soulsurvivor98

I am back on SG!!!!

Feeling great today! I got to sleep in for once, made my "breakfast" and hopped on my bike for a nice, long ride to work. Had a good talk with the ex to clear the air a bit and picked up a new client who is a really cute chick who's really cool too. No, I am not going to hit on my clients but...
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Off from work this morning so I actually got to sleep in instead of being up at the usual 4:30AM... Just relaxing at home, thought i'd check out and update my SG site since I've been very lax lately. Anyway, nothing exciting to report lately, i'm doing some dteox program which sucks...I basically cannot eat anything for 15 days! It's been 9 days so far...
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sorry bout my previous rant...just frustrated. my bad.

ok, i've been trying to play everything cool in regard to this break up but now I am getting to the point where I am just PISSED! I treated this girl like a fucking princess and she still broke up with me. WTF? Do women really want a guy to treat them like shit? I just think this is bullshit. i am THIS close to...
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alone with everybody...


the flesh covers the bone
and they put a mind
in there and
sometimes a soul,
and the women break
vases against the walls
and the men drink too
much
and nobody finds the
one
but keep
looking
crawling in and out
of beds.
flesh covers
the bone and the
flesh searches
for more than
flesh.

there's no chance
at all:
we...
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OK people...it's been FOREVER since I've been on the SG site, let alone posted a blog. A lot has been going on since I last posted on this site. My computer died on me so I was without the internet for a while except for the ones at work. My new apartment is AWESOME!!! I love the place, the neighborhood is great and everything is...
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It's official! After days (weeks) of haggling with the broker I finally got the apartment I wanted! It's a HUGE 3BR up in Washington Heights, brand new renovation, brand new everything and only a block away from the A Train which leave me at my job in Columbus Circle in 20 minutes! I am truly excited to be moving this weekend. I have had so...
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having one of those days. A lot on my mind; women, work, life. Depressed, lonely, irritaed, just feelin down in general. the one good thing to happen to me lately is that I finally found an apartment. I'm moving up to the Heights. I was really hoping to find something closer to work but right now I'm just at the point where I think i...
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My weekend was pretty ok, at best. On Friday night I went out with some co-workers to celebrate one of the guys' birthdays... Funny how this guy is 6'4", 265lbs, BIG body-builder guy, and yet he got WASTED off about 3-4 drinks...lol. Anyway, we all had to try to carry the guy home which just put a damper on the whole evening. I WAS planning...
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Another lazy Sunday evening...I just finished smoking a blunt, have an ice cold six-pack of beers and figured i'd jot down some thoughts here real quick... My weekend was very mellow, I went out drinking with the fellas on Friday night, stayed in last night and just chilled today. The next few weeks at work are looking very busy but I guess I can't complain...
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I realize it's been yet another LONG time since I've updated this thing but here goes... not much really going on lately except for my crazy hours at work ever since all my clients came back from their vacations. I moved out of my place in Harlem recently because my roomie decided to move out to LA to persue her singing/acting thing so I am...
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