Ok, so it has been forever since I've posted on this site but I am finding myself with a lot to say today and nobody to listen so I might as well vent on here a little. I just want to say that I am sick and tired of people, in general. It has always been in my nature to be a good person, to help people out who are less fortunate than I and to always try to do the right thing. In return I find myself being shitted on over and over. I tried for some time to be an asshole for a change but that's just not who I am and definately not who I want to be but I am now finding some truth to the whole "NICE GUYS FINISH LAST" theory. Women especially seem to take a great part in this saying because it is you women who are always fucking me over, using me for all the help and consideration I tend to give and then just fucking me over when you no longer need me. Don't get me wrong, i'm not a sucker, I know very well what is going on around me at all times and have always prided myself in being very smart and sharp, but then when I least expect it I am fucked over once again. I dno't even know where I am going with this whole rant, i guess I just wanted to say that I am through being everybody's stepping stool, I am through giving a damn about everybody else's problems and puttimg my own issues aside. I am now looking out for ME, MYSELF, and I but, also, hope to one day meet somebody who will prove to me that all people in this city arent the fakes that i always see. Where the hell can I find some REAL people? People who are not to say what they really have on their minds and will not be offended or put off by what I have on mine? Just some real people who I can hang with, comfortably, knowing they are just as real I am am???????????????????
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