
maybe we're the same person. i've been going through it too. doctors... meds... therapy. i just got this CD called 'feel the fear and do it anyway'. sounds kinda hokie, but i fucking swear by it. i listen to it in the car when i'm driving and it totally helps. please buy it.
my doc also told me that at this time, CHANGE IS BAD! not saying that a career change can't be positive, but it could increase anxiety.
i barely know you, but i'm here if you need to talk. i totally get it.
my doc also told me that at this time, CHANGE IS BAD! not saying that a career change can't be positive, but it could increase anxiety.
i barely know you, but i'm here if you need to talk. i totally get it.
I'm 30! 
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justlittleolme:
happy belated. 30??? there's nothin wrong with that!
ponette:
Hey! What happened to you?
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mtlqueen:
I wanna come over and cuddle with Chavez!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you so much for having us over last night, we had more than enough time to empty out the stupid water closet before it got too late.
Say 'allo to the girl!
Thank you so much for having us over last night, we had more than enough time to empty out the stupid water closet before it got too late.
Say 'allo to the girl!
bob_dobalina:
enter to win a free wet suit here
Why is it easier to update your own dating profile than it is to update your journal??
Anyhoo...
Yes, I'm still alive and I really owe a decent journal entry for a change. Unfortunately, I don't have one! But it'll be forthcoming this weekend.
Stay tuned...
Anyhoo...
Yes, I'm still alive and I really owe a decent journal entry for a change. Unfortunately, I don't have one! But it'll be forthcoming this weekend.
Stay tuned...
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ponette:
Well said.
I hate to say this but your comment made me think of that old Tiffany song:
Could've so beautiful. Would've been so right. Er, something like that.
The firm is JUDD. There are no guarantees, so I'm still looking.
You think you have pressure to impress? I'm the youngest of three kids, female and I have produced no grandchildren! My mother and father don't care so much about my career. They're worried my ovaries will dry up and never fail to remind me!
I hate to say this but your comment made me think of that old Tiffany song:
Could've so beautiful. Would've been so right. Er, something like that.
The firm is JUDD. There are no guarantees, so I'm still looking.
You think you have pressure to impress? I'm the youngest of three kids, female and I have produced no grandchildren! My mother and father don't care so much about my career. They're worried my ovaries will dry up and never fail to remind me!
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ponette:
Live from my kitchen:
The Jesus Night-light.
Lesson number one from Jesus? 33 years is long enough.
You have three more to go. Good luck!
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The Jesus Night-light.
Lesson number one from Jesus? 33 years is long enough.
You have three more to go. Good luck!
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cain:
Awww, thank you.
Amazingly, in the span of two days, both shows I'm working on have gone away. What that means for me and my employment remains to be seen. I have a good feeling, however, that my company intends to keep me employed. Which would be fantastic, especially with the holidays approaching.
In just another three weeks, on Thanksgiving day, I'll be turning 30 years old. I...
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justlittleolme:
glad your girl is doing ok.
i joined a gym a few months ago because i thought it would help with my "situation", but i can't seem to get myself to go in by myself.
my new years res is to quit smoking (once again) and i hope to put in more gym time them.
i joined a gym a few months ago because i thought it would help with my "situation", but i can't seem to get myself to go in by myself.
my new years res is to quit smoking (once again) and i hope to put in more gym time them.
trilobyte:
Very glad to hear she's alright.
Psst - your 30's are just like your 20's, except you know more stuff. You know the phrase "if I knew then what I know now..." - well, it's a lot like that. Old enough to know better, young enough not to care.
I wish you well on the job front. I've got to get mine whipped into shape and fast. This job just gets worse and worse...
odi omnes
Psst - your 30's are just like your 20's, except you know more stuff. You know the phrase "if I knew then what I know now..." - well, it's a lot like that. Old enough to know better, young enough not to care.
I wish you well on the job front. I've got to get mine whipped into shape and fast. This job just gets worse and worse...
odi omnes
And with that, the sun now sets and hour later. Here's to looking forward to daylight savings time again!
I was privileged enough this weekend to watch a flick called "A Boy and His Dog, a post-apocalyptic tale of sex, violence, lawlessness and a telepathic pooch. Shot in 1975 and starring a (very) young Don Johnson, the story follows Vic, a wasteland scavenger who scraps...
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I was privileged enough this weekend to watch a flick called "A Boy and His Dog, a post-apocalyptic tale of sex, violence, lawlessness and a telepathic pooch. Shot in 1975 and starring a (very) young Don Johnson, the story follows Vic, a wasteland scavenger who scraps...
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bob_dobalina:
the doctor is IN
p.s. i hope erin is alright
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p.s. i hope erin is alright
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It's been a long time since i have really wanted to be with my family and spend any time at my parent's house (where i grew up) and I really enjoyed being around them this year, even if i did get anncy after a few days to come back to toronto, it's still a big deal to me....I haven't felt "at home" around my parents in ages, so i can kinda relate to how it must have felt to talk to your brother. Sometimes it's hard to admit that family is important to you especially if things have been in a less than perfect state for a while...
...and i resurected the most excellent red winter jackect from my mom's closet ever!!! It makes me hot when i put it on!! My dad gave it to my mom when they were first together...awe, it even has history....and it makes me feel good to wear it
say hi to your gorgeous girlfriend for me eh!!
you still have my dads info. he may not be in LA now.. but he's always on his way back. and if you're still looking, you know how to contact me and him
take care
jackie