"Good friends are like starsyou don't always see them, but you know they are always there."
Thats how I am in a friendship. Im now finding out thats not good enough.
Ok, so I dont know what you ate for lunch. and chances are if you tell me, ill forget within minutes. but if you were sick, i would show up at your door with a thing of chicken noodle soup - even though i dont eat meat.
ive always had a small group of close friends. i have no problem letting people get close to me, but getting close to them is a whole different story. there are very few people in this world i give enough of a shit about to turn the world upside down when they need it. but i would do it - in a heart beat - without having to be asked. it sucks when you find out they dont feel the same way about you. it sucks more when its more than one friend that feels this way. and it sucks the most when it happens in a few days time away from one another.
i feel like the planet has been pulled out from underneath me
my eyes are swelling
my heart aches
i have a knot in my throat
im really not a bad friend
just forgetful
Thats how I am in a friendship. Im now finding out thats not good enough.
Ok, so I dont know what you ate for lunch. and chances are if you tell me, ill forget within minutes. but if you were sick, i would show up at your door with a thing of chicken noodle soup - even though i dont eat meat.
ive always had a small group of close friends. i have no problem letting people get close to me, but getting close to them is a whole different story. there are very few people in this world i give enough of a shit about to turn the world upside down when they need it. but i would do it - in a heart beat - without having to be asked. it sucks when you find out they dont feel the same way about you. it sucks more when its more than one friend that feels this way. and it sucks the most when it happens in a few days time away from one another.
i feel like the planet has been pulled out from underneath me
my eyes are swelling
my heart aches
i have a knot in my throat
im really not a bad friend
just forgetful
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lolablu:
Aww. I've only hung out with you in person once (and that needs to be remedied, by the way), but I can tell you're a good friend. You've been a good friend to me.
amorpheus:
I'm not always there, but I wish I could be. But maybe I am like a star - constantly in turmoil, but so distant that you can't really tell.