Tuesday

9

I got the rose tattoo done
I was in a psychiatric hospital for few weeks
I live in complete uncertainty of future
The power supply only works for several hours a day

Still trying to smile sometimes. Also I think about new piercings and more tattoos of course

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sorcerer333:
Hang in there. I’ve been hospitalized myself. I get it. A bunch of us here sympathize with your plight, should you need to vent to people that understand what you’re going through to a degree.
dallassharp:
Huge hugs darlin

Loyalfans

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This Valentine's Day I registered an account at Loyalfans. It will be a page about my fetishist's and kinkster's life.
I still plan to register an onlyfans page with explicit cosplay videos as I promised before, but I haven't done it yet.
If you would be interested in taking a look at my loyalfans page (and perhaps buying some of my short fetish or porn...
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I registered a Loyalfans page!

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Morning guys.
I finally registered a page on another platform allowing more explicit content, but I'll tell about it in my next post.
The problem is I feel like I'm a little too old to be an SG model (I'm almost 33, and life in wartime is really very... aging) and I'm going to give way to someone younger (I'll introduce you soon) and move...
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lawrence76:
😋😋🍑😋😋😋!!🤘🏼🤘🏼
siltpotato:
Everything eventually boils down to giving in or not. I understand that it is difficult, and with what's going on around you even more so. You can focus on the sad things or focus on the positive things. I think that what you showed us here the last two years was pretty impressive - the 'young you' is very much still present.

Saturday

30

I've found that I'm too shy to DM, but making posts is easy for me.
I was asked what I'm reading now. Actually I’m simultaneously
1) re-reading Harry Potter (currently the second book; it was necessary for making my HP-themed photo shoot, and then I decided to finish what I started)
2) reading the acclaimed series of novels by Sarah Maas
3) OF COURSE, traditionally...
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littlejohn22:
Sounds like some good reads

Friday

7

Strange weather (like +19°C, but windy and cold), strange mood (so changeable and unstable).
It seems that my Halloween party will be canceled (and I'm glad about it) and I'm going to celebrate Samhain outdoors.
Yesterday I missed my psychotherapy session just to go eat at McDonald's. I'm ashamed, but it was too magnetic

littlejohn22:
It can draw you in eh, I hope you rescheduled. Have a great weekend
robertbluesman:
I get the “McDonald’s Flu” often 😆

Sunday

10
Idk how many of you knew about this, but I live in a house that was originally created for BDSM parties. There is a special black bedroom with a BDSM bed, suspension points, rings and chains in the ceiling in various places throughout the house, a large fetish wardrobe, a huge bathtub for three people... lots of stuff.
The reality is it's unlikely that there...
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littlejohn22:
Sounds like a great place for photo shoots
robertbluesman:
Ooo… how do we get an invitation? 🖤

Tuesday

7

Guess what? I'm going to start a free onlyfans or another platform like onlyfans specifically for my SG subscribers, and I was wondering if anyone could help me with content ideas? I don’t even understand what would be most interesting for me to do, so I'll let you decide. I mean, it should be something explicit and naughty, but I don’t understand what kind of...
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bobrosspanda:
That sounds great, I would love more naughty stuff!
littlejohn22:
You doing some super hero cosplay would be awesome and Heels and lingerie is always a win

Tuesday

25

Okay, last night I drank enough to feel filled with inspiration to fix everything this morning.

First of all, I want to say something about SG: I want to livestream every day (excluding Thursday, on Thursdays I have psychotherapy sessions), also I want to make a SG photoshoot for my close friend (and stream together) and finally really join in community (and never feel friendless
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babel:
Nice photo :)
zebulingod:
Yay!

Sunday

6
Meanwhile, I'm severely depressed.
I look old and I feel old.
I'm extremely tired of war. A few days ago I woke up to the sound of explosions so loud I was almost surprised my windows were still there. However, I didn’t care and went back to sleep.
Today I washed my hair for the first time in almost a week. I was planning on...
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zebulingod:
*hugs*
jozsef:
I think you figured this out since Sunday, but the war is insane and all you or I can do is say to these "leaders," please stop this. I live in the west and our governments are filled with assholes and sociopaths. It's sad but we just have to get through it.
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