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Many, many apologies for being such a delinquent blog buddy. But, as some of you already know, my girlfriend and I are in the process of breaking up. The past week has been filled with such emotional turmoil that I don't even know where to begin describing this experience. Life as I knew it is now gone, and it's time to begin a new chapter...
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girlblue:
I'm sorry you have to experience the turmoil, I went through something similar last year. Keep your chin up though, this is where life really starts to rock even though it doesn't feel like it yet. You can have whatever in life makes you happy startinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng....now.
girlblue:
Like I said, you can have whatever in life makes you happy starting now. smile

p.s. you're welcome, and I'm sure we will!


[Edited on Mar 02, 2005 10:30PM]
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And there I was on Saturday, bobbing up and down on a long, hollow piece of fiberglass, sitting literally on the edge of the Pacific Ocean. This is when I realized I really was living in paradise.

I complain far more than I should. Justlittleolme gave me a CD recently to help curb our mutual anxiety problems. One of the stories from the CD that...
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ponette:
My Plan? My plan is to see you!
bijoux:
YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
kiss kiss
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About 3 months ago some motherfuckers stole my car stereo. I'm now in the process of getting my interior fixed up and replacing the stereo but my dilemma is that the wiring was all ripped out.

Does anybody have recommendations on how best to connect fucked up wiring to a new stereo wiring harness? I have the electrical schematics to my car but am a...
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doctashock:
I wish I knew how to help you out with that. If I did maybe I could've wired up my own stereo when I still had my car.
elfin:
I wired up my own stereo in my car when I got it back in 2000 with the help of my best friend.

To this day, I have to remove the faceplace when I turn off the car or else it drains the battery. I am not the person to ask. hehe. Take it to the installer place.
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It looks like the relationship with my girlfriend of nearly five years may be coming to a close.

I've felt for some time that we were drawing apart but it's finally reaching an apex. I love her immensely as she's my best friend and confidant, but it might not be enough. Love is complicated that way.

I wish I had much better things to write...
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b57913:
I met you at the filmmakers event, and thought I'd say hello. It's doubtful I'll be back to LA anytime soon, but it's nice to put real faces to peoples journals.

So Hello! I really hope things get better for you and your girlfriend.
atomrobenz:
It was great meeting you the other night. sorry about all of the bullshit you're going through though. i know how it is. Four year relationship, year long breakup for me. I'm still not completely over it. There is no other pain like it. But there is a light at the end of the tunnel, and remember... "Bitches aint nuthin but ho's and tricks" Mr. TOO
Short, 89' Just kidding biggrin
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It finally stopped fucking raining!!

I love getting any precipitation but Los Angeles was becoming ridiculous. The first day, drivers were freaked out and slowed down like they should. By day three everybody thinks they're an expert and starts hitting the freeways at 80 miles per hour in a downpour. And I've never seen so many potholes over all of the surface streets. These storms...
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bijoux:
i think we will be using that coupon after all!

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surlyclown:
It was great meeting you last night. Hope to do it again soon.
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Happy new year, everybody! I hope yall are still alive from whatever debauchery you may have wreaked upon your poor, hapless bodies. Despite prior plans to be in Santa Cruz, me and the ladyfriend decided to stay local and remain low key, which suited us just fine. Ive experienced some pretty insane New Years parties so I dont mind missing a year.

The interview in...
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ponette:
Inherited the guitar from my gran's husband. smile I believe he got it from his dad.
I was thinking of selling it. But since I got a raise yesterday, I'm now having it shipped to me out here in Cali. Whoo-hoo!

Ya know what? We should get some kawfee next time I'm in your area.
st_eve_bc:
dude nice anime choices

I have haku on my left arm

cool
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To say this was a fucking weird Christmas would be an understatement. It's not as if I went looking for problems but problems found me.

For starters, I had an honest to God meltdown in front of my parents. As a thirty year old man, who is the first born on both sides of the family (and as a grandkid, too), that's incredibly hard to...
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ehme:
I am SO GLAD i got to meet you and erin whilst i was in LA, and to have made some new friends who are "kick ass" is very exciting... I had such a good time haging out with you guys, and i can't wait to come back....I hope you are still there....but i wish you good luck for the job interview too.

It's been a long time since i have really wanted to be with my family and spend any time at my parent's house (where i grew up) and I really enjoyed being around them this year, even if i did get anncy after a few days to come back to toronto, it's still a big deal to me....I haven't felt "at home" around my parents in ages, so i can kinda relate to how it must have felt to talk to your brother. Sometimes it's hard to admit that family is important to you especially if things have been in a less than perfect state for a while...

...and i resurected the most excellent red winter jackect from my mom's closet ever!!! It makes me hot when i put it on!! My dad gave it to my mom when they were first together...awe, it even has history....and it makes me feel good to wear itbiggrin

say hi to your gorgeous girlfriend for me eh!! smile biggrin smile
user8935778:
hey dood. hope the interview went well.
you still have my dads info. he may not be in LA now.. but he's always on his way back. and if you're still looking, you know how to contact me and him
take care
jackie
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I have to preface this journal entry with a disclaimer that while I don't necessarily condone the actions of the people involved, the mental imagery is far too outlandish and plain fucking funny that I make no bones about my personal amusement.

That being said, this is a blog of one Tucker Max, sent to me by a friend. My only editorial note is...
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bijoux:
i'm so glad you enjoyed the lowenbrau, and that we got to hang out!!!
we must definitely plan something else soon.
koleeta:
oh my god. that story seems too foul to be funny...yet it is.
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Whoah.... I kinda fell off the face of the earth for a minute, there. My last entry was on my birthday? A lot has changed since then.

After my birthday I went through a period of days where I suddenly started experiencing these debilitating panic attacks out of nowhere. I mean seriously gut-wrenching, I'm-really-gonna-die bouts of intense fear. I've had the occassional panic attack in...
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ponette:
funny. dc seems to be popping up as an option for many people these days.

best of luck with the interview!
justlittleolme:
maybe we're the same person. i've been going through it too. doctors... meds... therapy. i just got this CD called 'feel the fear and do it anyway'. sounds kinda hokie, but i fucking swear by it. i listen to it in the car when i'm driving and it totally helps. please buy it.
my doc also told me that at this time, CHANGE IS BAD! not saying that a career change can't be positive, but it could increase anxiety.
i barely know you, but i'm here if you need to talk. i totally get it.
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I'm 30! biggrin
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justlittleolme:
happy belated. 30??? there's nothin wrong with that!
ponette:
Hey! What happened to you?
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EL SUICIDO LOCO
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mtlqueen:
I wanna come over and cuddle with Chavez!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you so much for having us over last night, we had more than enough time to empty out the stupid water closet before it got too late.
Say 'allo to the girl! kiss
bob_dobalina:
enter to win a free wet suit here
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Why is it easier to update your own dating profile than it is to update your journal??

Anyhoo...


Yes, I'm still alive and I really owe a decent journal entry for a change. Unfortunately, I don't have one! But it'll be forthcoming this weekend.

Stay tuned...