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goodbye everybody!!!
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zenntheart0103:
you're name was ona birthday list, and i always like to wish people happy birthday. SO, there it is. - HAPPY BIRTHDAY! But even moreso, i was completely blown away by the first two paintings in your pictures. They're amazing! Really nice color scheme/ flow to them. Very pensive feel. I assume you work as an artist? eeek
zenntheart0103:
hmm.. (sheepishly looking at your profile). suicide girls seems to be a few months off on that birthday thing. Glad i got to see your work though, good stuff. smile
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you see what you think is cool and you mold yourself into it to fot the bill, to fit an external image of what you could be. you make the appearance of that thing. you walk down the street and see all those people in their images of what they could be, looking so intimidating, looking like so much. things they say they like strewned...
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asvetic:
I'm Home, I'll send you an email. Thank you for a wonderful time in Vancouver. You are the greatest!

love
asvetic:
Another day and your still alive in the world of SG... I miss you. wink
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I am wry. I am today. I write the future with my body and my words. You can reach me, but only with long arms. Stand apart to become an object of desire. So far that you want it more. In a glass case. You want me. to be in my skin. See what I see. Be what I am. Touch me but I am...
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reacher:
Very eloquent. I tend to throw the fragments away. whatever
longtimecoming:
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i am addicted to tigers milk bars. its kind of funny because at one point i was going to name my company tigers milk, it of course never came to fruition but then it appears there is a company called tigers milk already...oh well.
someone once wrote that i was a discount bin full of fine pantaloons and jerseys, at first i was unsure how...
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So it is time to move on, im going to change my ticket and i am going back to bc for a little while and try to save money before going to...san fracisco!! it sounds like an amazing place.
If anyone knows of a cool job somewhere or a place to stay please do let me know.
I know it sounds wierd but i am...
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sacred:
i did go to hairdressing school in kelowna... it was worth it, but now schools are WAY over priced so my advice to you would be to look in th epaper for salons who accept apprentices, and seeing that you are already cutting hair you'll get to work right away and make money... then all you do is write the test, get qualified and TAH DAH!!! fully licensed cosmotolgist!

and yeah maybe when beavis and butthead are down this way we'll get a chance to hook up maybe even get some of the other vanalites to emerge from the darkness... i work a lot though...kinda sucks!

oh well
take care
Luv Sinn
skull
starsandsmokes:
... it's a possibility, i wonder which one of us is beavis and which is butthead though....
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it is funny how your emotions can change at the drop of a hat. for the past while now i have been feeling like i needed to leave maui, but the past couple of days i have been thinking that i may want to try and stay. its like i just need t make a decision as to wether or not i want to try...
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quotidian:
I was in a similar position a year ago. And lo and behold, now I'm in New York.

Good luck with whatever you decide to do. And if you need a couch to crash on, look me up.
asvetic:
Hey you, long time no talk! Miss ya. Hope things are going well, I see your in a bit of a delimma, but then again you wouldn't be my Weeps if you weren't in a little pickle. I know you'll make the choice that lets you soar in a direction that makes you feel more and more complete. Good luck!
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life is so intense sometimes. i am overwhelmed. but it is in the best way possible.
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veganjihad:
god... no way... animals HATE me...
anarchist:
I'm underwhelmed... but I'm also tied to chair typing with my nose.
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today i said goodbye to my lover again. to the person who knows me best, who i wish i could share my very soul with. it seems our relationship has revolved around these hellos and goodbyes. it is not getting any easier, not in four years, maybe not ever. i feel like a blank sheet of paper. frown
asvetic:
I cry for you. frown
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i want to plant my feet in the earth and cover myself in tattoos and eat fish and swim the ocean and laugh fiercely at life. i want to dance to everything and be fearless, wear shells and bones, kiss everyone and walk away. i want to catch rain in bottles and swim naked in the blue blue sea that is in my very blood....
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asvetic:
hey where are you now? I miss You!!
lucky1336929:
i already breathed in the world. it smelled like feet. smile
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I have lost biju la...where the fuck is he?? disappeared into the vast spaces and tiny nooks that is mainland north america. distance is both beautiful and unbearable. after 4 years of this i should be used to it but i cant help but feel pangs of frustration at times. being on touch should not be this difficult...
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joblue:
hey, howya doin? Nice to meet someone else who's seen waydowntown! biggrin
asvetic:
oh no, I don't do mustaches, it's just whatever grows in with the beard!

thanks for writing, I miss you mucho! I hope everything is going well, it looks like Chris and I will be driving to Seattle or somewhere near there in Junish sometime. I'll keep you posted as I find out more.

talk to you soon.

Oh hey, did you ever get that email with the calling card in it? kiss
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mmmhmmm...well here i am. in maui, tanned yet broke. life is beautiful. today i am going to try and sell the two paintings that i have done since i have been here. i am also going to try and find a job and a new place to live. you cant work at a hostel forever. or can you? i dont want to in either case,...
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anemotis:
Hi there! You left me such a beautiful comment the other week:
"... my soul has begun to speak to me more clearly as to what it requires on a day to day basis. i am glad me and my soul are clearing things up. i think it will save lost time in the future."
smile love smile love smile

At the core, that's what this gender stuff is about for me.

I knew that a few people on here had listed Written on the Body in their favourites, but I clear forgot you were one of them, silly me! I read it a few months back. It's very seldom that I finish a book and know that I could immediately go back to the beginning again and enjoy it even more. It made me remember how I used to love before certain bad stuff happened.

Thanks for all vicarious sunlight! It must be very strange being in a place where people are always just passing through... I've never experienced that. Maybe a few of them will stick around for you.
sarc:
yum is right! love
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ahh hooray! no more peanut butter sandwiches, my taxes are in and i can eat again. goodtimes, goodtimes. today i am going to go to the beach and go for coffee and take pictures. i will enjoy the sun and hawaii to its full extent. smile
love to everyone.
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nymphette:
Still in Hawaii huh? Wow thats great. I can only imagine how nice it must be to wake up there every morning! Hawaii is a magical place.

Good to hear you are having so much fun. You should post some of the pics you take in your pics section!

Your journal has inspired me to take my camera out today too. We've actually been getting some sunshine up here in the great North!! Sun is my friend.

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adelina:
uncle sam should DIE, even if he is just a metaphorical figure! it's not right that almost half of a person's paycheck goes to the gov't.